I’m a straight male in my 40s, happily married with kids. Over the years I’ve found myself becoming more & more obsessed with cocks.
I just want to suck them, & have them blast cum in my face over and over. And have fantasised about being fucked by a man too.
This will never happen in reality though, as I love my wife (she’s my best friend) & I love my family & I would never do anything to compromise that.
The only way to live out my fantasies is by writing. I have a very vivid imagination, and often get lost in my stories as I write them, as if theyre actually happening to me (Im always the main protagonist). I get so turned on, & am almost always hard as I write.
I used to write stories on my notepad on my phone then ended up deleting them after i felt guilty. So many stories deleted over the years, and they’re lost for good.
Now Im trying to remember them, and come up with new ideas/fantasies and then publishing them here on lit to preserve them.
And now, hopefully others might appreciate my stories too.
