I believed what I was told. I listened to the culture''s messages and accepted that sex, like parties, like popular music, was only for the brain-dead masses, and that an intelligent man should give his attention to higher things. I ignored my desires; I denied them; I fought them; I refused them their place in my spirit. Until I learned that true happiness lies not in the ivory tower, but on the dance floor. So here I am, still a virgin, finally cognisant of all the pleasures that I allowed to pass me by, trying to rekindle that spark of desire that I hope is still somewhere within me.
I long to find someone who can guide me in this. Someone who understands how to draw forth desire. Someone with the patience to help me fight through the years of fear and repression. Someone who will flirt with me, tease me, drive me wild, not let up until I beg to be taken. Someone who will help me discover what I want.
Location
Orlando, FL