leeroy jenkins

I'm a 30 m living in Az for now. I am a bit of a paradox I think woman should be treated like china dolls, but then in the next breath I am calling her a slut and giving her a spanking she deserves. I also want to explore the freedom that you only get from submission with a Mistress. So now I have a Daddy but I am still looking for a Mistress that I can serve too. Am I being greedy??