Confession Electrified

Today was white and cold and grey
Outside, inside a warm damp day
In my old house with the dim lights on,
Making mellow winter sun
Indoors, where I keep the heat
Windows closed, the warmth complete-
Well almost, (no heat with him
He's never close).

It wasn't a bad thing, it wasn't unkind-
I only did it with my mind..
The touching was not innocent.
Eventually he took offence,
But he was to blame for asking me
(We do not get along, you see)
While he was sitting there,
I took a step closer to his chair.

I was behind him, couldn't see his face,
My eyes slowly ran the length and traced
The wire to the wall. I reached for the switch
Paused as flesh touched plastic, flipped
It to ON and power flowed, it hit my mind
Ran a river like molten wine.
I was hit like a bolt from the sky
As pictures delicious filled my eyes,
But somehow I kept it in,
I carried on and didn't tell him.

I couldn't! Not as my fingers strayed
As I stroked flesh and my body swayed,
As I brushed him with my lips
I pressed slowly and closely, this
Happening while the power flowed in my hand!
He started to tense, did not understand
The picture in my mind was sweet,
A candy house for me to eat!
He told me to stop it and I did
(To be fair). But he caused it -
He asked me to cut his hair!

While I shaved him I thought of you,
And the feelings washed through and through
As I touched his flesh, I imagined you
Sitting in that chair
And I slowly buzzed the razor through your hair.
The erotic thrill I got
Was like an orgasmic electric shock
It didn't take much,
Just imagining me in a moment with you
A moment with a single touch.
So I confess I was unfair -
So strap me in your electric chair!
(I think I deserve something for this crime),
Like maybe a kiss - Or more than this?
So make me pay with your love divine,
Yes I'm guilty,
Of wanting to make you mine.