Alex Ch. 01

"Oh wow! When did you learn to cook like this? Last time I checked you could barely make a frozen pizza!" She asked a bit surprised.

"Being single for so long you end up having a lot of free time. I guess I missed eating good food so I just taught myself" I explained.

"Then how come you haven't made anything like this since I've been here?" she asked curiously.

"Before I wasn't cooking for such a cute girl" I somehow blurted out without thinking it through. My words surprised me, I have no idea how they just slipped out like that. Of course I thought what I said was true, but actually saying it?

"Maybe I'll have to dress cute for you every day then if it means getting food like this!" she joked.

My heart nearly stopped at the idea of getting to see her like this everyday. I never lived with someone so attractive like this. I worried I would eventually ignore my better judgment and do something I might regret.

I sat down across from her, we both started eating the delicious food. We hardly spoke other than the occasional comment on the food. I didn't want brag but it was pretty tasty.

We finished eating almost simultaneously. I gathered the dishes still covered in a thin pool of syrup and placed them in the sink. It would probably be inevitable that Alexis would convince me to take her turn doing the dishes yet again.

After a light cleaning up of ourselves we rather quickly finished getting ready. It wasn't long before we both headed out the door and was driving away for the movies.

On the way there we chatted casually, not about anything note worthy in particular, more of just idle chat. The drive was a good 45 minutes, the closest theater being quite a distance away.

As we waited in line to get our tickets I couldn't help but notice passing men to stare at Alexis when she wasn't looking. As the men drunk her image up I couldn't help but wonder if they could tell she was boy? When Alexis wasn't looking I started to take in her features once more, trying to see if there was any trace of masculinity. None. There was no way anyone could tell she was a boy. I suppose just like any other male would they were just simply checking this stunning girl out.

By the time we got into the theater the before movie ads were just finishing, the movie was just about to start. The movie theater was dark and barely lit as one might expect a movie theater to be. The floors were sticky with god knows what and air was thick with the humid breathing of the many viewers planted in their seats.

We picked our seats in the back, away from all the noisy children who had the strangest fascination with kicking the seats in front of them.

The movie we picked was a romantic comedy. I was reluctant at first but as soon as Alexis started pleading I gave in without much of a hesitation.

As the movie rolled on and romantic scenes played I couldn't help but notice Alexis slowly leaning to her side, against me. By the time the movie was half way through she was resting the full weight of her head on my shoulder.

Feeling her silky hair against my face and her sweet aroma surround me almost made my heart stop. At times I would forget who this lovely creature really was. At those times all I could see her as was an irresistibly cute and attractive girl. And when I saw her as this my mind couldn't help but wander in places it really shouldn't.

It was as if my mind started to mentally undress her on it's own accord. All I could think about suddenly was this soft supple girl barely covered in anything other than her veil of freckles that dotted across her soft and smooth alabaster skin.

As the movie rolled I started to lose myself in the perverted fantasy the played out in my mind. It was to the point I forget there was even a movie playing before me.

My mental self leaned forward and held the girl by the hips, the silky feel of her skin sent goosebumps throughout my skin. I planted soft kisses on the girls cheeks and made my way down her neck, nibbling softly at her skin. My mouth found its way down to her right breast, her nipple hardened to a rock hard state at first touch. I enclosed my mouth around her sensitive peach colored aureola, my tongue swirled around, prodding the hard pebbles on her breast. I bit down softly with the edge of my teeth, firmly grasping her tender nipple. She released soft moans of ecstasy as she ran her hands through my hair.

"Hey Ryan, you all right?" Alexis's words blasted me back into reality. "You falling asleep or something?" she asked concerned for my spaced out state.

"No, I'm alright" I replied a bit uneasy. Once It occurred to me who I was fantasizing with I felt a little disgusted with myself. Just like that one night weeks ago I wondered how I could actually imagine doing that with Alex. Even if he was Alexis now, he's still Alex inside.

I went back to watching the movie, although I missed a good part of it I needed to take my mind off of things.

To my embarrassment it seemed when I was indulging in my perverted fantasy I got an erection. My stiff organ pressed against my jeans. I tried crossing my legs to hide it, which hardly helped at all.

The movie was closing to an end and I couldn't think of anything other than getting out of there. So many things ran through my mind at that moment, it seems whenever I'm around Alexis my mind is cluttered with guilt and strange feelings.

As soon as the movie ended and the credits played I practically jumped out of my seat and headed straight for the exit, Alexis hastily followed.

"Ryan, are you sure you okay?" she asked as she tried to follow me through the crowns of people also pushing through the door.

As soon as I got outside I took a big breath of fresh air. Alexis pushed herself out with me soon after.

"Ryan, tell me what's wrong!" She demanded as placed her right hand on my shoulder.

"Yeah, yeah... Just a little stuffy in there, needed some fresh air" I tried to explain.

"You look so flustered! I hope you're not getting sick! Maybe we should get you home" she suggested. I could tell she generally cared for my well being and I appreciated it, truly. And that was part of why I felt so disgusted with myself, I felt like a monster for thinking of Alex like this.

Even though I felt bad for cutting our time short I nodded meekly, I needed to get home and take my mind off of her somehow.

The drive back was quick and silent, I kept my gaze off of her, even though I could feel her eyes examining me, probably to see if I was okay.

I wasted no time once we got back home, as soon as I locked the door I hurried to my room, I felt so flustered and confused with myself. For quite awhile I was just lying silently on my bed, staring at the white ceiling, I needed to deal with this Alex problem, I thought to myself. I spent a good while running over all the events that had transpired ever since Alex showed up at my door. God, it seemed like yesterday that Alex was still just Alex, just a guy and my best friend. It was hard to believe that in such short time he transformed from Alex into Alexis.

The more I thought about my situation I started hating myself more and more. How could I be falling for Alex? Even of he's Alexis now I'll always know him as Alex, my best friend, the person I did everything with. One of the problems that gripped my mind was how I actually thought of him? Do I unintentionally still think of him as a boy? Can my mind really just accept him as a girl now? To my eyes he was certainly a girl at least; A soft smooth face, a small petite feminine figure, and raven black hair. He screamed femininity, and whether I liked to admit it or not she was the cutest girl I had ever seen. But the fact that she was still a boy, and not just any boy, my best friend Alex, tore my mind an emotional mess. I had the to stop thinking about her as anything as than just my friend Alexis I thought to myself. Tomorrow I'll go out to a bar and find a new girl I thought to myself repeatedly, nailing the plan into my brain.

My deep thought was interrupted by a knock on the door. "Ryan? You okay? Alexis asked, her soft voice ringing through my head.

"Yeah. Just... Not feeling good right now" I replied meekly. This much was true at least, this emotional distress was starting to take a toll on my body as well.

"Do you want anything? I could make you something to eat" she offered, cracking the door open slightly.

"No thanks, I just need some rest is all".

"Well if you need anything just yell and I'll be right in!" It warmed my heart how kind and caring She was. I wanted to just strangle myself every time I thought something perverted about her.

She shut the door again leaving me to the silent darkened room. The only sound that cut through the thick silence was the ticking of the hand clock on the wall, I lay there watching the second hand ticking, just ticking, over and over again as clocks do. It was as if I was hypnotized, my mind slowed and I just sort of zoned out, not really thinking much of anything.

I snapped out of it as my attention quickly turned to the opening door, it creaked with every inch it opened. "Hey there, you look pretty lonely in here all alone, don't you?". The room was dark so I could really see Alexis at first, I just heard her surprisingly sultry voice cut piercing the darkness.

I sat up and turned on the small lamp on the bedside nightstand. My eyes nearly popped out of my head when I finally saw her. She was wearing a semi transparent purple babydoll that came just below her black laced panties, which were visible through the babydoll. Her long smooth body looked so soft and pure, not even a trace of hair. Her stomach was flat and incredibly lean, and her light pink nipples were hard, poking the babydoll slightly. Overall she was the definition of sexy, a goddess of beauty.

"Alex? What are you doing?" My voice was slightly shaky, I moved my body to try and hide my growing erection stating to bulge though my pants.

"I thought I'd come in here and give you some company" she said with a seductive smile. Now that she had gotten closer I noticed she had dark blue lipstick on with matching eyeliner, her full lips glistened on her face. She sat down next to me, still giving me a devious smile that made my heart flutter.

I sat up, still confused I opened my mouth to so say something more, but before I could let out a single word she grabbed the back of my head and crashed our lips together. I was stunned to say the least, I sat there not knowing what to do as her warm damp lips pressed up against mine. Should I push her off of me? I thought to myself, not knowing what to do.

My distress quickly faded as I realized I was actually really enjoying this. Her hands ran through my hair as our lips pressed against each other, our eyes locked together. Being lost in the heat of the moment I parted my lips, my tongue slithering out into her lips that started to part with mine.

The kiss was turning passionate, I placed my hands on her waist, bringing her closer to me. Our tongues wrestled with one another, wrapping around each other and explored every inch of our mouths. This kiss seemed to last forever, and I was perfectly fine with that. My heart seemed to stop the entire kiss, it was an experience like no other, definitely the best kiss I'd ever have.

She pushed her body against mine, I could feel her nipples poking into my chest through the silky fabric of her babydoll. She pushed me back onto the bed while still pressing up against me, we continued our kiss as she lay on top of me.

"Ryan? Are you awake?" she asked me suddenly. I stared at her with a puzzled look. Of course I'm awake, and she sees that!

"Are you okay?" It almost seemed like reality shifted right before me as opened my eyes to see a dark room barely illuminated by an open door. Was I asleep? Was that really all just a dream?

I sat up in a daze, still confused on what's real or not. Alexis poked her head in the room, her eyes locked onto me.

"You still alive in here?" she asked playfully, giving me a soft smile.

"Uh, yeah..." I replied, still half sleep.

"Well you've been asleep for a few hours now, you gonna get up soon?" A few hours? What time is it? I looked over at the clock, it was already 4PM!

"Yeah, I'll be up in a little bit" I told her, stretching my arms out wide.

"Good. I'd be a shame if you spent the whole day in bed!" she joked, she gave me another warm smile. God damn, every time she smiled it was like I was hit with a warm wave of sunshine. She withdrew her head from the room, leaving me alone once more.

Like many times before, I sat there feeling disgusted with myself, how could I have such a fantasy like that? I couldn't wait until tomorrow to find a girl, I had to do it today. I have to get Alexis out of my mind before I do something I'll regret.