by Ygraine
She is basically saying in the long run she chooses to be the other woman. So much for her high morals and good intention.
One small lie leads to another. We all tell white lies to people we think we're never going to meet again. If we do get to know them better the lie becomes a barrier. Its said to me harder for a man to admit he's made a mistake - white lies included.
...I sure like to read a story that is unrealisticly happy as oppossed to one that leaves me empty and wanting.