Jason's Story Ch. 18

"Baby; you're not dreaming, but if you don't stop real quick, I'm not gonna be able to" he said in a pleading tone. "Please wake up" he pleaded while he matched her moves on his cock.

"Why don't you just go on and fuck me? Dreams don't matter in real life and I want you so bad" she said as she kissed his neck and reached into his boxer briefs for her prize.

"Oh Jesus please help me" he prayed aloud. Realizing that she was somehow in a waking dream; he was scrambling to try to wake her without freaking her out. "Nigh, this is not a dream, you're awake right now and you're torturing me. I want you so much and if you don't stop what you're doing...oh God..."

She had inched down and as he was pleading with her; she slowly closed her mouth around the head of his cock. He saw stars and his common sense had left him. He was powerless to stop her.

"Nigha...please..." he tried to talk to her, but he wasn't making any sense. He had to stop her before she undid everything that they'd been working to do. He even started to wonder if he was dreaming, but quickly realized that this was bordering on a nightmare. One night might undo months of work; was it worth it?

Of course it wasn't worth it, he chastised himself. She'd been bobbing on his cock for about five minutes and he was ready to explode and then implode. Her hot, wet mouth was doing things to him that hadn't been done in almost a year. The effect was only intensified by the fact that she obviously wanted him as much as he wanted her; she kept her eyes on his the entire time.

He knew she thought it was a dream and the look in her eyes confirmed it. She looked like an animal that had just caught its prey; eyes vacant except for the task of devouring, and her eyes were filled with one emotion; lust. She wasn't thinking about anything else; not how wrong she tried to convince herself this thing between them was, and definitely not the idea that this was very real. She was caught up in the 'dream' and nothing he said would get through to her.

He wondered how long it had been this way for her. How long she'd allowed herself to be tormented, and he knew that he had to kick his plan into high gear. But as for right now; she was inches away from making him cum.

His body was acting on instinct, and he was pumping his hips into her mouth. He tried once more to get through to her before it was too late.

"Please...stop...don't...aaaahhhhh" he cried out as she swallowed his cock deep within her throat. He was speechless as she hummed while she swallowed; her throat muscles contracting and releasing his cock.

He came with a low growl; cumming harder than he had in a very long time. It was too late; he'd lost, they'd both lost. Defeat never looked so beautiful or felt so amazing.

He couldn't fight it anymore, and sat up and pulled her up so that they were face to face. She smiled at him seductively as she licked her lips, waiting for what was to come. He leaned in close and ran his lips across hers; feeling a small spark as he did. He then took her bottom lip into his mouth and he could feel her breath hitch when he ran his finger over her inner thigh.

His clearer head made another attempt to prevail and he pulled her closer to whisper in her ear.

"I need you to wake up" he pleaded as he rubbed his forehead across hers. "I know this has gone pretty far, but I so want a future with you. Please realize that this isn't a dream, please...stop..."

He was interrupted by her hand running up and down his cock. He was hard and ready again, and she pushed herself up onto her knees and crawled up so that she straddled his lap.

"I've been living these dreams for months" she hissed as she kissed his jaw and then his temple. "You never ask me to stop and you never enjoy it this much" she said as she squeezed his cock slightly; causing him to moan into her ear. She let go of his cock and started grinding her wet pussy onto it, making him wonder when she'd gotten rid of her panties.

She moaned in his ear before she leaned back and took off her shirt, then followed it up by unsnapping her bra, and tossing them both onto the floor. She looked him directly in the eyes while she started swirling and dipping her pussy onto his cock as she wrapped her arms around his neck. She softly took his bottom lip into her mouth and lightly licked it.

"I want you to fuck me" she said as she looked into his eyes and pressed her body into his. "I know you want to..." she managed to get out before he'd captured her mouth and shut her up. He couldn't take it anymore; she dreamed about him for goodness sake. Nothing turned him on more than knowing that she did this often in her sleep. To know that behind the cool façade; she wanted him just as much as he wanted her, excited him to no end and he couldn't refuse her or himself any longer.

He grabbed her and rolled her onto the bed beneath him. He looked at her; wild and ready on his bed, and kissed her while he ground his cock against her pussy.

"God baby, I know you're going to hate me when you realize that this is real, but I can't hold back anymore" he said as he left a trail of fiery kisses down her jaw and onto her neck. He wanted nothing more than to plunge into her; to bring himself home, but he had the presence of mind to do one thing first.

"A condom?" she asked; stunned.

"Yes. You might hate me in the morning, but you'll be glad that I did this" was his simple reply as he sheathed himself. He couldn't hold out, but he could at least make sure that she wouldn't get pregnant again; not like this.

She looked at him and tilted her head to the side as if she were trying to make sense of what was going on. "I could never hate you" was her response as she reached up and caressed the side of his face, "I love you".

She'd admitted what he'd known all along; it just made his heart soar when she'd said it. Before he could get his bearings; he was on top of her again, kissing her thoughts away and pushing her deeper into 'the dream'.

She'd pushed him too far; it was too late.

"Tell me you want me" he whispered into her ear as he ran his cock up and down her slit.

"Jason; I want you so bad" she pleaded as she pushed her hips upward; relishing in the friction that the movement brought.

He made the decision that since this wasn't real to her, but very real to him; he'd make it last as long as possible. He pulled away; sat on his haunches, and just looked at her for a few moments.

He took her leg into his hand and starting at her right ankle; kissed his way up until he was inches away from her core. He watched as her eyes closed and she licked her lips in anticipation. Instead of delving in as he knew she'd expected; he moved to the other thigh, and made his way to her other ankle.

His cock was achingly hard, but he was a man on a mission. He had no idea when he'd get this chance again.

He looked down at her; splayed upon his bed, and ran his hands from her neck, down her stomach, and stopped centimeters away from where he wanted to be. She wasn't waxed the way she used to be, but she was buzzed very close and he enjoyed the new view and the feeling underneath his fingers as he ran them over her mound.

As he flicked her bud; he leaned forward and sucked one of her nipples into his mouth. She moaned and writhed beneath him as he moved to give her other nipple the same attention. He kissed his way down her stomach and blew on her clit as he slowly inserted a finger.

She was so slick, soft, and warm to the touch; her scent beckoned him. He had to taste her, and she let out a long moan when she felt his hot breath on her lips. He slowly pressed his tongue to her clit and vibrated it for a moment, smiling at her reaction. After inserting a finger into her pussy and another into her ass; he continued with torturously slow licks to her core, while working his fingers in and out, driving her insane with his expert ministration. After a few minutes; she ran her fingers through his hair before grabbing hold of his head as her first orgasm coursed through her.

He watched her abs tighten, and felt her thighs tighten around his head as she moaned. He relished in the sound of his name coming from her lips in the throes of ecstasy.

"Jason, you're driving me insane" she pleaded as he continued his assault on her sensitive clit and pussy.

He pulled his mouth away long enough to comment on her last statement.

"You've been driving me insane for years now" he said as he moved up her body and watched her breasts heave as she struggled to regulate her breathing. He slowly removed his fingers as he placed himself between her splayed thighs and looked into her eyes.

"I tried so hard to resist you" he said as he alternated between kissing her and maintaining eye contact. "I know you think this is a dream, but it's not. Promise me you won't hate me in the morning when you realize what I've been telling you is true" he said as he pleaded with her with his eyes, as well as his words.

She looked into his eyes questioningly; this never happened in any of her dreams of him. Normally, he just went about the business of devouring her and making her scream his name. This one was very different, but as she figured; a dream just the same.

"I could never hate you" she said while looking into his eyes as she felt his hard cock pressing against her. "I love you and you know that."

She moved her hips and in doing so, brushed her lips across his cock as he hissed and threw his head back as he bit his lip. The friction caused her to shiver, and she reached up; tangling her fingers in his hair and pulled his face down to hers.

"Fuck me" she whispered into his ear, and returned his lustful gaze when he turned and looked into her eyes. She moved her hips again for emphasis, but this time; he reached down and grabbed her leg behind the knee, pulling it toward him before he claimed her mouth in a kiss.

As she kissed him back fervently; he plunged into her in one swift move. She screamed into his mouth as he stilled his movements, and waited for her to make the next one.

The way he'd held her leg had allowed him an even deeper entry than he'd expected, and he almost came instantly. He stopped as much for her as for himself.

Her head was spinning; she hadn't felt like this in more than a year. She felt her walls spasming around him; shooting electric shocks from her hips to her toes. She could feel his heartbeat pulsing inside her and that's when it hit her; it was real.

She knew it was real and she knew he'd tried so hard to stop her. She knew that this is the last place that she should be, but that there was no place she'd rather be. She tried to move, but that only proved to further complicate things because with him so deep inside her; it pushed him deeper and pushed her closer to another orgasm.

He felt her still beneath him, and she'd stopped kissing him back. He got a deep feeling of dread, and the source was confirmed when he opened his eyes.

"You're awake now aren't you?" he asked cautiously, as he read the lucidity in her gaze.

"Yes" was her simple reply as she felt another spasm in her core.

He contemplated what his next move would be before he looked into her eyes again as he felt her walls tighten around him. This wasn't over.

He leaned in and brushed his lips over hers while using all of the restraint he had left, and remained still inside her.

"Tell me you want me to stop and we can just go back to the way things were before you told me that I haunt your dreams the same way that you haunt mine" he slowly began to slide out, before sliding back in and continuing his statement.

He watched her struggle to keep her eyes open, and noticed her bottom lip quiver. He leaned in and kissed her softly.

"Tell me that you want me to forget that you came for me" he slid out and back in again for emphasis. "Tell me that you didn't mean it when you said you loved me" he pushed in and out again, and smiled when he felt her hips rotate beneath him. He placed his lips next to her ear and whispered the next statement, "and tell me that you don't want me to make you come again, and I'll try to tell you that I won't."

He thrust into her slowly again before looking into her eyes. He could see that she was frightened, confused, and most importantly; on fire for him. Her lips were parted slightly and he thrust into her again and watched as she threw her head back into the pillow.

"Tell me what you want me to do" he commanded as he thrust into her, forcefully; and watched as she bit her lip and grunted as her brows furrowed.

He leaned in again and placed a soft kiss on her cheekbone directly in front of her ear. "Tell me."

Her head was still spinning, but more urgently; her core craved more. She craved more, and she craved him. The fact that he'd tried to stop her; stop this from happening, resonated with her.

He started to move in an out at an excessively slow pace while waiting for her to answer. When she started to move her hips beneath him; he halted his movements, and looked directly into her eyes.

"I want you to want men and to want this, but I also want us to be able to continue moving toward something. I don't want this to undo the progress we've made" he looked thoughtful for a moment before continuing.

She looked into his face and saw how conflicted he was. She knew that he wanted her, but he'd been so wonderful about everything since coming back into her life on a full-time basis; she was worried that this would ruin their progress too, and she was impressed that he'd shared her concerns.

"If you want me to stop...I can't believe that I'm saying this, but if you want me to stop; I will. If you need me to stop and you tell me; then I'll stop, but you have to say something" he said as he placed his forehead against hers; waiting to hear what their next step would be.

She spent the next few moments trying to convince herself that she could tell him to stop. He was buried deep within her, and it felt so wonderful; she felt wonderful, and when she felt him pulse inside, the decision was clear.

"I can't. I can't tell you to stop because I want you and I need to be with you now. After tonight; I need things to stay the way they are between us, but right now, I need you to fuck me" she said, barely above a whisper.

He opened his eyes and looked into hers briefly, before she grabbed the back of his head and pulled him in for a kiss. This time it was her taking his breath away, and making his head spin.

He placed one of his hands under her ass and lifted her so he could get even deeper inside.

"I'll always make love to you" he said with a groan.

"Oh God Jason"

"That's right baby, let it out. I wanna hear you say my name."

He filled her so completely; she could almost see what was going on inside her core. His thrusts played at her, and she felt the impending orgasm on the horizon. It felt so right being there with him; their first time together in well over a year.

"That's right, you feel me inside you? Nobody's ever been that deep, nobody except me" he stated as he thrust deep within her. He extended his arm, and rose up so that he could see where they were joined and watched as his cock disappeared and reappeared; covered in a fine layer of her nectar.

She began to let out a loud series of moans as her walls started to pulsate around him, and he struggled to keep going. It had been many months since he'd been intimate with a woman; more than a year since he'd been intimate withhis woman. He wanted to make it last as long as possible, but the feeling was making that increasingly difficult.

"Damnit woman, you're going to make me lose it..."

He barely got the words out before she pulled him back down and kissed him, and she nibbled on his bottom lip as he felt her hips start to quake beneath him.

As she got caught up in the throes of ecstasy; she threw her head back into the pillow, and he slowed his pace while he kissed her neck. She came for what seemed like a half hour, as he struggled to hold back. Her walls spasming around his cock; clenching, releasing, and clenching again became too much, and he came with a loud groan.

"Oh my God, that was more fantastic than I remember" she breathed out in a whisper as he kept his forehead in the crook of her neck.

He picked his head up and hovered over her face.

"Someday; it'll be more than just a memory...when you're ready" he said as he looked into her eyes and smiled an adorable, unsure smile.

She opened her eyes wide when he spoke; not realizing that her thought had been voiced. The sweet smile on his face made her return a similar one, and he kissed her softly as she wrapped her arms around his neck.

She opened her mouth to speak when he interrupted her.

"I know that tomorrow things will go back to the way they were before, but can I just hold you tonight? I've missed being close to you so much. That's why I brought you in here instead of the guest room. I wasn't trying to put the moves on you; I just wanted to be close to you, even if it was just for a little while."

She smiled and nodded, and as she rolled over; he pulled her close. She placed her hand on the arm that was wrapped around her stomach and felt a calm wash over her.

"I know that you didn't mean for this to happen and I...I missed it too" she said, and felt him smile as he lightly kissed her cheek. Minutes later she fell into the best sleep she'd had in months; a blissful, dreamless sleep.