Lisa Ch. 05b: Only Human cont

"That was Avril Lavigne," Jessica said more to Jim then to the others. He and she had watched her videos on his TV numerous times.

"I know." Jim said, "You sounded exactly like her."

"Play something else." Josh encouraged. He didn't have to ask twice. Jessica launched into another song. When she was done, she suddenly sat up straight.

"I've got an idea!" she exclaimed in an excited voice. "Scott, Josh, do either of you play any instruments?"

Scott shrugged, "I can sort of play the drums."

"I can sort of play the piano." Josh added.

"Perfect!" she said clapping her hands. "Let's make a band! I can help you guys when you need it and we can practice some songs!"

"Whoa ..." Scott said, not sure he'd heard properly. "Did you just say you could help us with drums and piano? Just how many instruments do you play?"

"Three." Jessica replied.

"Guitar, piano and drum?" Jim asked. Jessica nodded.

"We'll have to buy some drums and a keyboard ... but where would we keep them so Riley and Angus don't ask questions?" Josh asked. He liked the idea of playing as a band, but the practicality of it was hard to imagine working.

"In your rooms." Jim said. After all, it worked for him and the TV.

"Okay ..." Scott said almost afraid to ask the next question. "So what other private thing do you have to tell us? What else are you excellent at?"

"Brain surgery?" Jim asked quietly but regretted it when Jessica lowered her chin to her chest.

"I didn't mean it the way it sounded." Jim said. "I actually think you are capable of brain surgery ... I didn't mean it as a put down."

Jessica shrugged.

"Come on Jess. You used to ride at a rodeo ... race horses, play instruments ... what else?" Josh prompted.

"I used to be on the junior rifle team." She said. It seemed like something they'd be interested in ... far more interested than the gymnastics she'd done.

"Rifle team ... " Scott repeated.

"Were you any good?" Jim asked ... weaponry being one of his passions.

"Yes. " Jessica replied. "My team won the championship in our class for two years in a row."

"Well, I guess Jessica has held up her end of the deal." Scott said suddenly worried that someone would suggest that she prove her shooting skills to them as she had her musical. He couldn't take another delay in getting her to himself. "Time for bed."

Jessica passed the guitar to Jim and then kissed him goodnight. And then she went to Josh to say good night. Scott took her hand and led her down the hallway to the bathroom for her shower. She seemed to be taking a really long time. Scott stood outside the door waiting. Just as he was about to knock on the door the shower turned off. In his room, Jessica stood by his bed drying herself.

"Can I put on my pajamas?" she asked.

"Yes."

Jessica reached for her pajamas and Scott was fairly certain he'd heard a sigh of relief escape her. Dressed, Jessica crawled onto the bed, turned on her side, pulled her knees to her chest and looked at Scott. The way he was looking at her Jessica had the feeling she was in for another vibrator marathon. Before it got to that she thought she'd give him another try with the horses.

"So ... any idea if you're going to race any of the horses?" she asked.

"No, not yet." Scott answered. He was wondering if he could get away with another night of dominating Jessica, give her a chance another time. He really wanted to dominate her. He'd have to control himself better than he had the previous night ... but he could do it, he was certain of it. But then there was that look on her face again. Guilt washed over him as Jessica sighed and reached for her novel on the bedside table.

Surely Scott wouldn't begrudge her some time reading a novel ... something not sex related, for a little while. Especially after the previous night. But then she felt Scott sit down next to her on the bed. She kept reading. Just half an hour, she was ready to beg for just half an hour to read.

"Jess." Scott said.

"Yes?" she asked, not lowering her book.

"Can you look at me for a minute?"

Jessica lowered her book, but just so her eyes peeked over the top.

"I know last night was ... a little over the top. But I want to give you a chance to do the same to me."

"You do?" Jessica asked, forgetting about her book.

"Yup. You can do anything ... sexual, anything sexual to me that you want. You can even use the handcuffs if you want." He gulped as he looked at the handcuffs above his head. It still scared him to be so vulnerable to her. Jessica followed his gaze and was confused by the look on his face. She couldn't decide if it was terror on his face or excitement. But then she decided it had to be excitement. She could remember how much he enjoyed himself the previous night. Well, maybe he wanted to be vibrator tortured too. She had to admit that despite some of the discomfort at times it had been enjoyable and it must have been fun to be the one dishing it out.

"Okay," Jessica sat up, tossing her book onto the side table. "I'm game. If you're sure."

Scott nodded. As long as she stuck to sex and not murder, he was okay. And nothing in her behavior over the past few days made him think she had violence in mind.

"Well then ... ummm." She was wondering what direction to go in.

"Take off your clothes ..." she ordered and continued contemplating while she watched Scott strip down. Vibrators ... what could she do to Scott with a vibrator. And then it hit her. The perfect idea. She'd been surprised by how much she'd actually enjoyed the anal vibrator. And she'd read many times that it would be even more enjoyable for men. She nodded at the handcuffs when Scott lay back to look at her, his beautiful muscular nakedness staring at her ... tempting her. "Shackle up ..." She ordered. Scott nodded and got up to chain his one wrist to one of the handcuff. Then the other. He leaned back against the headboard of the bed ... trepidation flowing over him.

"Now. I need you in exactly the same position I was in last night." She said.

"What?" Scott croaked, picturing her with her legs up around her head. "I don't bend like that Jess."

"You will, don't worry." Jessica said grabbing his right ankle.

"Jess, don't ... ahhh!" he groaned as Jessica pulled his leg up by his head and threaded it between the bars of the headboard. And before he had time to protest, she pulled his other leg up also.

"Very good ..." Jessica said looking down at him. And then she moved off the bed and reached under it.

"What are you doing Jess?" Scott asked. He heard her root around under the bed and then she dropped the plastic bag on the bed.

"You know," she began, "the wonderful thing about anal vibrators is that they work just as well for men as they do for women. I mean an asshole is an asshole, right?" she asked smiling.

"Oh no Jess, you wouldn't ..."

"In fact, I've read in the numerous books and magazines that you've given me, that anal stimulation is the best thing going for men." She leaned in closer to him, between his spread legs and gently brought her finger to his anus. "That's where your G spot is after all ... in your anus."

"Jess ..."

"Ah, ah, ah," Jessica said, slapping his testicles lightly.

"Hey!" he protested.

"No arguing Scott, not a sound at all. You keep nice and quiet or I'll be forced to muzzle you. Now all of that literature states that many men are threatened by anal stimulation. They're afraid that if they enjoy it that may mean that they're gay. What about you Scott. Are you afraid it'll mean you're gay when you enjoy tonight?"

"Jessica!" Scott said sternly. This wasn't funny anymore. God he'd never imagined that she'd butt fuck him.

"Rules are rules Scott." She said as she brought his underwear toward his mouth.

He sealed his lips, but Jessica pinched his nose until he could hold his breath no longer and when he opened his mouth she shoved it in. Taking his shirt, she tied it around his mouth so he couldn't spit out the gag. He began to shake his head, mumbling a 'no' that no one could hear. Jessica grabbed his penis and began to stroke it firmly. And suddenly he felt something pressed against his anus.

"Now listen carefully Scott." She muttered as his penis stiffened and he began to arch with obvious pleasure. "If you shake your head no again, I will shove this thing in your butt with no lubricant, no gentleness, no warm up. So all you're going to say from now on is yes. Got it? Got it!" She demanded when Scott just looked at her.

She pressed the vibrator a little further and suddenly Scott was nodding frantically.

"Okay. Now, for lubricant ... that could be interesting. Normally I'd try to find that nice little bottle that you used for me last night ... but I think it may be more interesting if I jerk you off and then use your own semen as your lubricant. What do you think?"

She squeezed his cock until he nodded.

She began to stroke.

"And Scott, when you come, you can't move, not a muscle ... except of course for your penis that'll have to move. But your head can't move, you legs, butt, nothing. If anything does, the vibrator goes in."

She stroked faster and hard, and suddenly Scott was closing his eyes ... but he couldn't help himself and he threw his head to one side and thrust up as his cock spewed semen. And when Jessica slid the vibrator into his anus, his body arched. She clicked the on button and began to move it back and forth. At first Scott froze in place but as Jessica slid the vibrator back and forth more rapidly, and her hand rubbed on his now slack penis, life began to return to it. Suddenly it all felt good, pleasure racked his body and his cock vibrated in Jessica's hand, trying to spit out semen that just wouldn't come.

And then he collapsed on the bed. Jessica smiled and then removed the vibrator. She moved up and undid the handcuffs, and then untied his gag. She pulled his legs down from the headboard.

"Scott, are you okay?" She asked as he lay still, panting. She took his face in her hands and caressed the cheeks. He nodded.

"That was the strangest sensation. Did I actually cum, without actually cumming?" He asked.

"Neat isn't it? When your G spot gets stimulated you don't actually eject any semen."

"That's the weirdest shit I've ever seen." He said and he turned to wrap his arms around Jessica. "So you got to chain me up and have your way with me. Now we're even."

"Even?" Jessica asked sliding down to lay beside him.

"Yes. Can you forgive me now, for last night? For going too far?" Scott asked looking up at her in earnest.

Jessica looked bewildered. "Why would I have to forgive you?"

"Last night. I'd gone overboard ... forced you to orgasm far too many times. I'm sure it hurt." He said running his hand down her body and laying it between legs, over her pants.

"Well, it was uncomfortable sometimes ... but for the most part I enjoyed it."

Scott did a double take.

"What?" Jessica asked with a laugh when Scott lay staring at her.

"But you were mad. You were mad at me, I could tell."

"Well, yeah, I was mad at you, but not because of that."

"Let me get this straight. You were mad at me about something other than the overuse of the vibrator and use of anal vibrator against your consent?"

"Yes." Jessica said.

Scott sat up.

"Why then, why were you mad at me?"

"Because of the horses."

"Horses!" Scott thundered. That was completely out of the blue.

Jessica jumped a little.

"Why would you be mad at me about the horses?"

"Why not?" Jessica asked, "Now you're mad at me about the horses."

Scott caught himself before he spoke again. He forced himself the make his voice more gentle.

"I'm not mad, I'm just surprised. And I just let myself get anally raped to make something up to you that I didn't really need to ..."

"You did all of this," Jessica said indicating the cuffs, vibrator and underwear, "to try and make me happy about last night?"

Scott nodded.

Jessica smiled.

"It's funny isn't it?" Scott said.

"No. It's not funny. It's sweet." Jessica said and cuddled up to Scott. She kissed his lips and then settled her head onto his chest.

"It's one of the nicest things anyone has ever done for me. Thanks."

"You're welcome." Scott said bringing his arms around her. "Ummm, don't get me wrong Jessica. To see you this happy I would allow myself to have a friggin' tree trunk shoved up my ass ..." Jessica giggled, and it made Scott laugh too. "But I am curious about what made you mad at me in the first place. What did it have to do with the horses?"

"It has more to do with you really. You and your dream. Scott, you have the chance to make your dream come true. You've seen how fast the horses can run. Do it ... find someone to ride and go race them!"

Jessica's voice was getting louder and more excited as she spoke and she ended-up on her knees, leaning over Scott. "Don't you know? You can live your dream ... you have to do it. You just have to!" She stopped talking but she was panting from the effort.

Scott lay staring at her. She was right of course. There was no excuse for not following through.

"Okay." Scott said. "I'll do it. But it isn't going to be easy ... it can't happen overnight. I have to organize a few things first ... and then of course I have to work on Riley."

Jessica was nodding. "But you'll do it, for sure?"

"For sure."

And Jessica beamed at him so much that he had to kiss her.

"And so, last night didn't make you angry at me in the least?" Scott asked, running his hand on her arm.

Jessica hesitated. "No ... " she said slowly.

"But?" Scott asked.

"But ... I'm not looking for a repeat too soon." Jessica said. "It was pretty intense."

"And ..." Scott said, his eyes flicking up to the novel sitting on the side table. "I'm guessing you'd like a break from sex tonight. Read your book maybe?"

Jessica looked at Scott in surprise. "How'd you know?" she asked.

"I'm the master of observation. You go ahead and read ... I'm going to clean-up."

"Thanks," Jessica said as he planted a kiss on her lips and then crawled out of the bed.

Scott picked up the book and looked at the cover. "Gone with the Wind? Not very light reading." He said while handing her the book.

"It's pretty easy to get pulled into the book." Jessica said. "It's even better than the movie." She and Jimmy had watched it before she'd started reading the book. It was a shame Scott and Josh didn't know about the TV, there were many shows and movies she was certain they would like to watch too. But it was Jimmy's secret to tell not hers.

"Well, enjoy." He said kissing her forehead and then heading out the bedroom door.

Jessica heard the bolt fall into place on the door and then she snuggled down in the bed and found her spot in the book. She was so involved in the story that she barely noticed Scott return. It wasn't until he'd been lying beside her for a while without moving that she glanced over at him.

He was beside her and reading a novel as well.

Jessica sat up and leaned forward to look at the front of the book.

"You're reading?" she asked, astonished.

Scott lowered the book and chuckled. "I do know how to read you know."

"I know. But it's not a sex book or magazine ... ".

At this Scott closed the book and looked at the cowboy astride a horse on the cover.

"I guess sex is all you really know about me ... "

"Sex and horses," Jessica agreed falling back down on the bed.

"Those are mutually exclusive!" Scott growled in a fake angry voice.

Jessica thought about it for a moment and then began laughing so hard she couldn't breathe.

"Alright, alright ..." Scott said when the laughter wasn't dissipating. "I think I know what you're picturing and I have to say that you have one sick mind!"

That brought another wave of laughter from Jessica.

"You know ..." Scott said when her laughter began to subside, "I'm only with you one out of every five nights ... I do have other interests."

"So you like westerns?" Jessica asked, nodding at the book.

"Westerns are my favorite. Sometimes I wish I'd been born in that time ... sometimes I feel like I should have been born in that time. Travel by horse, wild west ... I would love that."

"I can see you as a cowboy. Maybe you did live in that time ... maybe you've been re-incarnated. " Jessica replied.

Scott did a double take. "Do you believe in re-incarnation?"

"I don't know." Jessica said with a shrug. "But I sure hope it's true. It'd be pretty darn boring just lying in the ground ... being eaten by worms."

Jessica's voice had trailed off and Scott felt a sense of horror as he imagined Jessica picturing her family in the ground, worms feasting on them.

He shook his head to rid himself of the image.

"How about you?" he said nodding at Jessica's book. "Epic love stories your cup of tea?"

"Not usually." Jessica replied. "I like mysteries mostly. But love stories are up there."

"Hmmm. So is there a lot of sex in these love stories?"

Jessica laughed. "Surprisingly yes. But not quite as explicit as I think you'd like. Is there sex in the westerns?"

"Actually, no." And Scott was surprised by the realization that he did actually enjoy something that was not centered around sex.

"So there's hope for you yet?" Jessica asked with a chuckle.

"Yup." Scott said. "But very little hope. If you actually intend to read some of that book tonight Jess, you'd better get to it. I'm starting to get distracted ... beginning to think about kissing you ..."

"Got it," Jessica said and brought the book up, sinking back onto the bed.

Scott watched her for a few minutes. He really did want to go at it again, but that would really reinforce Jessica's image of him as a two dimensional guy. Sex and horses. Well, in truth that really did sum him up. But somehow that didn't feel satisfying. He was fairly certain that there was more to Jim and Josh .... Maybe even Riley and Angus. He forced his eyes back to his book. He'd get her in the morning.

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"So?" Josh asked Scott the next morning over breakfast. "Wanna go into town? Buy a keyboard and a drum set?"

Jessica's head had snapped up. Scott couldn't help but smile, and he soon saw Jim and Josh doing the same. She was so expressive ... now that she was more relaxed around them. She always seemed to have this enthusiasm that never waned. And it didn't seem reserved to just horses and music. Scott remembered how willing Jessica had been that morning. To have sex. It was as if she was the female version of himself.

"Really?" Jessica asked, bouncing up and down in her chair. "Can we really be a band?"

"That's the plan." Josh said.

"I have some business to do in town too." Scott said, " so it's perfect timing."

Jessica continued bouncing. Jim's smile faded as the feeling of betrayal surged again. He'd been awake all night trying to figure out why Jessica had kept her musical talents from him this whole time. Luckily Scott and Josh would be gone for a good portion of the day. This would be his time to figure it out.

"What'll you do while we're gone?" Scott asked, hoping that they would not race the horses without him.

"Jim?" Josh prompted when Jim seemed off in his own thoughts.

"Huh? Sorry?" Jim muttered as his eyes shifted over to Jessica quickly. What possible explanation could she have? He wondered. There was none.

"... do while we're gone?" Scott repeated his question.

"I'd planned on fixing the back fence today. I figured Jessica could help out."

Jessica was clapping her hands with joy at the prospect.

"So you won't time any more horses till we get back?" Scott asked.

"No, no way. I can only handle that speed every other day. We'll be taking it nice and slow ..." Jim said looking at Jessica and emphasizing the word slow, "today. We'll meander down to the back field on the horses, that's it." Jessica didn't seem the least bit upset by this. She just kept bouncing up and down and clapping.