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A fun story. Thanks.

It reminds me of--I'll have to look it up--http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LLdNX7HQI5Y "Poupee De Cire, Poupee De Son" as done by Belle and Sebastian.

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LLdNX7HQI5Y "Poupee De Cire"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTAr-QtVIJ8&list=PLHJpKZmWuo2p1hshFmEwPxWg85LqzclRG Black Sessions--"Sleep the Clock Around")

haven't really felt like one--a doll

it's eerie

very

looking out from your body--

"You can look at yourself. Sleep the clock around."

For a woman to play this role, no matter how "artistically" it's portrayed--

if a man portrayed it (unless he's Rilke--sort of joke) he wouldn't bring the reality of having felt this--as being this

a woman would be playing the role and in many cases having experienced it

A: Because I'm a poet.

That should say it all.

I love moving my mouth to make words--vowels (my fave), consonants, fricatives, affricates ... I usually just make words, sounds without putting them into a category

Q: So you think that's "sex"?

A: The very best kind

You really don't need anything else

if you're a poet

"if a man portrayed it (unless he's Rilke--sort of joke) he wouldn't bring the reality of having felt this--as being this"--the Doll song by Belle and Sebastian--(oh god, typing to this song--sleep the clock around--)

Unless he was a crossdresser, etc. But I don't want to speak about something I don't know enough about and say something--unintentionally mean.

Like in first quote, it's assumed, I think, that "the male" is heterosexual?

However--this is a separate subject, I think--I occasionally went to a bar in Memphis--midtown--where transvestites (sp?) performed songs (lip s--whatever) to songs by

people like Diana Ross--and when you went to the restroom, there was a wall next to the hall

with holes in it with access to the dressing room of the performers--it was circus-like,

knowing the men you saw were performing in the dressing room knowing there was a possible audience and acting to it. --copyright by "New York Queer"

(If "you" could see me--i always wear a--psychological masque. And since i'm into s&m, masques are appropriate? Non????

I don't speak French. But my husband does! [Which is one of the main reason i fell in luv w/him--at first--that and his Italian--] I don't care if i don't know what it means--i just want to hear Spanish--)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ap1GrISdo88

"I think when you leave here and get into your own bed, you should just let yourself sleep the clock around." Belle & Sebastian

This my fuckin poem. I lived it and I wrote it. It drives me crazy not to put my name to it. This a big deal to me. I wrote it. (P.C.)

I honestly did experience what I wrote above.

Rabbit-girl, copy RIGHT by NYQ (New York Queer)

God. What am I getting into here?

to be a "lesbian." I'm not even--right now, at least--attracted to women. (And I am attracted to several men.)

But I will not accept or stand for the humilation a heterosexual girl/woman experiences, lives with.

I can give up sexual desire, if it hurts me. (Like reading most--stuff--at "Literotica.")

"Literotica Made Me A Lesbian" by Rabbit Covey

And thank you "Literotica." Thank you very much.

Just like when I was in my 20's and right on the regular magazine shelves I saw--tell me it's a joke--it is not--any more than showing a black or Jewish person being put into a meat grinder--but women wouldn't--so they believed--complain. If it were black or Jewish person/s being put into a meat grinder--hatred--that magazine wouldn't have made such a cover. It--so they thought--would have been about males--of any race or ethnic group or religious group--and "Screw" was not willing to anger males--who were important.

As females were not. But they could all get together and gangbang women.

I.e., we're not rascist. We just have contempt and hatred for females.

--For a feminist at the "Daily Iowan"--editorial section--who stands up for females

" ... then the moment will come, the memory will shine"

Belle & Sebastian "Sleep the Clock Around"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ap1GrISdo88 "Sleep The Clock Around"

the memory will shine"

Cynics eat your hearts out

I really enjoyed doing this. But if i can't, i can't.

Whatever

that they were removing their masks--

that they want to be human--

(i've tried to mask myself but--it didn't work--and i really tried)

But i've always loved Daft Punk--in fact, their masks made them mysterious--and sorta godlike--

now they're going to change--i'm a little scared--

they'll be "just" (NOT!) ordinary humans--

is this maybe like someone in an s/m "relationship" whose "lover" takes off his/her mask and s/he's "just" the boy/girl next door you've known for years (please still care about me now that you know--i couldn't go on any longer that way)?

it's just another metaphor--

for a lot of imperfect relationships--but that's nothing "exotic" --

i'm actually sort of thrilled that Daft Punk wants to "be human"--

but--damn--they were so cute and hot as robots

Daft Punk girlfriend --please, just one more time, be a robot for me!

(Unspoken, also, you were soooo--)

"Then the moment will come

the memory will shine" Belle & Sebastian

(for Kafka)

to joke about putting women into a meat grinder (is this where Pink Floyd got the idea?), then why not put everybody (18 and older) into meat grinders?

We don't want to discriminate--all races, ethnicities, genders--

Then it won't hurt. We'll all be in it together. It won't be unfair.

Yes, you can all go into meat grinders! (I myself refuse. And "this memory will shine"--my refusal.)

A lot of people are out of work right now. Making meat grinders would give more people jobs.

"And you go to the place where you can look at yourself, sleep the clock around." Belle & Sebastian

by Rabbit (Copy Right "New York Queer")

Rabbit footnote: Son--"Ma, can I go into a meat grinder? Everyone else's doing it--"

Ma: "Not yet dear, you have to wait until you're 18 or older"

say what i feel here--

it's important to me

It feels good to be able to do this--to just talk--

and i hope there's no "punishment"--

you never know

(I really don't deserve "to pay"--who does?)

"Publication Date

... I just noticed that this is my own private

National I Hate Myself and Want to Die Day

(which means the next day I will love my live

and want to live forever) ...

A sparrow limps past on its little bone crutch saying

I am Federico Garcia Lorca

risen from the dead--

literature will lose, sunlight will win, don't worry."

Franz Wright

(i'm really happy about hearing the things i heard on NPR about Daft Punk--a group of musicians i love)

" ... Never

been there ..."

F.Wright

(& don't want to go there)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pACR2RUOPIg

Belle and Sebastian (but whatever site i wrote above might be completely different if anyone tries to listen/see it)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pACR2RUOPIg

the same song--"Women' s Realm"--

I'm amazed at this music--it's so (sorry)--beautiful

the writing, everything--

but as a woman, i feel

like a Jew reading about an elegant turning of Jews into pate?

all the time all over the world

so forgive me? Not. If I'm not sympathic to this story

(you can't actually be ignorant of the crimes against females--from birth to death-- worldwide, you can't possibly be--)

But this story does have some historical literary value--very much in fact--echoes of Hoffman (sp?), H. C. Andersen, and that Polish writer--what's his name? Who wrote "The Doll"? Look it up (it's a quite long book)

I'm having fun! Face-fucking assholes!

Boleslaw Prus

I intend to read and know everything in the world--

or at least to be one up on this Prairie Lights guy who seems to have read everything i --

i'm just gonna try to find something i've read and he hasn't--

might Boleslaw Prus' "The Doll" be just the ticket???

on every guy in the universe--

"the memory will shine"

i saw h today

This isn't meant to be a subjugation of women. This is 'play.' Two consenting adults agreeing to play roles together. There is a follow piece that further shows these two as lovers expressing specific desires and not a cruel act. It's just a bit of fun between friends.