by bleeep
At first I thought James Michner's "Hawaii" really got to you. It did me...
But then, I thought, "this person lived his life in a hospital setting," and I remember lunches with others of our "family," which produced confusion. Lastly, I considered the possibility that this could be the case for you, producing angst and sadness.
In any case, the poem is morbidly creative! Thanks for sharing. 4🌟