Red Wine Stain

Forever, we all carry the hurts
Like red wine on a white shirt

Deep it burns
But unless you take a chance
Your luck may never turn

In depths so dark
Love is vulnerable, naked, & stark
If pure, it will never know defeat
So you decide
Leave or stay...
Ride or slide...
My love is yours to nurture & keep
Or toss aside

Letting go I shake & shiver
Will integrity exist once my all is delivered
Do I have your trust
For without, ‘we’ becomes dust
Just wishful, tangled lust

You had my heart
It was yours from the start
But you’d no intention of staying
Soon I’d be the one paying

My desire I couldn’t hide
Even though I knew it’d have been better
To nuture my lady-like pride
But I didn’t know then what I know now
You were only playing the temporary boyfriend part

Because once I put out you be on your way
Your walking, but I wish you’d stay
Or do you always gotta raise caine
And find new women with whom you can get laid

Feels like everyone’s laughing at me
The stupid, whore clown
Word’s all over town
Prove me wrong
Because right now your silence paints
The same picture my words had previously drawn

I’m numb
Feel so dumb
Am I just stupid, whore scumb?

Hope you’re proud
I’m crying so hard there’s no sound
Tears slide down my face
Saturating the ground
Lungs full of anguish
Feels like I’m lost in space
And about to drown

You’re a scallop if you can’t see passed the idol gossip
A dog with no sense of direction, endlessly licking his erection

You could lose your way
Permanently... in a fuckery maze
Your apprehension permeates
Your anguish radiates
Your focus held there, it may never deviate

You’re stuck in a world of pain
Because you believe all bitches must be the same
Only those stupid sluts should wear the blame
... Who ought to be ashamed

Alone, I've got no one to hold
My heart’s quivering out in the cold
Left in the rain
Who should I blame
Now I’m the one in pain
Resentment’s insane

Another
    Red
       Wine
            Stain