Risk - Part 2

PART TWO - Painful Pleasures

We walked miles on my trails
Fresh air for you
Freedom
For you
Watching the dog’s excitement
I fed the dogs
I fed you
All in the main room now
Warmed by the stone fireplace
They’re curled up
I dragged the loveseat over for us
In front of the hearth
I fed the fire
We’re aglow
I didn’t feed myself
I’m not hungry
Scotch
Neat
Watching
Waiting
Hearing you say
“I have to go back in the morning”
I know
I’m quiet
I want to drink the whole bottle
You nuzzle my neck
Lean back
Implore with your eyes
I know
I hear
“Fix me?”
I will
You lead me to the
Other Room
With the eyelets in the ceiling beams
And on the wall
With the hard bench
Open your bag
The bag you keep here
Your eyes fixed on your hands
Your face flushes as you busy them
Pull out the leather restraints
With the buckles
The thick rope
Harsh sisal
The collar
Lube
Nipple clamps
Butt plugs
Your newest toy
With the ears
Your blush deepens
You pull the flogger out last
Set it down
Gently
Next to the rest
You look at me
Defiant
Ready
Needy
Wet
My blood is up
My breathing deep
My cock steel
I undress you
Without
Replacing your clothing
With words of comfort
Bare
Naked

Your choice
In anything
Is over now
Feel
What I decide
You need
What I decide is good
For you
I know you need
Pain
How badly
How much
How long
You have no safe word
With me
I decide
How much
Is too much
How long
Too long
I kiss your delicate hands
Bind them together
This time
Hoist them
By the harsh rope
Straight overhead
Naked
Your toes still touching the floor
Barely
Before another thing
I kiss you on the mouth
Tenderly
Kiss and lick my way down your neck
And lower
Create a trail of kisses
Wet petals
Down the front of you
Delicately
While you hang
Helpless
Kiss lower
To your sex
Wet petals on your lips
Everywhere
You’re a bystander
Your body is choosing
Giving
An open mouth kiss
My mouth and your pussy
My tongue
Everywhere
Your clit between my lips
Sucking your most sensitive part
I need you
I need you to come before the first pain
I need you to come from my loving touch
Before anything else
What I need first
Give it to me
My tongue dances on you
Give it to me
Dances in you
Your body is mine
Your heart
Is mine
My tongue owns your cunt
Your delicious scream starts in your throat
I feel it in your pussy
Against my tongue
It flies past yours
Your cry the starter’s pistol
For our joining
I dive into your cumming mess
Lapping you up
All of you
Now we can go
Now I can take you there
The rest of the way

Nipple clamps first
Watching your face
Mount them on you
Nipples taut
Already
Clamps bite into tender flesh
Your eyes shine
I take off my shirts
I tug on the lovely little chain
Hanging between the clamps
Between your nipples
Your eyes are raw sexuality
I pull up
Stretch your tits
By the nipples
Harder
I give them a bounce
By the chain
Your face is open
You’ve given yourself to me
Already
Completely
I take you
All
Pull the chain down
Harder
Clamps biting
Junkyard dogs hanging on your tits
Your eyes glint
Mine sparkle
I add the collar
Thick rough leather
Used
Hardware matching the nipple clamps
Your outfit
Exquisite on your fragile neck
I attach the leash
For later
For when I let you down
For when you’re on all fours
It matches the rest
An ensemble
You’re the model
On our stage
I take your face in my hand
Kiss you roughly
Slowly
Strip
In front of you
While you hang there
Accessorized perfectly
My cock erect
Pointing at you
Straining
For you
The cock you remember
At night
Next to him
Your fingers
Silently
Frantically
Playing
In you
In your matrimonial bed
I stroke my thick length
You watch my fingers
Remember yours
There
Looking tiny
You’re panting
Already
I’m silent stone
I turn
Work at something on the bench
Your pretty things
You’re watching my ass
My thighs
Imagine thrusting
I turn back
Your eyes follow my swinging cock
And the butt plug in my hand
The one with three lobes
The one that vibrates
All lubed up
I press my chest into your side
Push against you while you hang
Cock rock hard against your hip
Hot
Poker
Kiss your cheek
Work my fingers into your little wet mess
At the same time
Work your buzzy toy into your tight ass
In the same way
Going to that spot inside you
Where they can meet
Maybe you should have picked a safe word
This time
Both hands thrusting
Something is different
This time
Thrusting harder
The plug starts buzzing
Your sex wild alive
Wild ready
It’s time
It’s happening
You’re dancing
Mine
My choices

In the middle of things
You couldn’t have said
How many times
You couldn’t have said
All the things I did to you
All the ways
Some images linger
Moments of clarity
In the sexual fog
In the sexual flogging
When I was done with your back
Catching our breath
Before I started on your breasts
And your pussy
The way I licked the leather tail strips
Of the flogger
Tasting the skin from your back?
Or adding the taste of me
To the flogger
Before it kisses your tits
Your trembling pussy
Your need
My taste
For Your Heart
Delivered with the lash
Kissing you with pain
My eyes wet
The flogger lands it’s biting caress
You flush
I swing
The freedom of honesty
Sweet pain
Kissing lash
Licking lash
Biting your tenderness
Taking you
Consciousness fades
Sleep swallows

Your pain a chrysalis
You emerge a butterfly
Lift away from clutching earth
On wings exquisite

I’m here
Down here
Alight on me
When you’re ready