Adjusting My Attitude Pt. 05

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That wasn't enough for her, however. She asked me to tell her what should be done to rectify the situation, so I humbly asked her to punish me as she wished. She promptly ordered me to strip off all my clothes except the bra and stockings before bending over the vaulting horse in my room. A few minutes later she entered, already dressed for the office, and strapped me down. I knew what was coming—she gave me "six of the best" with her riding crop, and they really stung. I was too proud to cry out, but the experience was horrible. Slave Handler Florence, who had beaten me at the market on my first day of indenture, would have applauded at the display of discipline. Then Laura walked out without a word, leaving me bent over, helpless, and suffering.

She returned at lunchtime to release me but remained icily silent thereafter. Even after we resumed our "normal" relationship, there was almost no conversation and certainly no intimacy. Plus, I had to devote an hour each day on sucking practice. My owner also required me to spend my nights for the next week not in my bed but in the large cage in my room. There was room for me to stretch out and the cage wasn't locked but going to sleep and waking up in that cage was a powerful reminder of my status. And my sore butt forced me to sleep on my stomach.

I thought I had weathered the worst of it, but the following Friday she announced that she was going out that evening and did not know what hour she would return. She reminded me about various chores, and added another 30 minutes of sucking practice, which I performed dutifully even though there didn't seem any point to it. About 1 a.m., while lying in my cage, I heard my mistress enter the house, and she was talking loudly to someone. The clatter she made and her wild talk suggested she was at least half drunk. The conversation soon moved to her bedroom, where I heard enough moaning and rhythmic thumping to know that she was having "normal" sex with a man. I was completely miserable but reminded myself that she was under no obligation to please her slave. After my humiliation and emasculation, she was unlikely to ever admit me to her bed as an equal.

The next morning, of course, I had to make coffee and breakfast for my hung-over mistress and a rather large, muscular young guy named Bob. I gathered that Bob worked in the same law firm, although I doubted he was a partner—neither his age nor the value of his suit seemed high enough. (said the slave deprived of all rights and property while wearing makeup, nylons, and a French maid's uniform!) He almost ignored me, except to refer to me with the firm's pejorative label for transsexual subordinates, "sissy slave." I managed to swallow my bile and keep a straight face until he left—he wasn't worth the prison term I would get for punching him out, although I wanted to do so. Laura then announced that she was going back to bed and released me from duties until it was time to make supper.

It might be too strong to describe my mental state as "despair," but I wasn't far from it. After two months of total sacrifice, all I had done was make myself so submissive and androgynous that the woman whose love I had hoped to win no longer even bothered to use me for her pleasure. As she had feared, my idea to fix our relationship had only ruined it, filling her with contempt for her former boyfriend. She had turned to a younger guy who was, in her eyes, a real man, something she had erased from her slave. All I saw ahead of me was another ten months of lonely and miserable servitude followed by the final, squalid end of our relationship. Fortunately for both of us, Laura cared enough to find a solution.

(To be continued)

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AnonymousAnonymousabout 1 year ago

I was quite enjoying the story as a whole, that is up to where you had Laura cheat on the poor guy. With the premise being as far-out-there as it is - most of the stuff I could still place, but to Laura going out, drinking, taking a stranger to her place and then sleep with the guy while he's in the other room? Even if he wasn't - that's just heart breaking and an absolute deal breaker regardless of how amazing I would've believe my partner to be. Laura not only does not love the guy, but she's just torturing him at this point. Laura's just a terrible person.

LeoLewinskyLeoLewinskyover 1 year ago

This part is only 3 stars for me, sissification and cuckolding turns me off totally. And I miss action with living on a chain and a securely locked up collar and shackles, eating and drinking from bowls and the worship of Lauras feet. Lets see if something like that happens in the rest of this wonderful story.

teehaateehaaover 4 years ago
Forecast...

As you hinted previously, there weill be the intervention of somebody of a previous book in one of the following chapters to help with the situation. I presume it will be Slave Shrink nicky who will come to the rescue.

But I ask myself two things: While it maybe will help HIM to cope and to emotionally survive his mess of a situation but how will it help THEM? and how will it help HER? (because she seems to be way over her head in this situation)

I mean these two are in desperate need of couples therapy if they want a future but that's impossible because one of them isn't even considered a full human being with genuine and legitimate feelings, which sucks big time in this situating.

And there is something else that came to my mind: The person who probably will be all alone to cope with this mess is the person who is legaly all powerful and in charge. If someone would gain from some sessions with a good council, it's Laura.

Because I think deep in herself Laura feels that she is about to loose as much as Dan: Her loveinterest and wouldbe fiancé, her selfesteem as a ethical person, heck her selfesteem as a good person.

Because let's face it... She's a lawyer, I am one too... and at law school we learn that not everything what is legal is right. Even she was clearly in her right to do what she did and how she did it she will know deep in her, how bad she behaved.

So there we are... is there somebody to help Laura?

AnonymousAnonymousover 4 years ago
2 more questions

First a question about the society in this world again. Why did you write this ...Laura replied, "Well, maybe you two should buy a slave for yourselves. Wait, forget I said that," realizing the horrible connotations of a Black man owning a slave in America...?

It just seems odd that this society places such a horrible stigma on black people owning slaves when it is both socially and morally acceptable for people of every other race to do it. From what I read in your last books it is absolutely fine for people of any gender/race/religion to own people of any gender/race/religion. And in this chapter it seems okay that Jim’s wife makes use of a slave over and over. So why does Laura say that?

Laura, who is supposed to be a professional, specifically a lawyer, just ignorantly stated to Danny’s close black friends that she understands why they as black people (not people but black people) should never want to own a slave of any kind, but she as an old fashion southern woman (Texan) is more that happy to drag her slave over to their house, flaunt her slave ownership in front of them, and with her best “bless your heart” smile, offer to share her slave with them so that they will never have to feel the shame of slave ownership she relishes. This is ok?

Second, at the end I was glad to read that Laura is going to find a solution, but since we know she used to be a domme why did she fail Danny so badly in the first place?She knows why Danny is doing this. She knows what Danny hopes to gain. She knows she has the responsibility to act and think and clearly address issues when Danny is of not of the right mindset. And she needs to do it immediately, not a week later in a drunk act of vengeance.

She asked Danny to tell her what should be done to rectify the situation that he created by his failure. He did. She acted on his solution by beating him. He somehow thought that was good enough and that should have been it. Otherwise surely she would have told him there was more coming because that’s her responsibility. But her actions of drunkenly taking another man, a coworker, to bed “in front” of Danny in his feminized role is devastating...and she knows it. Should they survive is this disastrous situation, how she will treat him in the future should they decide to marry? Will any and all his failures (he is both human and a man so there will be many) be met by her getting drunk and forsaking him for others, especially her younger more manly coworkers? This is not good. I can’t wait to see your solution to this dilemma.

AnonymousAnonymousover 4 years ago
Love the idea of a permanent enslavement

Not trying to step on toes, and I know you said in an earlier comment you already wrote it all out. But could the solution be that he has to stay her slave? Perhaps he gets a shock after being freed and comes to some realization that he wants to stay her slave boy

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