Aftermath of an MM Experience Pt. 03

Collapsing on top of Tina, her hair strewn about my wet face I begin to quietly cry. I am a monster. I didn't deserve this, is my only thought. Then I realize, this was my doing. Dave did not force me to rape my good friend's ass. I could have said no, during the blowjob. I was awake, I was conscious and aware. She did not deserve this. Collecting myself I now slowly and carefully crawl off of her corpse trying not to disturb her slumber. Now that I have taken what was not mine to have, I start to care about her? I grab the lube and return to the desk. Tapping the straw onto the mirror and scraping the residue into a pile, the blade slows when it hits the lubed up remaining coke pile. I grab a second blade from the drawer and clean the first blade off onto the pile. Tapping everything one final time before returning it to their respective places. I grab the straw and lean forward to snort the small line up and lick the mirror clean. When I do the shitty condom slides off of me and lands on my foot. I grab the condom and the lube and head to the bathroom. The condom hits the toilet water as I flush and the lube goes back to the drawer. I take a hurried shower and dry with no time for reflection or relaxation. As I return to the bed with the towel I can't help but notice the smell of ass in the air. I wipe up the tainted lube from her cheeks and hole as best I can. Returning the towel to the hamper I grab a good wad of toilet paper and return to her still wet hole. When the paper comes up tan I fold it over and clean again. It takes several trips until she comes up clean, then I flush the evidence.

Sitting down at the desk, I light up a cigarette and pack a bowl. I look around the room for evidence of my actions. Finding none, I breathe a sigh of relief, light up the bowl and relax with my cig. The alarm goes off in just three and a half hours, but it is Friday. Thursday night is Dollar Night at the popular local watering holes and everyone will be too hungover to notice my condition. I put out my cig, take another hit and climb into bed next to Tina. The wet sheets make it difficult to slide in next to her but I do. I slide my arm under her neck and she rolls over pushing that soft ass into my semi-hard worn out cock. With a sense of panic, I softly call her name and she says its about time you fucked me the way I like it! Gently wrapping my other arm around I pull her in and kiss her shoulder. I don't know how long I held her feeling like a monster before I passed out, but it felt like an eternity.