All Comments on 'Am I really a Masochist?'

You lucked into a good sadistic Dom. Bringing you extra torment by sticking strictly to your own limits is a mark of a truly cruel but kind sadist, as your own reactions showed. This was the epitome of S/m: he used you exactly as he wished, while you had to suffer for him without achieving the release you sought. Your writing captured the event and your feelings very nicely. Well done!