Being Jim Ch. 04: Scratching an Itch

The racing pulse of energy hit my balls and my spine about the same time, racing up to the back of my head and into my brain, the fireworks exploded behind my eyes, my whole body tensed as if I'd been electrocuted, then everything began twitching and jumping with spasms. Here we go again. Freaking out the lady I'm with because I forgot to warn her in advance... Damn it! Luckily it was more amusing to Susan than frightening, she didn't freak out at all. I explained that it was what I call an aftershock and I always get them after I climax after having sex. I apologized for not having warned her. She told me she had never witnessed that before with any guy she'd ever known and thought it was pretty neat.

"Yeah... awesome is a pretty good word for it. Damn! Why have we not done this before now?" She asked smiling at me with that contented warm half sleepy smile.

"I don't know, maybe because we've always had something else going on or the timing just wasn't right." I said with a shrug.

"Well, there is that I guess." She said then added "But I may have to make better use of our time in the future... when the need arises..." She said with a wink.

"Always happy to help out a friend in need girl..." I quipped as I ran my right hand up from her hip across her belly and to her breasts. I couldn't resist touching them and feeling their weight in my hand, running my fingers over and around her nipples watching them stiffen again and stand up.

"Uuughhhh... Enough!" She giggled as she captured my hand in hers and held it tightly as if to make it behave. "What time is it?" She asked looking around to her clock at bedside.

"UGGGGHHHHH!! It's WAY past my bedtime! I need to get some sleep or I won't be worth a damn tonight at work." She lamented.

"I can take off if you want me to, I'm off tonight but I know what you mean about not getting sleep." I said as I started to rise.

"No, it's okay. I'd kind of like it if you stayed... cuddle me to sleep." She said with a bit of a pout and a hopeful look in her smiling eyes.

"Okay, I have no problem with that. Of course I might want to do something with this first." I said pointing down to the condom still hanging from my mostly deflated cock loaded with my jizz.

Susan giggled and rolled over to reach for a couple of tissues from the bedside night stand. Her plump bubble butt rolling into view... I couldn't resist grabbing a handful and giving it a squeeze. Susan gave a little yip and swatted my hand away as she handed me the tissues. I wrapped them around the used condom and pulled it off with a plop, using the second tissue to wipe off my member then wrapping it around the first with the condom in it. Eyeing the wastebasket beside the night stand I tossed it there and grabbed my sweatpants and pulled them on and my tee shirt. I asked Susan if she wanted her shorts and shirt but she declined and said that she just needed some arms to keep her warm. Smiling I climbed back onto the bed and spooned in behind her, that big bubble butt pushing into my groin the front of my legs along the backs of hers, my right arm over her side. Susan grabbed my right hand and drew it up between her breasts and held it there.

We must have gone to sleep because the next thing I knew I was hearing Susan's alarm going off and she was groaning as she stretched like a slumbering cat. We were laying side by side, my left hand under her ass with my fingers interestingly in the crack of those warm soft bubbles of flesh. I gave them an experimental wiggle and was rewarded with a girlish giggle and Susan rolled over to face me, her left hand coming up to run up over my abdomen to my chest, sliding under my tee shirt and running her fingers through the hair on my chest.

"Mmmmmm good morning." She purred

"Is it?" I asked. "Crap! I was hoping I was still dreaming." I smiled. About that time we heard the toilet flush and realized that we were no longer the only ones home in the trailer. Susan's roommate Lisa was home. "Uh... is this going to be a problem?" I asked hoping I wasn't going to create friction between them.

"What? NO... hell Jim! You're not the First guy I've ever had stay over. Please!" She giggled and pushed to a sitting position, her breasts wobbling and swaying enticingly. "And at least she knows you already." She said as she did that feline stretch again, her arms extending above her head pulling those fleshy pillows up higher on her chest... OH GOD! I have to go before I can't walk for the hardon in my pants.

"Susan?"

"Yeah?"

"Thank you." I said with a smile, she smiled back and leaned down and kissed me softly on the lips and said.

"Thank you too... I really needed this. It was wonderful." She said as she stood up and headed to the bathroom to take a shower, walking down the hall butt naked with a million dollar smile on her face. As she stepped through the doorway to the bathroom she said loudly towards the living room "Hi Lisa..."

I looked around for my socks before finding them and slipping them on... picking up my shoes I carried them to the living room. I don't think Lisa even knew I was in the trailer till I stepped into the living room, she was sitting on the sofa with her legs tucked up under her gown or sleep shirt with a bowl of cereal watching TV.

"Oh... hi..." she said almost spitting out a mouthful of cereal.

"Hi Lisa... how's it going?" I said a little embarrassed. I pulled on my shoes after sitting down in the recliner. After she realized who I was she just grinned and looked down the hallway expecting to see Susan but she was in the shower at the moment, or at least in the bathroom. I heard the door open and she yelled down the hall, "Save me a couple of donuts!" and closed the door again and we heard the blow dryer turn on.

"Donuts?" Lisa asked looking at me then back to the kitchen.

"Yeah, I stopped and got some and some milk on the way over this morning." I said. "Susan probably put the box on top of the fridge."

Unfolding her legs from under her, Lisa stood up and walked to the kitchen putting her empty cereal bowl in the sink and reaching atop the fridge for the box of donuts.

"mmmmm... Jelly donuts..." she smiled as she pulled one out and headed back to the couch. I got up after tying my shoes and got myself a couple of plain cake donuts and looked for a glass to pour some milk into. I was sitting at the table in the kitchen finishing the first doughnut when Susan came down the hall buttoning up a blouse, pausing to share a look with Lisa, both grinned but said nothing.

"Oh good... you saved me a jelly doughnut..." she said and she plucked the last one from the donuts still in the box.

I was thinking that those two girls shared more than just the trailer it would seem, and I smiled pondering the possibilities. Susan ate her doughnut as she got on her computer and dialed up Night Friends to check messages one more time before leaving for work. I put my jacket on and readied to leave as well. I was off that evening but I knew I still had other matters to attend to, like groceries and laundry, oh fun. Susan's roommate never said anything or asked any questions about my being there but I could have sworn there was an entire silent conversation going on between the two of them, lots of raised eyebrows, knowing looks and grins. I left the same time Susan did, catching a quick hug and kissing her neck in parting.

Later back at my apartment after getting groceries, I settled on the couch in front of the TV to relax a bit. I was just getting into a movie when my phone rang. I went to the kitchen, thinking for thousandth time I needed to get a cordless phone or a couple of other phones to put in other rooms besides the kitchen.

"Hello" I said as I picked up the phone.

"Hi lover..." Purred a smoky sexy voice from receiver, it was Barb.

"Hi babe, I take it Jess isn't in the room or you're calling from somewhere else..." I stated questioningly.

"He went to the liquor store, probably going to see his connection for some weed too." She sighed.

"You okay babe? " I asked softly hoping she was alright.

"Yeah... the ass is being almost civil for a change. He's been pissing and moaning about all the paperwork and things we have to sign to reconcile bank accounts and credit card accounts going into the divorce. I think he's dragging his feet, probably because he's trying to hide things." She bemoaned swearing under her breath.

"I didn't see you online this evening, you go see Todd and Anne?" Barb asked.

"No, not today, I did my laundry and went to the grocery store... I'm just now getting settled down after putting everything away. I got you some more Massengill." I hinted.

"Well... aren't you thoughtful. Thank you. I just wish Asshole would go back to his whore and I can get over to see you. I need to ... get some relief if you know what I mean." Barb purred in a husky voice.

"I guess tonight is out of the question then..." I extended the implied invitation.

"Sadly, it is. Going to be a long night till the asshole gets drunk or stoned or both and goes to sleep, a hell of a way to spend a Friday night. I guess I could get on Night Friends and we can chat and play trivia later, unless he has to call for work."

"I'll probably get on the message board and see what's up tonight. I don't think anyone is getting together anywhere tonight. Might be Karaoke somewhere tomorrow night though... maybe you can get out for that." I hinted hoping to get Barb to come out for a while.

"Nahh... probably not, I'm just playing it by ear around the house until HE goes back to where he came from. I'll be so glad when all this is finalized and I can be rid of him once and for all." Barb lamented.

"Todd and Anne invited me down to dinner and watch movies tomorrow evening... again..." I told Barb half heartedly, knowing that she probably already knew that from talking with Todd or Anne on Night Friends. Of all our friends online only they knew about Barb and I fooling around.

"So are you going to finally do it? With them? Heh heh heh." Barb chuckled. She knew that Todd and Anne had invited me into their bed for a threesome, repeatedly, but that I hadn't quite committed to the experience yet. I just still felt a little awkward about it. Sure it was tantalizing but way outside my realm of experience so far. I might still give it a try but I was in no hurry to just jump in.

"I... don't know... maybe not anytime soon, but I might sometime." I offered hesitantly.

"Well, you might ought to try it... when you feel up to it that is. It could be fun." Barb giggled. I half suspected that she too might have been invited by our friends but she hadn't hinted at it and I wasn't going to pry.

"We'll see..." I offered lamely, "I was about to order a pizza..." I began but was interrupted.

"Damn it, he's back, I'm going to get off the phone now... look for me later on Night Friends... Good night Jim." Barb whispered hurriedly and then the phone line disconnected.

Hearing the dial tone in the receiver I hung up the phone and ran my hands through my hair and stretched. "Damn!" I moaned. Just hearing Barb's voice stirs thoughts and desires in me that aren't easily set aside. I could almost smell her perfume and taste her on my lips. Noting the time on the microwave as nine thirty in the evening, I called in an order for a small pizza from the Domino's around the corner. Grabbing a can of coke out of the fridge I went into my bedroom and sat at my desk and fired up the computer. I dialed up and connected to Night Friends to see who was online and kill some time.

USER NAME:?

Frodov

PASSWORD:?

I typed in my password and hit enter, my screen filled up with notifications of email and message requests from a few regulars who were online at the time. I took a few minutes to go through the email and respond, and then dropped down into the trivia game that was running to join several friends playing. I'd been playing and chatting for a few minutes when I saw Barb sign on and within a moment or two I got a private message from her.

Wildone: "Hi there lover..."

Frodov: "Hello beautiful. You doing okay babe?" I asked knowing that she was feeling frustrated and caged in with her estranged husband home for the weekend.

Wildone: "I'm wishing I were there with you... I could really use some strong warm arms to hold me right now. Jess is such an ass." She lamented

Frodov: "I'd love to help you out, you know that." I typed and then heard my doorbell ring. "Be right back, my pizza is here." I added before grabbing my wallet and heading to the door.

I paid for my pizza and spent a minute or two flirting with the delivery girl, Cindy. We had worked together down at the Campus store for a while last year when I was still working for Domino's. I continued to work for them part time for a while after I had got hired on out at the plant, not having much of a social life to worry about and bills that needed paying a part time job still worked pretty well for a while. I don't work for them much anymore but technically I'm still an employee, if only an occasional one now.

Cindy was looking pretty good tonight and she hinted that we should get together sometime and catch up. She was on the clock tonight and had to get back to the shop but she got my number and gave me hers as well. My my my, the possibilities there. Cindy was a tomboyish college girl with an in your face attitude about most things but always seemed a little shy I thought about things like personal attention. I don't think she dated much if any really. I know I questioned in my mind several times as to her orientation sexually but she seemed to treat everyone the same way and not really playing favorites to either male or female companionship. Cindy grew up on a farm and was definitely not a girly girl, most would be generous to say she was "rough around the edges." Blunt was the word I would of have used and did, to her face on more than one occasion and I didn't back down when she squared off with me to see what I meant. I think that honesty without judgment or hostility earned me a grudging acceptance if not outright friendship from her. That and perhaps that I had never blatantly hit on her or suggested anything sexually. Anyway, it was nice to see her even if only briefly. I had a feeling I'd be hearing from her again soon or maybe I would call her, it was her suggestion after all.

I set my pizza on the counter in the kitchen and grabbed a couple of slices with a couple of paper towels and went back to my computer and picked up the conversation with Barb where I had left off.

Frodov: "I'm back... miss me?" I asked as I stuffed pizza into my face.

Wildone: "I was beginning to wonder if you had gotten lost or something..." Barb quipped.

Frodov: "The delivery driver was an old friend from when I worked at the campus store... she had to catch up a bit." I sent with a shrug action.

Wildone: "She?" Barb left hanging waiting for an explanation.

Frodov: "Yes, "she." I sent with a laugh. "I do know some other women, you know that... you jealous?" I asked

Wildone: "Maybe... especially when I'd rather be the one there with your right now." Barb sent with a pout.

Frodov: "I wish it were you here as well, but I'm all alone anyway. Cindy, her name by the way, is working and she just happened to get my order to deliver. As far as being jealous..." I sent with a laugh. "Nothing to worry about there, even if you really were jealous, I've never even held this girl's hand or kissed her, we're just friends, co-workers. In fact, I've often thought that she might be playing for the other team so to speak." I sent with a blush.

Wildone: "Oh I'm not jealous, well of that anyway... I've got no claims on you or anyone else. I will be jealous of other girls spending time with you in a way though, not angry, just wishing it was me that's all."

Frodov: "I don't know if I could play favorites to be honest. I don't want to hurt anyone, I know what it feels like to put your heart, your all, into one person and then have it broken. I would rather do my damnedest to make someone feel good than to lead them and make promises I don't think I can keep. It hurts too much..." I sent and sat back considering just how much I should open up to Barb at this point. There was so much she didn't know about me yet. So much that I didn't know if I wanted to share with anyone yet. Life is so complicated sometimes.

Wildone: "I'm sorry Jim... I didn't mean to sound harsh or bitchy... I've had the idea that you've been hurt, deeply, by someone. I guess it takes one to know one huh?" She sent with a sad smile.

Frodov: "Yeah, birds of a feather and all that. I didn't mean to bring you down Barb, I know you have a lot on your plate right now. I should be making you feel better, not worse." I sent with a blush.

Wildone: "Don't worry about me lover, I'm okay. So have you decided whether or not to go down to Todd and Anne's for movie night tomorrow?" Barb asked as if to change the subject. An odd choice of topics considering what we were just talking about I thought.

Frodov: "No I haven't decided yet but I should call them in the morning and let them know one way or the other. I'll have to make a decision before then I guess." I admitted, but thought to myself that I would like as not decline the invitation again knowing I was just a little too uncomfortable yet for mixed playtime with them.

Barb and I continued chatting in private for a while longer until she had to sign off and go to bed, she'd been up all day whereas I'd only been up and awake since around five o'clock this evening. I hung around and played trivia with a few other regulars on Night Friends for another hour or so and signed off myself around midnight. I moved to the living room and flipped on the TV and surfed the cable channels for another hour or so then said to hell with it and went to bed myself. As I closed my eyes to drift off to sleep my mind was a merry go round of faces and body parts of the girls that have been going in and out of my life of late Anne, Barb, Gail, Susan... Cindy... Cindy? I thought... I've never been with Cindy, why is she coming to mind I wondered as I slipped into the veil of sleep... Maybe?