With just a little alone time, T. discusses her thoughts on the Domme/Cougar side of her personality and how it rarely was flexed in her past relationships... relationships that just imploded during the lock down. Unable to get past these wounds, she allows all the pain, anger and hurt to take control and says what she REALLY feels and gives a prayer for what she *truly* needs... someone to fuck, to take and control as much as she had been controlled in past relationships.
(Author’s Note:
This is for me, mostly. This happened on its own as I let my emotions overwhelm me...
You see, someone tried to make me feel shame for being sexually in control if my own body and for revelling in the wide span of my desires and kinks. This is me simply saying: “You didnt break me... and just wait until I find partners that appreciate me... but it will never be YOU, again.”
- T.