by humminbrd30
this story was very close to the way i lost my virginity long ago. about the only difference was a wooded area not to far from a party of classmates where we were having a bon fire (like every weekend)
I was extremely naive, very shy and at a college party. To this day I can't say exactly what was going through my head. I was drunk and don't remember a lot, but I remember enough to know that it was NOT rape.
He was drunk too and was very shocked the next morning when the bed sheets were stained. He asked me why I chose him and why I didn't say anything. I really didn't know what to say.
We actuallly dated for the rest of the school year but he was transferring to a different university the next year. Oddly enough, knowing that we had limited time together made the end of our relationship easier to handle. I never allowed myself to fantasize about a future.