Emma and Joe Ch. 01

Chapter 1

Writers note: This is based on a true story. Names and some details have been changed for privacy reasons. If you haven't already, read the beginning of Joe and Emma's story in "Meeting Joe pt1&2". The bulk of our relationship was online and virtual, and took place via chat on an app. I have attempted to capture this as it sets the tone and has crucial information, so the beginning chapter is a bit dialogue heavy. I'm not a professional writer by any means, just trying to capture some memories. Enjoy.

I woke up before my alarm, and just laid in bed grinning. I was tired and exhausted from the drive to meet Joe, and still couldn't believe I had the nerve to go meet him in person. Everyone in the house was still asleep, so I rolled over, grabbed my phone, opened up the chat, and couldn't help but smile more as a new message from Joe popped up.

Joe: "Good morning!"

Emma: "Good morning."

Joe: "How did you sleep?"

Emma: "Like a rock, I passed out pretty quick. Something must have tired me out."

Joe: "Cant imagine what."

Emma: "No idea, guess I need to get to adulting and hop in the shower to start the day."

Joe: "Wish I was there to watch."

Emma: "Wish you were here too."

I rolled out of bed, my vanilla, man child of a husband still sleeping even though he had to leave for work in 45 minutes. Standing in the shower, I continued to think about my day with Joe the day before. I looked down at my thigh, and a thumbprint size bruise was there, Joe's thumbprint. I knew he grabbed my thigh before we left the lake, but I didn't think it was hard enough to bruise. Lucky for me I was clumsy and always bumping into things, my husband would never notice. Not that he looked at me without clothes anymore anyways. He hadn't in over a year.

The day went smooth..... kids to school, husband at work, me working from home, and random chats throughout the day with Joe whenever we had a few free minutes to hop on the app to chat. I finally finished cleaning for the day and headed to bed, my husband as always stayed up on video games. This I didn't mind anymore as it gave me time to chat with Joe.

Joe: "How was your evening?"

Emma: "Pretty good, uneventful. Same shit different day pretty much, other than being more tired than normal lol. How about you?"

Joe: "My day was pretty good, nothing new. I think I have a writing task in mind for you. Tomorrow morning you will wake up to an email with instructions."

All I could think was, what the hell was he planning? Great, now I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight thinking about what it is.

Joe: "If you complete it satisfactory, there may be a reward in order."

Emma: "Hmmm, wonder what it could be?"

Joe: "Guess you will just have to find out. Or not."

Emma: "Well I am going to head to bed, I hear him shutting down the video games which means he will be heading to bed too."

Joe: "Goodnight Emma, sleep well. (Kiss emoji)."

Emma: "Goodnight, Daddy. You too. (Kiss emoji)."

I turned off the chat and switched over to Facebook as my husband walked in the room. He changed into pajama pants, laid in bed, and went straight to scrolling on things on his phone, as always and didn't say a word to me. We both laid there for a while. I put my phone down and went to roll over and go to sleep. My husband, self-centered and oblivious, laid there still scrolling. I could see him pulling up random pictures of women from Facebook, and I could see him saving them to his phone, yet again. I grabbed an extra shirt and laid it over my head trying to block out his screens glare and turned my energy and attention to better things. Like what may be waiting for me in my email in the morning.

I awoke in the morning and had to squint when I opened my eyes. My husband was on his phone, again. I could see him scrolling more pictures and zooming in on women on the site he was on. He noticed I was awake and immediately swiped out of the app and rolled over to face me.

"How about we do something tonight?" He said and winked.

Ugh, every time. He wondered why our sex life was lacking, and it was shit like this. He never asked on other days, only on days that he was looking at other women on his phone. If that wasn't bad enough, the sex wasn't even any good. No matter how many times I talked to him about the need for foreplay, and that squeezing my tit twice like a stress ball does not equal adequate foreplay, he never got a fucking clue, and always thought he did a great job.

"So, what do you think?" He asked again.

"I don't know, maybe." I replied, "I think we're out of lube."

"I can go pick some up after work." He replied as he got up and went to take a shower.

I laid in bed longer thinking about my selfish husband who continued to make me feel like I didn't matter That I was just a warm body there for him and that was about it. That he thought a lube run like that was normal. That was the saddest part as well. Him, and most of the men I had ever been with, all thought the need for lube for sex was normal. Or maybe there was just something wrong with me in that area. Maybe I was the one with the issue and was unable to really get aroused with anyone. I'd only been with 9 men to date, most were vanilla relationships, 3 were Dom's. All but 2, there were always issues in the sex department, and lube was needed most of the time. Also, the majority were little foreplay, lots of thrusting, he came, and was done. So, since that was all I got most of the time, I never enjoyed any of it.

Yeah, the issue was most definitely me.

I tried to push the thoughts out of my mind and began to think of Joe again. When we met yesterday, I didn't have any issues getting wet with him. It had been several years since I got so wet that my panties were soaked for the ride home, but it made me remember how great being touched could feel, that someone was possibly interested in me for me, and I was not just there to be a warm body. Though, I was still getting to know Joe, and it made me worried that maybe I read him and the whole situation wrong.... Maybe he was just looking for another warm body too and I was no different than the next chick on a website.

My phones notifications went off, interrupting my thoughts. It was my email, and it was from Joe. Before opening it, I logged into the chat app and a message from Joe was already waiting.

Joe: "Good morning sunshine!"

Emma: "Good morning!"

Joe: "How are you this morning?"

Emma: "Doing ok, just waking up still, about to hop in the shower."

Joe: "Wish I was there to watch."

Emma: "Me too, could be fun."

Joe: "Don't forget you have an email task this morning. Once you finish it, there may be another."

Emma: "Hmmm, another? Guess I better open it up and see what it says.... I'll have to do that later; he's getting out of the shower, and I need to get going and shower myself."

Joe: "Have a good morning, Emma."

Emma: "You too."

I couldn't move fast enough to get showered, dressed, and the kids to school. Finally, I was home alone and able to get into my email.

"To: Emma

From: Joe

Subject: Task

When I mentioned a task last night, I bet you didn't imagine a writing assignment.

This should be fairly easy for you. Or not.

For your first assignment, list the top 10 realistic expectations you have going forward. What you'd like to do, try, experience both online and in person.

There is a second assignment in my draft folder. Send me a chat message when you have completed and returned this one and I 'may' forward the second."

Well Shit. I have no clue what he is wanting or looking for. There's plenty I would like to do or try, we'd only been talking about a month, and just met in person the first time yesterday. I felt the chemistry was there, but did he feel it too? I could feel my heart begin racing in my chest and my brain begin overthinking every type of response I could send. Is this just a fling for him? Is he wanting to develop something more? Am I just another warm body for yet another person?

Fuck I hate my brain, I thought as I put my head in my hands. I took a couple deep breaths and focused back on the screen. Well, I guess I can go forward with how I am feeling, and if he isn't feeling the same, I'll eventually know where I stand. I sat there for a few more minutes and began my reply in email.

"To: Joe

From: Emma

Re: Task

1. In person- being restrained, or tied up, or at least wrist cuffs.

2. Online- try the new toy i bought with the app, I've never tried anything like that. Not that I should give ideas lol, but the ladies have said they've used it in public and on car rides.

3. In person- make you cum from a blow job.

4. In person and online- you've mentioned various places for clothes pins... I've mostly only ever used them on my nipples, so playing with them in some ways?

5. In person- you mentioned fisting... never done it but you've got me curious now about it, I've seen videos and it looks like it could be fun, but I definitely think it would take a while to work up to that lol.

6. Online- maybe try some play via Skype or something? I've never done the online thing or anything over webcam really, so might be interesting.

7. You mentioned ass play in group.... I'm curious to know your thoughts or what you have in mind or would like to try... I've done anal once and liked it, but that was like 13 years ago, and the husband isn't into it, thoughts?

8. In person- being blindfolded so I don't know what you're going to do next. I had someone do that once before, and it was a lot of fun, would like to do it again, but so far I haven't trusted anyone enough to do so....

9. Online and in person- continue to have you push me to do things that are outside my norm or that make me uncomfortable.

10. In person I think because idk how it would work online... edge play, never really done it but it sounds fun.

Xo

Emma"

I sat and reread my email response a couple times before finally hitting send. I logged on to the chat and messaged Joe.

Emma: "You have mail."

Joe: "Good girl Emma."

His response made me smile. I so enjoyed being told good girl, it had been a long time since I had someone say that to me.

Joe: "Your second task is waiting in your email."

I went over and checked my email and received the next task

"To: Emma

From: Joe

Subject: Punishments

Since we are looking at this being online/distanced, list out 10 punishments you feel could be administered from a distance."

Fuck, this was going to be harder.

I got onto Google and began doing research on how punishments could go long distance. I hadn't done online play before and had no fucking clue. I sat and stared at my screen for about half an hour before composing my reply.

"To: Joe

From: Emma

Re: Punishments

Well, I always wish we were closer so it could be more in person, but I know what you're saying maybe if/when things calm down, we can figure that part out, I'm definitely hoping sooner than later. I had to do some googling to come up with some ideas.

1. The biggest would be not talking to me for any period of time on purpose.

2. Making me apologize in some way, a letter, or writing something about why it was wrong and why I won't do it again? Or researching a specific kink and writing a report on it.

3. Talking to others in the group but still ignoring me (time/ attention or more specifically not being given attention usually hurts the most).

4. I have fun in the group... maybe that i can't talk in the group for any length of time?

5. I can't be on my phone/ watch Netflix for a period of time, outside of using my work phone during work hours.

6. Making me wear something uncomfortable throughout the day or in public.

7. Making me not wear something, like no undies for a day.

8. Having me wear a rubber band on my wrist and snapping it whenever I am told to for x number of times, though the more I think about it I may also like this one lol.

9. Putting clothes pins or rubber bands around my nipples for a length of time.

10. Having me play with myself but not allowing me to cum, but from what I've read this is better when it's closer to when we'll see each other again."

I sat staring at my screen awhile longer. I didn't like some of those, especially the ones where I am ignored. Those ones made me nervous and anxious. I went to delete them but decided to just leave them and see what Joe does with it, and with that I hit send, and send Joe a message in the chat app.

Emma: "Email sent."

Joe didn't read it or respond on the chat; guess he is busy. I turned back to begin on my paperwork for the day when my email pinged again.

"To: Emma

From: Joe

Re: Punishments

I have read over these, and they are quite enlightening. I cannot use my phone at the moment, so I am replying here. There is one more task, then you have a reward coming.

List out 10 rewards you would enjoy for our distance relationship. After this, I will send you a message with a question and a reward based on your answer.

(Kiss emoji)"

Well, that explains the non-response on chat, and I liked the idea of rewards better. I began a new email with the new task.

"To: Joe

From: Emma

Subject: Rewards

I think this will be harder because there are so many more ways in person.

1. Being called a good girl.

2. Video messages from you.

3. Seeing you hard.

4. Seeing you cum.

5. Being told I did a good job.

6. Read something about playing a game together, whether it's an app game or something else to spend time together sounds fun though I don't really play any games on my phone lol so idk.

7. A video telling me what I should do to myself and how I should cum.

8. Sending me some songs you like or a song that reminds you of me, I love music.

9. Sending me emails of things you would like to plan on doing when we can be together.

10. Planning for some time/day together in person."

Within 5 minutes of sending my email reply to Joe, my email notification pinged again. I got nervous to check it, wondering what Joe's response would be to it all, and what he was thinking.

"To: Emma

From: Joe

Re: Rewards

Since you have completed all 3 portions of your tasks you are allowed 2 orgasms. One should be caught on video and shared."

Fuck! Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I thought to myself

I wasn't comfortable taking pictures of myself, let alone a fucking video. But I was still turned on and horny from meeting up with Joe, and today's tasks only made it worse. I pulled out one of my vibrators and began playing with my phone's video settings. Fuck, I hated how I look on video. I stripped down and laid in bed. I began to rub my tits, playing with the nipples and twisting them, thinking about how Joe did the day before, the way his hand felt on my skin, and how he pulled my hair when he kissed me.

I continued to caress my tits and brought my vibrator down to my clit. It was still a little sensitive from the day before, and it wasn't long before I was close to orgasming. I started the video function on my phone and tried to angle the camera so my face and tits were in the shot. I placed my vibrator back on my clit and almost instantly I began to orgasm, catching it all on video. I hit the stop button and got dressed again. Once I was composed, I sent the video to Joe via email, I didn't even watch it, too nervous with how I looked in it and knew if I watched it, I wouldn't hit send. Though I was nervous, at the same time I was excited because I hadn't shared a video like this before.

I went about the rest of my afternoon with the normal routine; kids, make dinner, watch my dumbass husband sit and play video games, and then clean up from the day. I headed to bed while my husband was still pre-occupied. Luckily, he hadn't brought up having sex again, and hopefully he forgot. I curled up in bed and logged into my chat with Joe.

Joe: "Very good girl Emma on the video, it was hot."

Emma: "Thank you, I didn't watch it, it made me too nervous to."

Joe: "It shouldn't have, it was great. How was your day?"

Emma: "Normal day, kid stuff, adulting, being ignored for video games. The usual. How was yours?"

Joe: "It was pretty good, uneventful. Not as good as my yesterday was."

So maybe he enjoyed yesterday too like I did? I thought. His comment made me smile, at least he thought it was good and was continuing to talk to me. I turned my attention back to our chat.

Emma: "Ugh, well he's getting off the video games already, guess I better get off here. Tomorrow is super busy with meetings. Tasks today were fun, I enjoyed them. Thank you."

Joe: "You did a great job on them."

Emma: "Goodnight, Daddy (Kiss emoji)."

Joe: "Goodnight, Emma (Kiss emoji)."

My husband came into the room, and per usual, rolled on his side and got on his phone. At least there was no mention of sex, so I didn't have to talk my way out of it again. I rolled over and went to sleep with more questions than ever of how things would continue to go with Joe.

My day started hectic, and I woke up late. While I was in the shower, I began to kick myself because I slept through my alarm, which gave me no time to log into chat and say good morning to Joe. I went through the normal morning of kids to school, and I was off to work meetings for the day. Before leaving, I logged into chat and Joe's message was already waiting.

Joe: "Good morning! I know you have a busy day today, so easy task... take a picture of your thigh to show me the mark I left."

Emma: "Good morning! I will when I have a few moments... hope your day is good!"

The day dragged on, and I stopped to grab lunch at a fast-food joint in between two meetings. As I was sitting in the bathroom to pee, I stared at my thigh with the nice bluish-purple bruise left by Joe's thumb. I grabbed my phone, snapped a pic, and sent it in my chat with Joe.

Emma: "Missing your hands here!"

I couldn't log back into chat until later in the night, after the day was done, and I was back in bed.

Joe: "Hope your day is going well and not too busy.... I miss my hands there too, looks like you have a nice reminder. Good girl."

Emma: "It was a long day. I'm glad to be in bed already."

Joe: "What do you have going on the rest of the week?"

Emma: "Tomorrow I go for a job interview, maybe a promotion. Then Friday is pretty slow."

Joe: "Good, I have ideas. Tomorrow when you go to your interview, take one of your smaller vibes with you. Also wear a pair of panties that makes you feel sexy and confident."

Emma: "What?!?! Why the vibe???"

Joe: "Guess you will just have to find out. I've had a long day well and am headed to bed, Goodnight (kiss emoji)."

Emma: "Goodnight (kiss emoji)."

The morning came quicker that I would have liked. I got up earlier than usual to get ready since I had to prep for the interview. I showered and was glad my husband was up and ready to get in the shower once I was out. I snuck on a pair of black and white leopard print panties that were my favorite. I hadn't worn sexy panties in years. My husband never looked at me so what was the point? I put them on, then ran to the closet to grab a vibe to stick in my purse before he got done in the shower. I chose a small purple bullet type vibe that was about as long as my fingers. Discreet enough to fit in my purse and easy to take the battery out so it didn't accidentally go off during the interview.

My husband was taking longer in the shower, so I quickly logged into chat. I snapped a pic of my ass in the panties and sent it to Joe.

Emma: "Good morning!"

I logged back off and started getting ready as I heard the shower turn off. I put my pants on first so that I didn't get questioned for my choice in underwear. I finished getting ready, got the kids to school, and sat in the school parking lot to log into chat to see if Joe had responded before I headed out for my 2 hour drive to my interview.