by SexyAdventures
Your line of being open and honest and you won’t get shamed would be a pretty awesome concept. I wish I hadn’t blown my honestly with my love, because not feeling shamed like I have most of my adult life would feel amazing. But I hurt them from a stupid thing I let happen years ago, and they’re not going to ever see past it or stop shaming me. I deserve it, I guess but at the same time, to be fair they always had some reason or excuse not to be around me all the time. So I let myself become sufficed by a a sexy 20 something young woman who was literally throwing herself at constantly, it wasn’t even good sex to be honest. That stupid moment years ago hurt my best friend today.