My Freedom Millions

'No rush, take your shower. It is empty now. Take your clothes in with you.'

It took me a few moments to be able to stand unaided, wrap the towel around myself and go into the shower. As I left fully dressed, he hugged me, asked me if I had enjoyed it, without obviously expecting an answer and ushered me through the door. No grubby paying or tipping. Charmingly done. I would get the bill included with the gym costs at the end of the month.

I did manage to say 'See you next week.'

Well nearly 6 months has gone by and I really am day-dreaming a lot less. Seeing Jens once a week has helped me immensely, and no it really hasn't gone any further than him pleasuring me. I am still very close with Paul, with Jim and even a couple of footballers who I occasionally have juice with after working out.

Oh, you have such a dirty mind - that's a cranberry juice.

My big change has come however with the books. As you know I started my own little collection, both of erotica and when I could get them, rare or first editions. I would go along to the auctions, firstly just to see the books and then later the auction itself, occasionally buying. On many occasions I got chatting to the auctioneer, who, only a month ago offered me a job. Wow, yes, a real job. It doesn't pay very much, well, I am only an assistant, but that hardly matters to me does it? I get sent to collect books for the auction or deliver them after the auction to our regulars. I can wrap and box them in our dehumidified safe, and occasionally I get to also work with the art people and the fine wine guys. A fascinating new life. And do you know the best thing? They have asked me to stand at the auctions and display the books. I overheard a conversation between a couple of my bosses the other day and, and, this is the best part. They said it would attract higher bids on the lot if they were displayed by a beautiful woman. Yes. That's me. Beautiful yeaaah. I got on the scales at the gym next day and then checked on the initial assessment I had with Jim and I have more than halved my body weight. I have always hated scales but maybe now I will get one for the bathroom. Down to just over a hundred pounds. I am actually slim. I looked in the mirror and realised that I needed some new clothes. I mean I have bought a few bits and pieces over the six months but I really haven't got anything stylish that fits. Everything is either designed, not to show my figure, or is now too large. I went straight round to Gary's old friends at the Department stores and picked their brains for some really smart outfits. If I am going to stand displaying valuable pieces, I will have to look good.

Another month goes by and I am really having fun at the Auction house. I have persuaded Paul to attend the Auctions, and I give him a list of the books I might like to acquire. I give him a rough price guide so that he can bid for me. The best thing is I can guide him while the auction is going on. If the price is getting too high, I hold it a little lower. Don't buy it. If I really want a piece, I hold it higher until Paul either gets it for me, or I lower my hands, that it is too expensive now. Fun eh! And no-one knows.

I am so sad at times that my Mama is not here to see me. To still be with me, rather than just loving my lifestyle, although I am sure she would have enjoyed spending my money. Probably more than I do.

I had a laugh the other day. I was having a drink with Ronnie, yes, I still see her, indeed I still have a little fun with her from time to time, and who should come into the bar but Gary. I was about to say hi, but suddenly realised that he did not recognise me at all. I have lost that much weight, changed and died my hair and dress so very differently.

I decided to leave it that way!

But I still need a man. One day maybe!

The End