My Only Talent Ch. 45

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Chrissy had waved as Big Bones roared off on his overly chromed motorcycle and then got in her little used Subaru and drove back to the sorority house. Her pussy was sore but happy, her ass was sore but happy, but she had a pounding headache! That muscle relaxer worked below her waist last night, but it was a brain fogger and headache generator above her waist this morning. Her thinking was probably still clouded by the booze and the fucking. If she were going get fucked like that again, she would have to figure out how to do it without getting drunk. Did she want to get fucked like that again? She was pretty sure she did. Would she do it with Big Bones again? Maybe. Maybe not. He was hot and powerful, but also risky. If she hadn't been drunk and already dripping wet when he showed up, she wouldn't have done it. But she couldn't say she was sorry now. Because she wasn't! Big Bones sure knew how to eat pussy!

No better than Sandy, though. Sandy was gentle and patient, not powerful, but just as effective. Sandy couldn't give her penetration like that though. She had a week to recover before she saw Robbie again. She wanted Robbie again. She trusted Robbie. But how much should she tell him about Sandy? Should she tell him about Big Bones at all? Oh! What would happen if Big Bones told Robbie about her first? She should have asked last night, but how did he and Robbie even know each other? What kind of parties did they have out here?

She laughed as she thought about her conversation with Sally Chris at the UDP house. She knew she would never tell this story, but she could sure laugh smugly to herself if she was ever asked about something like that again. She suddenly realized it must have been Mei Ling that went airtight with 4 guys! Oh My! Little Mei Ling was no bigger than Chrissy, although she had heard that Mei Ling was some kind of Kung Fu expert. Wait a minute! Cisco was her finance' and he knew all about it? She went over it in her mind. Mei Ling had asked him with a glance if it was okay to tell Sally Chris about it, and he said yes! What was their deal? Why had Mei Ling slapped Robbie's butt playfully right in front of Cisco? She thought UDP was supposed to be an uptight nerd house!

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Ashley Armstrong hit the ground running in her new job. She conferenced with Lionel Soso and found their ideas complementary and likely to succeed. He was impressed. She was young but knew what she was doing. Having to work extra hard at school had paid off. Once they laid out the messaging, she had a plan to get the press to carry the water. She had a dinner date with Guapo, and as soon as she saw him, she knew something was up. He was in a suit. He looked sharp, and like the song said, she was crazy for a sharp-dressed man. He wanted to elope.

"No way Pepe'. We are going to have a big wedding and invite every political reporter in the country to be there. This is a PR dream!'

He looked shocked.

"Of course, I'll marry you. I love you!"

The press was hungry for anything about the new political sensation, and there wasn't much else going on in state politics until the legislature officially met next spring. They picked a date to maximize visibility and set it up for the Warner ranch. They invited top reporters only with an early RSVP commitment, and got a good group booked for guest rooms at the ranch. Ashley put out a backgrounder and setup teleconference interviews with those who RSVPd yes, and that got them wonderful stories about Jay's future and who might be attending the wedding. The recurrent them was: would Jay be Governor of Texas until he turned 35 and could be a VP candidate? TMZ made an unsolicited and exorbitant bid for exclusive access to the wedding photos, which they accepted and immediately pledged the money to several children's hospitals and charities.

Guapo and Ashley began to visibly attend rodeos and get lots of TV coverage. Ashley brought the heat and said she was now a California buckle bunny totally charmed by Guapo's cowboy style. They did an interview with Vaya Perez and it was obvious that Vaya would "go" for either one of them. The buzz around Jay Kincaid could not have been louder.

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Chrissy asked me to have lunch with her on the Thursday after I got back in town. We were planning to go to the condo this weekend, but she "wanted to talk to me about something first". I was a little nervous about it. I met her at the lunch line in the basement of the Union. We went through the line and then got a table in the corner.

When I first saw her, I was struck by how hot she looked. She had changed her hair to a bunch of tight curls going up instead of down and it looked good. I could still not read her Suzie, but I was getting better at interpreting her facial expressions. I thought she was either proud or embarrassed.

"Robbie, I need you to just listen to me for a while before you respond, okay"

I gave her my best smile and leer, to break the ice. "I've already responded, Chrissy! Your hair looks great."

She looked a little prouder, but still embarrassed, and now impatient. I decided to shut up.

"Okay. I'll try to be a good listener. Let me know when I should answer you."

"Some things happened to me while you have been gone that may affect our relationship."

Damn. I was just starting to really get into her. Is she going to dump me already? I just looked at her.

"First, we had a weekend at the house for high school girls that may come to ESU next fall. We took them to Hippie Hollow, and I went along with the other girls hosting and went topless."

I smiled. If I were speaking, I would have said I would have liked to see that, but I said nothing.

"I got into it, and even walked around and let some guys in a boat take my picture. It turned me on a bit."

"Then we took them to the Spoke. You know how much I like to dance. That got me excited too." She stuck her chest out a little. She looked hot.

"Then back at the house we had a movie night, like a pajama sleepover. It started with "Dirty Dancing".

I knew that movie got most girls going.

"But then they showed some "porn for women" or at least it was porn showing women together."

Her cheeks got a little flush. I recognized that she was getting turned on even more.

"To condense the story, I ended up in bed with my visiting roommate, all night. She made me come with her mouth. I made her come with my mouth. I liked it a lot. Does that freak you out?"

Tread carefully, Roberts. "No. I think it is pretty normal for girls to experiment with that. Some people call it their 'wild college days'. Are you going to see her again?"

She gulped "Maybe, but not until school starts next year."

I smiled. "I would have liked to have seen that!"

She looked shy and embarrassed, but also hot. "They also showed a movie about a threesome with two girls and a guy. That got me even hotter. Have you even done something like that?"

"I can't say who or when, but I can say what and how. Yes, I have, and it can be wonderful for all three. But it must be with someone you really like and trust and have a real relationship with, not just a hookup. And it won't get really good until you have done it with both of them several times.

She nodded and looked relieved, then worried.

"Have you ever had a hookup, just for sex?"

Now I wore the troubled expression. "Well yes and no."

"What does that mean?"

I thought about Melanie. "I have had one relationship that I thought was about trust and sex, but I soon discovered that for her there was no trust, and she wanted it with lots of guys, not just me. It turned ugly. So, for her it was a hookup, but for me it was more. At least until I found out the truth."

Before she could say anything, I thought about Suzanne. I had never really been honest with anybody about that, even with myself. It had hurt too much then. "I had another relationship that started sort of like ours, Chrissy."

Chrissy shifted in her seat, but I continued. "Attraction, trust, honesty about sex, and no long-term commitment. But I fell in love with her. She told me she had a previous boyfriend, but not that she was still in love with him. She told me she loved me, but then she went back to him. I think I understand now that she felt she had to honor her previous commitment to him, but it still broke my heart."

Chrissy had a little tear in her eye and reached across the table take my hand. "I never want to hurt you, Robbie!"

I sniffed. "She didn't either, but she did."

We sat in silence for a while.

"I trust you Robbie, and I want you to trust me, so I feel like I need to be completely honest with you. I hope the truth won't hurt you. Something else happened to me. Something that will affect our relationship."

"Well, before you say it, I need to tell you something, in case I can't say it after you tell me!"

She looked really puzzled.

"You see, I love you Chrissy!"

She looked shocked.

"Not Love with a capital letter "L", as in only, kids, forever, all that stuff. But love with a lower-case letter "l" as in I'll always care about you and always want the best for you even though I know we won't be together long term. But my feelings for you are much more significant than just a fling! Do you understand?"

She used a napkin to wipe her eyes. I did too. She took both my hands now. "That's a very good way to put it! But there is something you may have trouble forgiving me for..."

"Okay. Tell me the whole story. Back to good listener mode again."

She took a deep breath.

"This past weekend I went out the condo to finish my term paper." I nodded. "I finished much earlier than I thought. I found some of those tall boys in the fridge."

One of Kevin's dad's basketball player clients had left those, along with some extra condoms in the guest room drawers and some stinky discarded panties that Kevin and I had to clean up. Two tall boys were supposed to have the same effect as Instant Stripper punch, except you could buy them at convenience store.

"You know I don't drink much, and I had never had those before. My laptop was still setup after I finished my paper, so I found that same girl on girl movie that had turned me on at the Sorority house and watched it again. I got even more wound up than before. I got a little crazy. I took off my jeans and sat on the couch in just my panties and tee shirt."

I wondered where this was going.

"I had my own little party. I had another tall boy and then I decided to watch some of those DVDs. I found one I had never seen before, with a black and white cover."

Uh oh. I had put that thing out hoping we could watch it together and get her crazy hot so I could take advantage of her. I wish I had been there, but maybe even though she watched it by herself, I could still benefit from the heat this weekend. This was getting interesting. I wanted to hear the rest of this story.

"That thing was wild. The high resolution black and white was somehow sexier. I got drunk on booze and sex. There was this hot black girl and a white guy in a mask with a huge dick and seeing them together did something to me. The stark contrast of their skins and that big dick sliding to that little girl made me crazy!"

Just as Kevin had intended his film to be experienced. It seems my plan had come together a little early.

"My panties got so wet I had to take them off. I soaked the leather couch with my juices. I was so worked up I got four fingers in my pussy and was desperate to make myself come!"

I could see it now. I could almost smell and taste her sweet snatch. It sure smelled a lot better than the kimchi they were cooking right now in the student Union. I wished I had been there to fill her in her time of need! I would have done the right thing for her! I should have been there to do my dickly duty! That was my goal all along.

She gulped and her face was flushed. So was mine.

"Then the doorbell rang! I went to the door wearing nothing but my ESU tee shirt!"

Oh boy.

"It was a guy looking for Kevin or you. He thought there was a party. I wasn't thinking straight, but I recognized him, so I let him in!"

I did not like where this was going.

"It was Big Bones Jones!"

Oh Shit!

"I told him you were in Boston and that Kevin was in Houston, and that there was no party and I was the only one there. He was very charming."

Oh, I'll just bet he was.

"He asked if I was your fiancé'. Without thinking about it I said no, but that you were a wonderful young man and I was proud to be your friend. He took that to mean that we were JUST friends. Then he saw the panties I had taken off. I'm sure he had smelled me before that, but..."

I could fill in the blanks. A pussy hound like Big Bones could probably smell her before she opened the door. Suddenly I was filled with rage!

"Did he rape you!"

She smiled and looked embarrassed. "No! He was very nice."

I relaxed a little bit at that. I was afraid for a minute that my evil plan had backfired on me.

"He asked me if I was 18, and I told him I was 20. Then he asked me if I wanted him to make love to me."

I could not read the expression on her face.

"What did you say?"

"I hope you can forgive me Robbie!"

I waited.

"I told him no."

Whew. My heart was pounding. "Okay, then what happened?"

She looked uncomfortable but kind of hot.

"My brain was not in control, if you know what I mean. I told him the truth. I told him I wanted him to fuck me!"

My ears rang. My heart pounded. I was glad I was sitting down. She stuck her chest out again and looked incredibly hot. My brain was spinning. My misfired plan had her teed up for Big Bones, and he must have hit a long drive right down the middle of her fairway. Fuck! Literally.

But was this really a "best ball" tournament? Was it a competition at all?

Somehow Summer's face appeared to me. I was perfectly happy that Drummond was fucking her brains out these days. I was happy for both of them. I didn't care if she went to Fellatio Night or whatever floated her boat. I was happy that Millie was with Jay. What was different about this?

Suzanne may have stated the problem best: "Sometimes the pussy just wants what the pussy wants!" That was certainly true of Suzanne herself. Was it true of all women in general? It was true of Chrissie, at least that night in the condo. I certainly wouldn't want a woman without a pussy, and if she has a pussy sometimes it is going to want sexual things that I may not like. Better to be honest about it I suppose, so I can accept it beforehand or bail out if I must. Honesty after the fact is better than no honesty at all, I guess. My grandfather used to say it's better to be with a woman who wants several men than one that doesn't want any." Hey now! Was he talking about my little granny?

Isn't that what Lara and Nora were telling me they wanted? To be with me, but enjoy another man occasionally too, and still want me the most. Hadn't they both already let me do that with other women several times over?

I realized I had been sitting for a full two minutes without saying anything.

Chrissy stared at me. "Now I really do need you to say something Robbie."

"Well you certainly get points for honesty!

She gave me a Cheshire Cat grin.

I gulped but had to tell the truth, too. "I put that DVD out on purpose. I hoped you would watch it and get all hot and bothered, so I could screw your brains out when I got back!"

She looked shocked, but then a sly smile spread across her lovely face. "It worked. I got my brains screwed out all right!"

The grin faded and then she looked worried. "Can we get through this? Do you still love me with a little "l", Robbie?

"You already know I do Chrissy. I always will." She visibly relaxed. I couldn't stop smiling at her.

My face hardened. "I'm not sure I can ever touch you again, though."

Her face fell. Then I tried to look and sound very stern. "Did you use condoms, Chrissy?

She smiled again. "Yes! Every time! Big black ones!"

Ouch! Now she was teasing me, and she was enjoying it too much.

"Time for some more truth Chrissy. Did you like it?"

"Oh, yes!" She said immediately and breathlessly. Damn it.

"The reality was even more exciting than the movie made it seem. For a little white girl from a small Texas town who was a virgin until a month ago, a big muscular NFL star with a black dick was about as exotic as wild college days are ever gonna get!

She grinned mischievously. "I couldn't have handled it if you hadn't been teaching me so much, Robbie!"

Damn this girl! Was that supposed to make me feel better? "Are you going to do it again?"

She looked haughty and hot. "Maybe, maybe not. I am still thinking about it. Are we still going to the condo this weekend?"

"Yes, I suppose."

"How do you know Clancy?"

I crossed my arms and tried to look stern again. "Who the hell is Clancy? Did you fuck him too?"

"Sure did!" Pause. Smile. "That's Big Bones' real name."

I just stared at her.

"But this weekend, I want you, Robbie! And I want you to tell me more about all this. Clancy obviously thought there was going to be a bunch of hot and available women at the condo, but he just had to make do with little old me! How do you know him, and what kind of parties have you have had out there? Tell me more about Kevin and his fiancé'. What is the wildest stuff YOU have done just because you got hot? This weekend let's tell each other a few naughty stories and see if we can keep each other interested. Okay?"

I held her hand across the table.

She paused a moment. "Oh, and I love you too. But I am not sure how big a letter "l" it is yet."

Oh brother. We would have a lot to talk about this weekend.

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It wasn't hard for Chrissy to find Mei Ling. Some of the girls in her house had heard of the Kung Fu sorority girl and one even knew she was in Phi Phi. Chrissy was surprised to learn she had just become President of her house. She sent an email to her ESU account, and when Mei Ling responded, they set up a meeting near where she had her Friday morning class. They were both brown bagging their lunch and they sat at a table on the patio just north of Blanton dorm.

The woman at the next table noticed them and took an interest in them. She had taught nutrition classes nearby for 30 years. They were both slim and fit looking, something that was unfortunately becoming increasingly rare on campus these days. They sat at the corner of the table, very close to each other, and leaned in and spoke in whispers. Were they lovers?

One woman had Asian features, but with dark brown hair instead of jet black. It was up in one of those ponytails that could be easily converted to a bun, and she was well dressed, almost preppy looking. At first, she did all the talking. The other woman, with dirty blonde hair up in tight curls, in jeans and a collared shirt, watched her intently, and occasionally made dramatic facial and arm gestures. Nothing could be overheard, but the gestures and expressions were exaggerated like an actor in old silent film would make, and it was easy to fill in the blanks: "OMG!", "NO!", "You can't be serious!", "You didn't!" Giggling could be heard. Girls talk for sure.

Then the blonde girl spoke, and the Asian girl listened, mugging the same kind of gestures, and giggling too. They must have been sharing some amazing stories. She was quite curious about what they were really talking about, but she had finished her lunch and had to get back to give her next lecture. She would have been shocked if she had heard the actual content of their little talk.

"So does Robbie know about Big Bones?"

"Yep, told him yesterday. He confessed that he had put out that DVD deliberately to get me fired up for when he saw me this weekend. It got me fired up all right! He just wasn't there. But we are still good, I think."