My Silence Will Cost You Ch. 06

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"From the moment we moved in together, I was just compelled by you. I never felt anything like this. I fought it, I didn't want this to be any gay shit! Then you dropped the hammer on me and I thought... well what the fuck! I get to get off a bit and so does he. But that wasn't me being gay, it was just getting off."

"Then I fucked you the first time. Sean, I fell in love with you right then and there. While I was freaking out from just having my first unprotected sex, with a guy, with a guy I cared about... you slap me back into reality acting as if you didn't care about me, that this was just a way for us to get off. I was devastated."

"So I pounded you. Whenever and wherever you wanted it. I walled off my feelings, but each time I was inside of you I wanted to make love to you. I wanted to come clean with you... until that day... the day you had me face you and lifted your legs up onto my shoulders and we started... we made love. That kiss cemented in my mind who I was, that I was in love with you."

"Jesus, Kyle, I had no clue! You hid this well!"

"But what finalized it was this afternoon. I knew everything had to change! Feeling your cock inside of me, I knew that I wanted more of that. I NEEDED more of you and that I was going to have to accept all of this, to come to terms with all of it," he says looking right into my eyes.

"Fuck! I can't be gay, Sean! What star college quarterback is gay? In the South? Come on! Having one thing means I can't have the other!"

"Kyle, you can have whatever you want! This can be whatever WE want!"

"My family will never get it, they won't approve. It will get ugly." Kyle says this to me softly, quietly and leans in and embraces me.

"We will figure all this out, Roomie! But we have GOT to get out of this weather! I am freezing and your lips are blue!"

"Yah, you are right... we need to go... but Sean?"

"Yah?"

"I am so scared. You have to promise me that you will stick with me and get through this. I can't do it alone. I don't want to do it without you."

"We will get through this, Kyle!"

"We? You mean it?"

"I love you, too. You know?"

We begin walking towards the gazebo where Max and Phillip remain, waiting for us. "Wait, that is Max and Phillip there! What the fuck, they are making out!" Kyle says.

"Yah, can you believe that? Turns out all this time they have been a couple since meeting last year and neither one of us knew! Turns out, they fucked a few times listening to us!" Kyle looks at me kinda scared.

"Yah, turns out our walls are not as thick as we had hoped. It is kinda hot though. They told me that Max fucked Phillip up against the wall listening to you fuck me in the shower earlier today."

"No shit. Damn, this entire world is gay."

"If only!"

Back at the 609

Soaking and freezing, we decide we have to all take hot showers, since Kyle and I are the worse for wear, they let us have first dibs on the bathroom. Ripping off our soaking wet clothes and turning the shower onto a slightly hotter than comfortable temperature, I push Kyle in and let him start to warm up while I just watch in awe of his perfect body, even with the cold weather shrinking his cock and balls.

Envious of the thawing that Kyle was enjoying, I join him in the shower and close the curtain to keep in as much steam to this small area as possible. Kyle leans in and gives me a peck on the lips as he starts sudsing himself up with the shower gel. I follow his lead and wash up myself a bit. As I turn back around to face him I see him going down onto his knees. He takes hold of my cock and rinses the remaining shower gel from it.

The next thing I know, Kyle, my straight roommate, who is gay for only me, takes my near 9" cock into his mouth. He lovingly starts to polish it, taking special care to the head and just under. He looks up at me and smiles with his eyes and he starts taking at least 3" of me into his mouth and bobs up and down on it. Something I never thought I would ever get to experience and it is better than I had ever dreamed.

He starts choking and gagging and at that point this isn't fun for anyone so I pull him up and hug him saying "That was amazing, thank you for trying it!" Damn, he looked so hot on my cock.

"I had to try, but not my favorite thing to do..." he says as he holds me a bit closer.

"I wouldn't say it's my favorite either, but what I do love about being on your cock is... it's your cock. Fuck, Kyle. This is so trippy."

Kyle holds me closely and grabs some shower gel and starts soaping up my back while holding onto me from the front, his hard cock poking up between my balls and mine laying right on his ripped lower abs pointing north of his belly button.

His touch seems different, lingering. He caresses my back and he is taking his time. This is no longer his vocation but his avocation. Touching me, holding me, warming me. This is almost too much and my cold heart melts in his hands and I start to cry. This simply can't be real. The hottest man on campus is holding me, naked and hard in our shower!

Apparently, he noticed that I was getting up in my feels so he slaps my ass and tells me this is a good thing, not something I should be crying about. I happily agree.

As soon as I do he slides his index finger into me. Then retreats and pulls some more shower gel into his hand and slides two fingers back inside me and I look at him, things have certainly changed.

"What? I like a clean work area!" Kyle says to me and goes back to soaping my hole and sticking a third finger inside of me and I am just hoping his cock is next.

"Beanpole?"

"Yes, Ky?"

"I was wond... wait... Ky?"

"Yah, I need my own nickname for you that ONLY I get to use... decided to take Ky for a twirl."

"Hmmm I kinda like that. Nobody has ever called me that before. It's yours!"

"HA! So what were you going to ask me?"

"Will you fuck me, again?" Ky says this looking at me with this completely vulnerable puppy dog like face that just melts me into a puddle.

"Ky, nothing would make me happier than to be inside you right now - but let's do this properly, we have plenty of time to fuck in the shower!"

"Fuck in the shower!" I hear from Phillip next door to which I laugh and pound my fist on the wall!

"This is a private situation, Phillip! Go jump on Max's dick and let us have our moment!" I say to the wall and I hear giggling coming from next door. Looking at Ky I can see him blushing. This is going to take him some time to get used to!

"So, back to me fucking you!" I say to him and turn off the water and grab each of our towels so we can hurry up and dry off!

As we commence drying ourselves there is a pause and this look of seriousness that comes over his face. Then in slow motion he comes close to me and leans in and kisses me. A full on, passionate kiss. He drops his towel on the floor, normally a pet peeve of mine, and reaches around and pulls my face down into his, and proceeds to kiss me like I have never been kissed before. Damn this boy has skills.

Our tongues lock into a duel as we each seemingly try to climb into each other's mouths. Animalistic and carnal with a touch of honesty and love, this kiss came at me from all directions and I was here for it. My cock is dripping so much I don't think I am going to need that much lube.

I grab him by his other hand and I pull him into the bedroom and we fall onto my bed. He collapses down onto his back and pulls me to him between his legs as I gently lower myself down onto him. We return to our kissing as our cocks meet and start pressing hard into each other. Kyle's legs have moved up, allowing me to cradle myself between them as his hard and dripping cock begins pulsing up against mine. I lean down and slide my arms under him as I continue the assault our lips began in the bathroom, though this time it's my tongue that is the aggressor. I lean in and move my hips in closer to his and his pelvis thrusts up as his thick thighs come to rest on top of mine and his ass is elevated slightly off the bed. Wow, this boy really wants to get fucked. Damn, I can't mess this up.

I move up again and his pelvis raises higher; as I pull back a bit, I put my hands onto the backs of his knees and lift him further off the bed. That perfect hole of his is glistening right in front of me and I have never wanted something more than to be inside that hole right now.

I dive in and use my tongue with the same ferocity that was just being delivered to his beautiful mouth to his hole. That hole that I was in not that long ago and still looks a bit red. I push my tongue inside him as far as it will go and I wonder if that is my load that I taste. He tastes and smells so clean, so manly that I am ravenous. My nose is pushed hard into that hot musky area where balls become ass. Damn I want to live here. I would be happy if this is what I woke up to every day and fell asleep to every night. And I keep up the assault on his hole.

Realizing it's time for reinforcements I bring my hands into the mix as I am holding his hips in the air. He is so strong and flexible that he seems as if he could stay in this position forever, with ease. I start kneading his flesh and sinking my thumbs into his hole making sure we get him ready, because while I have been in this hole before I was coming in from the back and as any bottom will tell you that keeps a good inch or two from being pushed inside of you as you have to compensate for them cheeks. And this hot man has a choice ass with strong muscled up globes, but those globes are going to be moved out of the way this time and you can bet his sweet ass that my full cock is going into him.

I am not going to rest, or let him rest, until all of me is inside of him. This position will certainly allow for that, so I know that I have to help him to be ready. I keep working his hole and sliding both thumbs in while stretching him open slowly, lovingly. He starts to gape a bit and I know that he is ready and I know I am ready.

I lower him down a bit, but, in doing so, align his pelvis right above my dripping cock. Grabbing my lube, the good silicone type, I apply a generous amount onto my cock and then onto his hole. I push a good bit inside him as well, wanting to make sure that when I get in there, it will feel good for both of us and hopefully it'll spare us the re-lubing so we can just be about the fucking. The path to a good fuck is prepping that hole AND that dick!

Feeling really good I place the head of my cock at the opening to his soul; that kiss it makes when it makes initial contact is so fucking hot. I pull back a bit and my precum makes this string that I swear if there would have been any sunlight in our room we would have seen a rainbow it was so beautiful.

SHIT! He complained before about not using a condom! I know there's no risk since I'm on prep, but I want him to be comfortable with this too.

"Ky? I know it is kinda late for this, but would you prefer I use a condom? I really should have before, but I was just so turned on by you that..."

"FUCK NO, Beanpole! We are kinda beyond that, besides nobody else is getting my ass but you."

It felt like my cock belched out a huge dollop of precum when he said that. So I lean forward and press the head of my cock into my new friend... my roommate... my... Oh shit, just as I get inside him he clinches down on me.

"Breathe, stud! You got to relax and this will go much better," I say to him as I hold as still as I possibly can.

"Jesus, you are big!" he says as I can feel him begin to relax a bit and so I hold still and look him in his eyes. He then winks at me and gives me a slight nod of his head giving me permission to proceed, slowly. So I start sliding in and just as I get about 3" inside of his perfect ass I can tell he is clinching up again.

"You are doing great, Ky. Damn you feel so good," I say to him and he reaches up and pulls me down on top of him and I try my best to keep my hips stationary as he wraps his arms around me.

"Give me the rest, Sean. Get in there!" He says this as an order right in my ear as I lean down and continue my slow advance. Seven inches, eight inches and then contact. My balls are touching his ass, my pelvis his. I have bottomed out in my friend and his eyes shoot open.

"Dude. Your cock is balls deep inside me... bro..." and he starts laughing. This was NOT the reaction I was expecting though I have to admit I didn't hate it. This was just Ky being Ky. I lean down on top of him and pull his arms up beside his head and run my arms up with his and interlock my fingers with his. "You do feel good, beanpole. If ANYONE would have told me this would be happening I would have punched them. Damn I feel so full, stretched and fuck you are right up against my g-spot!"

"Roomie, you feel so good. My cock has never felt better than it does right now. I am almost scared to move because this is so hot, I am scared I am going to blast you full of my load before we really get to enjoy this," I say to him, completely serious. I am in sensory overload. His ass is a perfect glove for my cock and it feels positively transcendent.

This entire experience is so freaking foreign to me. Up until this point I would have said that I was near a complete bottom. Yup, that is right. Most guys would see my cock and then TRY to take it but they always ended up backing out and leaving me high and dry, so I embraced my inner bottom. I loved getting fucked, preferably by cocks exactly like Ky's ... 6 to 7.5", decent girth. Man, that was just perfect for fucking me. I loved the feeling of it knocking up against my prostate. The ORGASMS I had from this were just amazing. I loved it, I craved it.

But this! This ass! This glove that is holding my prized possession. This is heaven and I don't want this to end, I have to make this last.

"Ky, can I make love to you now?" I whisper into his ear with a canaille smile.

"You already are, beanpole!" he says and pulls me down and kisses me again as I take my first serious stroke of my cock in this perfect sleeve. He squeezes my hands so tight in his and I swear I see stars as this is just perfection and I can't wait for my second stroke... so I take it. I slowly move all the way in so that my pelvis meets his, and then back out so that just the head of my cock remains. That in stroke is just bliss. His ass is so tight it feels like he is squeezing down on me but I am convinced that it's just how tight he is.

My speed starts to increase a bit and as I do this, he is grunting in my ear as I bottom out each time while I swear I hear a manly purr as I pull back. Everything about this is manly, it's each of us being ourselves. Not putting on any faces, no pretense, no games. Two guys who have grown to care for each other to the point where we are sharing our bodies in the most intimate way possible.

My hips are now moving rather fast, I am really starting to pound this stud. His legs are up and over my shoulders and seem to fit just perfectly for me to really gain some traction and some speed. Then NO! I stop. I freeze.

"Don't move! Shit! Don't you dare move!" I say to him in his ear. Whispering loudly as if even my voice could cause me to blast. Blast way too soon, this can't be over. Not this fast. I want our real first time to last, I have to make it last.

"You wanna take a walk around the room?" I look at him in the eye and we both crack up laughing.

"I really love you, Ky. I mean it. I love you, now let me get back to fucking this ass!"

"You mean, making love to this ass!"

"Those two are not mutually exclusive, stud."

"If you say so! Not sure I know what that means but since you are 9" deep inside me right now, I am not going to argue with you."

I am back at it, this guy. I am falling head over heels for him and this is why. Because he is so... him. I have sped up to the point where there appears to be some clapping sounds... whether it is us or the boys next door it's unclear but I am not going to be able to hold back much longer.

Then I stop, I hold up and hold still. Much like last time, but this time I have an idea.

"Whew, Ky... I have an idea. I want this to be as hot as possible and I don't think you should have all the fun. What say you that I pound your ass until I empty both nuts inside of you and as soon as I am done, we flip over and you take to pounding my ass so I can have YOUR load."

"Fuck, I love the way you think! YES STUD! Let's do it! Give me that load!"

"But Ky! I don't want you to waste any of my load so you are going to have to fuck me - excuse me - make love to me while clenching and keeping my load inside that hot, tight ass of yours. You think you can do that?"

"You sick fuck, I love it! Let's do it!"

I take to pounding his ass and he is grunting in my ear and just saying "yes, fuck yes" in light whispers and grunts. I clamp down with my hands in his and begin grunting myself. This is it, I can't pull back now. This is going to be intense.

Next thing I know I bottom out in him and hold myself there as I blast and just keep blasting. I am cumming so hard inside of him. It must feel amazing to him because it is blowing my mind. I can feel my load surround my cock inside of him, so filling him up is literal just as much as it is figurative.

"Fuck that felt wild, Sean! Jesus! You ready for your turn?!"

I haven't even gotten my breath back at this point but I am so damn ready to have him inside me. So I slowly start to pull out of him.

"Don't waste my load, keep it all in there!"

My spent cock pops out of his tight ass and yet it is still just as hard as when I slipped into him more than 45 minutes ago. Looking down at his stomach I see what appears to be his own load... Whoa, did he shoot already while I was fucking him? FUCK that would have been hot, but I think that is just precum. Still hot AF!

I push him out of the way and flop down onto my back and hoist my long legs up in the air and the next thing I know, he is down between my legs and making a meal out of my ass! Shocked. There are simply no words but he is fucking amazing! How the hell did he learn how to use his tongue so well on a hole? Around the outside and then punching inside. Flicking and then licking. Just an absolute pro that has me moaning like I am in heat. Hell, I think I am in heat! Damn this jock keeps pulling new tricks out of his singlet. He feels so good I reach down and hold his head and push him in even more!

As soon as he takes a breath I pull him up to me and I am kissing him, deep, wet and passionately. Sure he had my fresh, clean ass all over his face and I was loving it. It is raw passion. It is amazing. He pulls back a bit and I affix my legs onto his shoulders and truth be told, we fit together well in this position.

His cock kisses my hole and is slick with his own eternal spring of pre-cum and his head slides into me, where it belongs. He starts to sink into me and only about half way in do I notice that we do need to grab some lube. I grab the bottle and place some lube onto my right hand and take it down and pull back slightly to add it to his cock as I then reach up and give mine a few slippery tugs.

He is now bottomed out inside of me and we look at each other, deep into each other. And like he did just a bit ago, I give him the slight nod so he knows he can go for it. His cock is just perfect. In this position it rubs up perfectly with my prostate. FIrst it hits it and then slides past it and in doing that gives the perfect massage from inside of me with a direct connection to my own cock.

He is grunting now as he starts fucking me, making love to me. I wipe the lube off my right hand and reach up and pull him down on top of me making as much contact as possible with his entire body. His perfect abs, seemingly ribbed for MY pleasure... it's almost as if he worked out in the gym for all these years just for this moment, just so my cock would be rubbing up against him right now feeling the perfect combination of pleasure from INSIDE of me and outside of me.