Night Fades Away

The night slowly faded away. As the sun rays hit my closed eyes, I slowly woke up from the bed. My eyes still half-open, I looked at my side- someone's sleeping, Oh...wait... I rubbed my eyes, Ah...It's no one.

I looked for my phone the same way someone would look for "the" porno before finally wanking off. Eventually, I found it. Everyone finds it.

My heartbeat was pacing up and so did my dick as I was holding the phone and scrolling through "the" stuff. I quickly shed my underwear and placed my left hand swiftly on my swift but hard dick. My hand was moving in sync with my heartbeat. The shitty phone ringtone disturbed the sync. It was Lexi.

The office. It's a nice place and the work was also nice. All I had to do was sit in a not-so comfy chair and use my fingers to journal about Baseball. I had liked Baseball since I was a kid. I couldn't make it big and couldn't have Baseball out of my life so I settled for this job.

It's not a very big office but still there were many people working here and one of them was Lexi. She's a nice friend. She had the same job as me.

"Hi Jack." - Lexi greeted.

I waved at her and smiled.

"You want some coffee, Jack." - She asked.

"Sure... If you drink with me."

She smiled and came back with two cups of coffee in her hands in my part of the office. Her nails were polished sky-blue, I noticed when she came close to me to hand over the cup.

What was that smell... That's not how a coffee smelled and then I realized it was Lexi. She was smelling wonderful. I wanted more of that coffee.

"Jack, Jack!" - She shouted.

"Yeah... What!" - I somehow regained my senses.

"I asked... How is work going?"

"Oh... It's good. How is yours?" - I asked her while sipping some coffee.

"Cool, Um, Hey, You wanna go for the match tomorrow night?" - She asked while sitting herself in the chair in front of me. She crossed her legs and I couldn't help but notice her red panties with polka dots staring me through a chink in her black skirt.

I again took a sip of my coffee and said, "Yeah, sure."

Those polka dots felt like eyes looking back at mine saying, "Don't you turn from me, Jack."

The eye contact was broken when Lexi stood up from the chair and came near me showing her closed fists.

"Ta da... Our entry to the match." - Lexi revealed the tickets in her hand.

At that time I was like a man possessed, possessed by the desire to rip open her black skirt and touch those panties of hers.

"You will come... Right?"

"Huh!"

"You gonna come?"

"Oh! Yeah. Of course."

I was finished with my coffee and so was she. I could feel her enticing smell becoming strong as she took the cup from my hand.

"See you tomorrow night then." - She said while leaving.

"Umm... Wait! Lexi," she stopped and turned around, "so... tomorrow we will be going out. Thanks for doing all this." She scoffed. I stood up from the chair and grabbed my phone and said, "It's a special occasion. How about I take a picture of you?"

"Really! Okay." - She sat on the chair crossing her legs.

I created the right moment and then I captured it. It felt like I had something magical in my phone; like a magical box which I couldn't wait to open.

She left but her whiff didn't and the whiff reminds me of the polka dots panties.

The night slowly faded in.

I was in my room reminiscing about the whiff and then I opened my phone. I turned off the fan. My heartbeat was picking up speed. I was losing hold of my senses as I looked at the pictures of Lexi wearing white shirt tucked underneath the black skirt and the red panties, her legs crossed and half covered with black socks. Her legs were looking really sexy. I felt like licking them.

I teared my pants and shirt and everything and grabbed my hard dick. One hand held the magical box and the other held the key to unlock the riches it held.

"Ohhhh... Lexi...Lexi..." - I was moaning and masturbating.

"Lexi...Lex... Is that you?" - I saw a woman standing at the door of my room with her back towards me.

She slowly turned around and started swiftly towards my bed stripping her red coat and then placing her right leg on the bed. I could clearly see her panties through the gap between her thighs, the same panties- red with polka dots.

She came closer stripping her black skirt and showing off her panties. I thought my heart skipped not just one but several beats. She leaned her mouth near my ears and whispered, "Jack, Jack, Don't you wanna touch these panties, baby."

Until I could mutter something she clasped my hand, swiftly putting it around her panties and then I started rubbing them.

She laid on the bed opening her legs and said, "Ohhhh... Jack, Rub your dick on my panties, c'mon, rub it, baby."

I slowly rubbed it on her panties. My heartbeat was increasing rapidly as if my heart's gonna explode but instead my dick exploded, releasing the white gelly on her red panties.

I was feeling ecstatic which was short lived as a noise interrupted it. The noise of my alarm.

The night faded away hastily.

I looked for my slippers and put on my T-shirt.

As I was leaving the office, Lexi came to my car and said, "Hey, Jack, I have to shop some things, would you mind driving me to 'The Unders.' I would drop the bag at yours and then we could go to the match from there."

"Sure. No sweat. Hop in."

I had no problem in driving her for shopping but the thing was that she was taking me to The Unders - the place where you bought undergarments. Why was she taking me there with her. That concerned me. Was that a subtle hint. Between the racing of my thoughts we finally reached the shop.

"C'mon." - She gestured for me to accompany her.

"But... What would I do there? I think I'll just wait here." - I said turning off the engine.

"Okay, Your wish, Jack." - She closed the car door and left.

Sitting in the car I thought about many things. I wanted to go in with her but then somehow I resisted, for good. I thought about the dream I had.

I didn't know why I was feeling about her the way I was. She was really nice. A good friend, baseball lover just like me, full of zeal, sassy, a human being.

I saw her coming holding two bags in her hands. I opened the door for her.

"Way to the match now!" - I said starting the car.

"The match was really nice!" - Lexi exclaimed.

"Yeah! Except I was cheering for the New York Mets." I was a little bit disappointed.

"Oh, C'mon, Yankees aren't that bad. Hey, how 'bout some hot-chocolate? It's on me." - Lexi cheered me up.

We went for the hot drink. I was looking at Lexi. She was really nice.

We reached home. I told Lexi to take her bags from the room.

I poured her a glass of water. As I set to give her the glass, she suddenly walked up in front and the water fell on her clothes.

"Oh, I'm so sorry. Oh, shit." - I cursed myself giving her a towel to clean.

"I got a dress in the bag. You mind if I change in the room?" - She asked me handing me the towel.

"Yeah... You can of course change."

She came out with two bags in her hands and wished me good night before leaving.

The night slowly faded in.

I looked at my bed and the red panties were resting there. I thought maybe Lexi forgot them while she was changing.

The polka dots were looking at me, "C'mon, Jack, the moment you waited for is here. C'mon Now. Don't try to look away from me. I know you want it. I want it. You want it. Then just dive in."

As I was standing there, I felt my dick getting hard. I forgot everything about Lexi. At the moment, all I could see was just those red hot panties lying on my bed.

I slowly started towards them removing my pants and my underwear. I picked them up and rubbed them around my face, licked them, smelled them voraciously. And then I swiftly moved them all over my body stopping at my dick. I wrapped them around my dick and started masturbating. In a moment those red panties were covered with white.

I didn't know when I fell asleep but when I woke up, I was burning like red-hot iron. I was ill.

I tried to pick myself up and reached the door. I was greeted by Lexi.

"You don't look okay? What happened?" - she asked.

"Nothing, just a little bit of fever."

She reached out for my hand and said, "Little bit! You're on fire, Jack."

"What?" - I said putting my arm on my forehead.

"Yes. You're gonna rest and I'm gonna take care of you."

"It's not that bad."

"What is she doing here?" - I thought to myself.

She went in my room to get some medicines. Lexi came shrieking from the room. I was confused but then I saw the red panties in her hands and I understood that she knew what I did.

She didn't mince any words but looked straight into my eyes. I couldn't make eye contact with her. She was leaving but I stopped her by clasping her hand. I bent on my knees and pleaded her not to leave.

"Lexi... I know I let you down... but I just can't stop doing it. I have been neglected by everyone in my life." My eyes were filling with tears, as I continued, "and this is the only way I felt good about myself. I did this for years and never realized when it turned into addiction. Don't...leave me...Lexi. Help me!"

She moved back, held my hands, stood me up and took me in the room. She undressed herself and said, "This is what you wanted to see, right?" She was in tears and her voice was choked.

"Then see...see my body. See everything. See these red marks. See these blue marks. See these bumps. See these scars."

I stood there seeing her body. Until then I had only seen perfect, smooth, milk-like bodies. Seeing her felt different. I turned my watery eyes away from her.

"Look, Jack, why are you turning away. I was also sexually abused when I was just a little girl. I could have been like you, but I chose a different path. Just because you had some bad experience didn't give you the right to do anything."

I went over to her and covered her with her dress.

I looked at Lexi... I looked at her the first time in my life, I realized that she was just like me - a human being with a soul but earlier all I could see was just her body. Then I remembered how she had been always nice to me.

I felt ashamed and then a rage against myself. How could I be so pathetic.

"You okay Jack. How are you feeling?" - Her voice felt different.

I looked at her and smiled, "Good now."

That day as Lexi took care of me, I got to know a lot about her and myself. We talked till late in the night. I was feeling better, the fever had gone away. After having dinner, I took Lexi on the bridge outside our house.

It was quiet. The river upon which the bridge stood was also quiet as if they all wanted to hear what I had to say.

I could see the reflection of the moon in the water.

I looked at Lexi and she looked at me. Then we stood against the railing of the bridge.

I said, "I'm sorry Lexi."

She asked, "For what?"

"Everything..."

We smiled and laughed for no reason.

As we stood there on the bridge holding each others' hand, it was clear that the night that brought the darkness with it also carries a light within.

The night faded away.