On the Loveseat Ch. 21

Which was kind of ironic, as it was a schoolgirl fantasy that had gotten her into this situation now. Just that it was Erin's fantasy and not her own.

Jenny hadn't seen Erin since Jeremy had informed her that his girlfriend had seen them on the couch having sex. Confronting the girl face to face would be awkward, even with Erin's acceptance of what she'd witnessed. Jenny found her stomach doing flip-flops at having to talk to Erin about her illicit and incestual affair with Jeremy. Also that she'd have to look into Erin's blue eyes and try not to picture her without clothes or having sex with her son as they talked. Or wishing that she were with Jeremy in front of his girl.

Except that that was what Erin wanted to see!

Jenny told Jeremy that he could bring Erin over early that Sunday afternoon, and that she'd have Justin take Johnny and Jojo somewhere for the day to give them plenty of time to talk. She had continually to remind him that this was only going to be a discussion and that nothing would happen between them. He raved about how excited Erin had been about just being able to have this meeting. That he hadn't been home any afternoon since Jenny had told him that she'd talk with the pair implied that he was having explosive sex with the girl every day. Jenny did manage to go to his room one night before bed and give him a lavish, tongue-lashing blowjob until he more than filled her mouth with his delicious cum that seemed in such unending supply.

Jenny told her husband that she was going to have Erin over on Sunday so she could discuss Erin and Jeremy's college plans with them. She informed Justin that his presence would only antagonize his son and that it would be better if he weren't home at the time. She told him that she would present his option fairly, but Jenny also told him that the decision was ultimately up to Jeremy and that they as his parents would have to accept that and support that decision. Justin agreed reluctantly, as he knew too well his son's contentious attitude to his father's opinions that would only make things heated if he did stay. He declared that he would take the two younger kids into the city to the science museum and planetarium for the day so that she would have plenty of time to make sure their son made the right decision about his future. His implication that it was his plan that was the right one was heavy in his tone. Jenny said nothing to aggravate Justin, especially since there would be no discussion about schooling that afternoon anyway!

That Friday evening they had their usual movie night. Jenny had sat next to Jeremy on the loveseat as they had in the past, but they were not able to do any fooling around as Justin frequently looked their way as if he felt they were conspiring against him with Jeremy's schooling. Even after they heard his soft snoring, she still felt his gaze.

Jenny was able to run her hand under her blanket over the large lump in his shorts but did nothing to give him any relief. She wished he had taken the initiative to put his own hand in her lap, but told herself that it was probably for the better, as she doubted she would have been able to restrain herself if Jeremy had touched her down there!

They had each gone to their own beds after the movies were done, but Jeremy had stolen a few minutes of kissing her in the darkened hall behind his father's chair. He impressed his need to come to her bedroom without words and she was able to deny him just as silently. With regret. But they did need to try to practice more caution.

Saturday she had found almost no time to spend with Jeremy, even while Justin was out golfing. Jojo and Johnny were underfoot and he had stated that he had plans for most of the day with Erin. Jojo argued that her 'sister' hadn't been over in a long time and that she had been missing tea with her friends, otherwise known as her stuffed menagerie. Jeremy, with a big smile, told his sister that he would pass on her message to Erin.

Jeremy did return just before dinner and Jenny could almost read in his face that he'd spent most of the day in Erin's arms. She felt a slight twinge of jealousy but managed to fight it back. She did feel a little petty when she made sure he saw her give his father a loving kiss as they sat for dinner. Jeremy appeared to not notice, but she knew otherwise, and that made her feel even worse at her display. To make up for it she went up to his room after the younger pair were in bed and Justin was watching the late news. The kiss she gave him, at least the first one, was more than equal to the one she had given Justin. Ten minutes later, she left his room apologizing that they couldn't do more, not while Justin was awake and just down the stairs. She felt bad again, but that time was for the erection that she had given him that both of them wanted her to relieve for him.

Justin was waiting for her when she came down and indicated that he needed her for some of his own relief. Having had none of her own for a few days, and with the nerve-wracking discussion with Erin happening the next day, Jenny was more than willing to have sex with her husband. He did put some extra effort into his attentions and with her restlessness, Jenny was able to cum twice before Justin finished. He even stayed awake for a few moments after, but he ruined them by asserting his case for Jeremy once again. She listened silently and gave a nod of her head when he was done. Justin was soon snoring lightly leaving her to stare at the dark ceiling wondering what she would do, and not just with tomorrow.

The next morning was a whirlwind for Jenny as she prepared Johnny and Jojo for their day with their father, and then prepared for her gathering. She fixed a variety of bite-size sandwiches, assorted chips with different dips, and a small tray of pastries. She had bought a selection of sodas, juices, spring water, and of course, Jeremy's Tigerade. It wasn't as elaborate as she would have liked, but it would only be the three of them and as that Jeremy and Erin were both only eighteen, much of it would have been overkill. She knew none of it mattered to her son, as he would go through the food like a tornado in a trailer park, heedless of how she had prepared and arranged any of it.

Jenny had clad herself motherly in a mid-calf dress with an abstract flowery pattern covering it with wide straps over her shoulders but that left her arms bare. On her feet, she wore her usual black flats, and had only put on a modicum of makeup. She did wear a silver bracelet on the opposite arm of her diamond bracelet and wristwatch, a string of small pearls was around her neck, and modest earrings hung from her lobes.

She felt herself getting damp, which offset the nervousness that nearly was overwhelming her. This would be the hardest thing she had done since having to tell Jeremy that they could no longer be together. She bustled around the house doing her various tasks in an attempt to keep her mind from the next few hours.

Jeremy had come through and given her an innocent kiss as the others were close by, but his eyes gave her a once over that was in no way innocent. She could tell he was picturing her without the dress. That didn't help the leaking in her pussy.

He told her that he would go pick Erin up and would be back shortly. Jenny saw him eye his father who returned the look with a glare of his own. She was worried she would have to go out there and separate her two men, but Justin stayed seated as he waited for the kids to finish getting dressed and Jeremy continued on out the front door without a word. She would have to say something to each of them later about their disagreement.

The two youngsters came racing down the stairs a few minutes later, ready for their adventures in science. Seeing them with their innocence in the midst of everything calmed Jenny for a few moments. She wished she could continue to shelter the pair from the rest of the world for a few more years, even as her own life's choices intruded on that seeming peace.

Justin gave her a nice kiss before he herded the kids to the door.

"Have nice day dear. Listen to your father you two. Have fun and learn lots." Jenny waved the group out the door.

She did feel the guilt hit her as the door closed. She was about to meet her son's girlfriend to discuss having sex with her and Jeremy after she had gotten the rest of the family out of the way. What kind of mother was she?

A lusty one with needs that she possibly could not control.

One that also was deeply in love with her oldest son.

A woman that had already had a threesome with her sister and son, and even now was really contemplating doing the same with him and Erin.

Her panties were more than damp, or even wet now. She stopped what she had been doing so she could go and change into a dry pair.

On a whim, she put on one of the skimpiest lacy pair she owned.

This was more daring than she realized when she donned them as she finished her preparations for the young couple's arrival she found that this pair would not prevent any leaking.

Jenny heard the car doors and suddenly felt like vomiting. She rushed to the kitchen to get a glass of water and was finishing it as the front door opened. She took a deep breath, held it for five seconds, and then let it out as she returned to the living room. She was sure she was forgetting something but it was too late now.

"I'm so glad to see you again Erin." Jenny felt her throat dry up and wanted to return to the kitchen for more water.

"Oh, me too Jenny! You look amazing!" Erin exclaimed without a hint of nervousness.

Jenny saw that the young girl was dressed in a black pullover halter-top with a bright red symbol on the front that Jenny didn't recognize. It hugged Erin's clearly braless breasts tightly. She had on a pair of loose russet denim shorts that still managed to be snug on her butt.

Jeremy of course was dressed in his khaki cargo shorts and grey tee shirt with an image of some current musician that Jenny didn't recognize.

She shouldn't have worried about her wardrobe as she had!

"Come in, come in." Jenny ushered them further into the living room. "Sit. Would you like something to drink? I also have some snacks if you'd like."

"Mom was working all morning to make things perfect. I told her she didn't need to worry so much." Jeremy explained to Erin.

"No, it's nice. Thank you Jenny. Do you have any grape juice? I'm too nervous to eat anything right now." Erin almost giggled.

Jenny was glad to hear she wasn't the only one to be on edge.

"Yes I do, let me get you some. Jeremy?" Jenny looked at her son expectantly.

"What? Oh, you know what I drink."

"This is going to be the only time that I am waiting on you." Jenny stated as she strode from the room.

She returned and handed out the beverages, sipping the large glass of water she brought for herself.

Jeremy and Erin had seated themselves on the couch close together. Jenny felt too awkward to sit beside either of them. Instead, she sat in Justin's chair across from them. She couldn't relax enough to sit back and just sat on the edge of the seat with her forearms supporting her on her covered knees.

The three of them sat in silence for a long uncomfortable few minutes, each just sipping their liquids.

Erin broke the silence.

"Your house looks great! That must be really hard with two, I mean, three kids." She looked quickly at Jeremy before returning her eyes to Jenny.

"And a husband." Jenny didn't know why she had brought Justin up. Things were difficult enough without reminding everyone of the fourth wheel. "It's hard. But Jeremy is really a big help. More so in recent months."

Jenny had noticed that her son had been more considerate of what she did around the house and helped where he could without her immediate knowledge. The bathrooms were neater after he was in them; towels weren't left on the floor, even after his siblings were done with their baths. He did the trash before she had a chance to tell him, he was quick to step into the middle of disagreements between Johnny and Jojo, and he would carry laundry baskets up or down the stairs for her, and other miscellany of things that she noticed were being done, if not actually seen him doing them.

"Yeah, he can be very helpful when he wants to be." Erin was giving Jeremy another knowing look. He shrugged off the attention on himself.

"I try to keep my girls happy." He said without looking at either of them.

And there was the cat out of the bag. His allusion to his two women.

"Yes, very happy!" Erin's grin threatened to jump off her face if it got any larger. "Right Jenny?"

Jenny was caught off-guard by this question and Erin's intimate suggestion of her satisfaction.

"Uh, yeah. Right."

"Oh, Jenny! It's okay! I'm probably more nervous than you." Erin's curled lips had shrunk but still filled her jawline.

Jenny doubted that very much. The girl had nothing to lose if her gained secret knowledge got out.

"If you're worried about me saying anything, don't be. No one could drag that out of me, I promise you." Erin said so sincerely.

"I want to believe that, I do, you don't know how much I do. It's just that we have so much to lose. I have so much to lose." Jenny tried to convey the severe gravity with her tone.

"Oh, I know! That's why I will keep my mouth shut." Erin's blue eyes were crystalline with determination. "But it isn't just that. It's also that I want to ... you know."

Her determination faltered now that the subject was breached.

"Are you sure?" Jenny asked. "I mean, really?"

Erin answered immediately with a word carved from granite.

"Yes."

"It's just it's something that everyone else would find ... disgusting, immoral, reprehensible." Jenny paused to let that simmer. "How is that you don't? More so, that you want to ... you know."

"Oh, I know what people would think. Just that I don't. I don't know why. I just think that it is beautiful. That two people that are so close already can be so much closer." Erin looked from Jeremy to Jenny, sizing up each of them. "You two just seem so perfect for each other!"

"But he's your boyfriend!" Jenny exclaimed, even as the claim betrayed her own feelings.

Erin put a hand on Jeremy's knee.

"Yes he is." Those three words were like a steel chain connecting the two. "But he is also your son. He was yours long before he was mine."

It was evident from her tone that Erin implied a possession long before Jenny had put her hand on her son's penis.

"Yes, but I'm only his mother." Jenny didn't even believe her own words.

"You are much more than that Jenny. Even sitting here in the room with you both, I can feel it."

"Is that those feelings you have? Like with me, us?" Jeremy finally broke his silence.

"Kind of, but it's more of just sensing what is around me. I just feel this invisible connection between you both. I feel it with us also, but it's harder to tell with us I think because I'm part of it."

"You can't see your connection with Jeremy as easily because it's part of you, but ours," Jenny gestured to herself and her son, "is clearer because you are outside of it?"

"That's probably the best way to describe it, but doesn't really describe it at all. I don't see anything, I just feel it."

"You know, that all sounds a little crazy." Jenny tried to be delicate. She saw the agreement in Jeremy's eyes.

"Yes, it does, but it doesn't make me wrong though." Erin again looked back and forth at them. "You both feel it too, even if you don't know how."

"Well, I feel something for Jeremy. He's my son, I'm his mother."

"That's the most primal bond there is. A mother and her child. Why do you think a lot of religions have adopted that into their symbology?"

"I can get that, but what about the ... other?" Jenny demanded.

"That the two of you are having sex together?" Erin asked plainly, even as the air was seemingly sucked from the room.

No one spoke for a minute or two as the topic everyone had been talking about in circles was now made clear.

"I think it is kind of like that 'everyone has a soulmate' thing. You and Jeremy are two of those. It is made even stronger by the mother and son aspect."

"But if you believe that we are soulmates, then, what about you and Jeremy?" Jenny asked, trying to refute Erin's assertions.

"I think we are also." Erin stated calmly.

"That doesn't make sense." Jeremy shook his head to dispel his confusion.

"It doesn't but it does. That's the only way I can describe it. Can you find another way to explain what each of you feel about each other, or Jeremy, how you feel for me?"

Jeremy, being singled out, looked at each of the women that he loved.

"I can't explain it; I just know what I feel. I love Jenny and not just as my mom. I love you too Erin, but I don't know if we are in the soulmate category yet."

"That's fair enough. I don't expect us to be getting married tomorrow. Or if we ever will. One of us could die next week, or one of us could do something stupid enough to end our relationship. Just because anyone has a soulmate doesn't mean that they end up together." Erin explained.

"You mean like Romeo and Juliet?" Jeremy asked with a false seriousness that didn't mask his teasing.

"They are fictional, but yeah, like that."

"Well, I don't plan on dying any time soon. And I'm never drinking any poison, so that is right out!"

"Just don't cheat on me and you won't be dying." Erin said seriously, but had a slight turn to her lip.

"Doesn't that include Jenny?" Jeremy asked with concern.

"No, never. She trumps me, love."

"Oh, cool."

Jenny loved her son dearly, but he could still be such a teenager still.

As the couple talked, Jenny watched them interact, and not just their words. Erin's hand on his knee, gently rubbing it. Jeremy's arm snaked around Erin's back and then would retreat as he gestured with his words. The way each of them would look at each other as the other spoke. The easiness they each had with the other. Jenny could understand somewhat of what Erin had said about a connection, it wasn't as if you could see a rope tying them together, but she now saw Jeremy and Erin as being as one.

She could also picture them laying back on the couch and kissing, Jeremy groping Erin's pert boobs and Erin rubbing her palm on Jeremy's growing dick.

Jenny now felt the uselessness of her panties as she leaked her growing excitement.

"Something wrong mom?" Jeremy asked with a slight concern.

"No. Nothing's wrong. I do see what Erin means about a connection. I can sense it between you two. But it is different in how I feel with us."

"Yes! See." Erin exalted, her proof now made.

"Whatever you two say. All I can say is that I love you both." Jeremy said with a man's lackadaisical attitude.

"I love you too Jeremy." Erin said at the same time as Jenny responded with, "I love you too, honey."

Jeremy took that opportunity to show his affection for his girlfriend by leaning towards her and kissing her.

Erin seemed surprised, but returned the kiss eagerly.

It started as just a lengthy and passionate but simple kiss. Then the pair grew heated and were soon going at it, as any young lovers would do. Jenny watched somewhat in shock, but also grew heated herself as she witnessed her recent fantasies made reality. As Jeremy and Erin continued heedless of her presence, Jenny's mind wandered lustily.

Was she expected to just get up and join them?

Even though she had declared that they would only be talking today and that nothing would happen. Nothing had actually happened yet, but that she had to add that identifier of yet, meant it wasn't excluded.