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Click hereThe enormity of our actions began to creep up on me as we disengaged from the couch, got dressed, said our tender loving goodbyes, coupled with more passionate, unbridled homosexual kisses. Driving home to Katie, I knew I was fucked, back to square one, no, back to not even close to square one. I had no idea what I was going to do. Actually, I was worse off than before I started therapy with Daniel. This time as I drove home there was no melting down, though there were twinges and waves of guilt and shame, but also there was a degree of futile acceptance. This I knew from the last thing Daniel said before we parted: "Candice is out of town next week, I'd like to see you again." When I replied, "I'd love to," we both knew.
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trappedinthecl0setabout 5 hours agoI loved this soooo much!!!!
The sexual tension throughout the first half was amazing, and the payoff felt so earned. I also LOVE the psychological aspect, as I experienced something similar with my therapist (though without the same resolution as here.)
jakladd3 months agoAuthorThank you to the one who just posted the kind words about my stories. Many of us are in nearly sexless marriages and many of us have had some sort of sexual relationship with other men. The stories are an outlet for what is perhaps my true sexuality, that I am a beta closet homosexual with effeminate dreams. Reality and fantasy rarely meet, though I know if things were different then I would probably be in a stable homosexual relationship with another man. But like many of us, we have loving partners in stable lives that we have built up together and throwing all that away for gay sex just isn't a logical option. Regardless, the male sex drive for any type of sexuality, just doesn't subside. And by chance that females in our lives are so little interested in sexual intimacy, that the taboo lure of gay lights a fire in our libidos...
JL aka BJ
Anonymous3 months agoYou are a great writer and have a really good insight to what is like to be married and yet still have strong homo erotic feelings and the need to frequently scratch those desires through the use of porn, masturbation and very occasional real cock. After years of these thoughts and some occasional acting on them, I have no doubt anymore about the fact that I'm a closet cock sucker who also wants to experience unbridled naked passion with another man, in bed overnight. I am super conflicted as I still love my wife so much but have found that these homosexual oral desires have pushed their way to the forefront as our sex activity declined dramatically over the years. These gay/bi thoughts now consume me more and more with 100% of my masturbation fantasies involving men and their cocks and balls. I find myself loving these type of stories as I think they capture how I feel so nicely. Once again thank you for your erotic contributions and helping make my conflicted life a little more bearable! My biggest dream would be to be able to share this repressed part of my sexuality with my wife in an open and loving way. I'd love to have her accept me this way, but alas, I think I've read too many stories where everything works out, so I'm likely to remain a closet cock sucker who never really gets to openly unbridle his full sexuality and share my true self with the one person whom I care most for in life, my wife.
Pleiad5 months agoOh how I loved this story. It was so easy to become emotionally immersed in it and to feel the forces tugging this way and that. There is so much forbidden vitality and energy in the pages. Empathy abounded. I revelled in the ups and downs. The sensuality was tangible. I will be reflecting on this as sleep takes me tonight, wearing my panties. Thank you.
