Professor Mistress Ch. 04

I shifted and hung my feet off the bed facing her. We stared at each other for a few moments. "My whole life is over," more tears fell now, "all I have wanted to do was become a lawyer and defend people like her for cheap, so they have a chance, so there is a chance at justice. She never had a chance against a whole team of legal eagles, she thought," my lips trembled as I tried to share the pinnacle of my existence with this basic stranger, "she thought, that since her cause was just and moral, she would win, that, that, she could make a change for people, make a difference, help other people who were being discriminated against like her."

Browning was unreadable now, she crossed her arms over her chest and stared at me, I could barely make out the war that was raging inside her. She was clearly struggling with something. I wanted to know what, but my own personal battle with having a reason to exist was taking the forefront now.

"Your life isn't over you know, you only missed one day of classes, I'm sure your, professors, would be more than forgiving at the single absent in your whole educational journey. I've read a lot of your papers, and I have seen you in classes before mine, you are sharp and you have a knack for law." She uncrossed her arms and licked her lips.

I couldn't help but stare at her lips, "I was a fool for thinking I could compete with a team like P&L, I didn't even recognize the lot of you. And you were responsible for my mother's death. The reason I was even trying to learn law was to make her pain mean something, something more than," I sobbed openly now, trying to cover my mouth in anguish, "more than her killing herself to spare me from the financial burden. She knew, if she didn't give me the option to be free from the burden, I would work myself into the ground trying to help her pay for everything. She knew, she knew, I would do anything to help her, so she took that choice away from me. She killed herself, so I wouldn't be burdened with her finances. She sacrificed herself, and I ended up working for the very people that caused her to die anyway. IT'S ALL BEEN FOR NOTHING!" I couldn't help the anger dripping on my words now as I shouted at her.

She came to me now, I could feel her power and her grace as she sat beside me and took my hand into her lap. She stroked my knuckles gently, they were still bruised and cut open from the counter. She looked at me now and tucked some hair behind my ear.

"It hasn't been for nothing, you are brilliant, and anyone would be happy to have you on their side in a courtroom. I have no doubt that you would be a brilliant lawyer. I can't say that I have never regretted taking a case, but you have to take cases that you disagree with at some point. You can't always fight just for the little guys and be successful. That was something I learned early in my career." She sighed heavily and it broke my heart to think she had to adjust herself to fit into her career as well. I leaned my forehead to hers and breathed in her scent.

"I'm not sure I could do that, I couldn't take a case that I didn't believe in, my whole career is dead, everything I've done to get here, it doesn't matter now. My mother's death was all for nothing. She gave everything for me and I shot it down in a couple days." I sighed and closed my eyes. She stroked my cheeks with her thumbs.

"It hasn't been for nothing. Just because it isn't exactly how you pictured it to be doesn't mean it's a lost cause. You can help so many people, you are so close to graduating, don't let P&L destroy you too." I grabbed her wrists and looked into her eyes, "What do you mean too?" She laughed a devilish laugh.

"You aren't the only person who went into law thinking you could help the little guy, but reality gets in the way sometimes," she sighed and closed her eyes, trying to shield me from the emotions I saw play on her face briefly.

"I was keeping an eye on your internship, but now that I know it's affiliated with P&L, I don't think I could do that, there's no way I could work for you. I couldn't possibly work for the people who ruined my life just so I could get ahead." I let go of her and leaned away slightly. I couldn't stand the heat that pulsed through me at her touch. I wanted her in any capacity I could have her, but I couldn't work for her. And my impression was that she did want me to work for her. I didn't know if that was a bridge I could cross and make it onto the other side intact.

She stared at me now, and I could see the need in her eyes, I wanted nothing more than to satiate that look on her face. With her hands on my hips, she leaned in, close enough to feel my breath, but not touching me. I clan enemy in my eyes, that she had something to do with my past against both of our wills, that she could determine my future career. I just needed her, I needed her everywhere. I returned her fire as my mind slipped into a blank solace.

She leaned me back against the bed and I clutched at her shoulders as our embrace heated and she nipped at my lips. I couldn't help the moan that escaped me. She did wonders to my body and my mind, I was on the verge of a breakdown but her touch calmed and excited me in the best ways possible. She pushed into the space by my hips and I had to push her away to breathe in fully. She smirked at my response and brushed beneath my pants to stroke harshly above my clit. I wanted, to, scream. She knowingly chuckled.

I gasped as she pulled my pants off in one smooth motion, taking my panties with them. I couldn't stop my body from submitting to her even if I wanted to, but I didn't want to. She raised my shirt and grasped my boobs under my bra as my head fell back into the bed. I sat up and waited for her to take them both off. She pulled them both roughly over my head before pulling her own hair out of the way and pushing me back down against the bed with her mouth on mine. She ground her hips into my center and my brain exploded with need. I tried to clutch at her shoulders but she grasped my wrists and put them above my head.

"Keep them there," she said, her voice husky with need that only fueled my desire and sent pulses through my pussy. She ran her hands back up my arms then stroked my neck. I would give anything for a sweet release from her at this moment. I had to focus all of the energy I could on keeping my hands above my head as she nipped at my neck and pinched my nipples. I groaned aloud giving only half a second thought to how loud I was to my neighbors.

One hand fluttered to my clit, she pushed in hard and I gasped for air. She smiled now, reaching her eyes this time. I had to focus on keeping my hands off of her.

She slowly scooted down and breathed on my clit. The warmth was overwhelming. I had thought about our encounter in the bathroom and how she touched me at the club, but this didn't compare to my imagination. She took a long lick from my entrance to my clit and I almost came right there. One hand was playing with my nipple and the other started pushing my leg away from her, bending at the knee and giving her access to my moist cunt.

She sucked my clit and bit it lightly, I was coming undone. I moaned out loud, I grasped at the blankets on my bed needing anything to expel the energy coursing through me. She continued sucking my clit as the hand that was pushing my leg open brushed its way down my thigh. She pushed at my core, but didn't enter me yet. She pushed against my wetness several times, not quite giving me the relief I so desperately needed. I could feel how wet I was down there when she suddenly shoved three fingers into me. I cried out almost in pain but mostly in ecstasy. My muscles clenched against her fingers as she thrust in and out slowly.

"You, are so," she kissed my clit, "wet," she said. I nodded in agreement as she pushed her fingers in and out of me. I heard the clicking of the door, I should have been alarmed but I couldn't be anything but here in this moment right now. She chuckled and glanced at the doorway, "It's about time," she said.

My heart stopped as I tilted my head towards the trespasser. Shawna stood in the doorway lickin her lips.

"Starting without me I see," she sauntered over to the bed casually while Browning's fingers continued pushing in and out of me slowly. Shawna sat on the bed, stroking some hair off my sweaty forehead and then pinched one of my nipples. I curled involuntarily at the extra stimulation. I tried to push closer to Browning and arch my nipples into Shawna breathing heavily now. Shawna stroked my bare stomach in circles now. Browning never stopped pushing in and out of me.

"Should we let our baby girl cum?" Shawna asked as I whimpered my response. Browning looked at Shawna, the grin on her face tied some of the broken pieces of my heart together for a moment. She nodded and started thrusting in and out of me with three quickly now. I sucked in an audible breath as Shawna leaned down and claimed my lips with hers. I returned her passion tenfold and reached to clutch her hair with my hands. Browning withdrew her fingers and slapped my thigh.

"I told you to keep your hands above your head," she whispered.

"Have you been naughty?" asked Shawna as she lifted my hands back above my head and put her tits in my face. I shook my face into her clothed breasts as her head fell back. Browning withdrew completely and stripped as Shawna took my mouth back into hers. I moaned and whimpered at the loss of Browning's heat inside me. Shawna leaned back and rubbed her palm against my pussy. Browning shifted and straddled my face. I eagerly stroked her with my tongue, she moaned and grasped my shoulders, her nails digging in. Shawna moved below me as I devoured Browning. She thrust her whole hand into my wet core, the gasp that shot from my mouth was consumed by Browning's pussy. She moaned and clenched around my tongue with her pussy muscles.

Shawna tickled my G-spot as I cam, hard. I screamed into Browning's clutching pussy and wetness spewed from my pussy. I struggled to breath through my orgasms. Shawna stroked around my pussy, the wetness all around her hand made it almost tickle as I slowly came down from my orgams to Shawna's hand. They both chuckled as Browning fell down to lay beside me. She rubbed my stomach, her fingers still wet from my own pleasure. I closed my eyes and hummed in delight. Despite how much everything in my life had just fallen apart, I was certain I had never been happier than this moment now.

Shawna licked her fingers and moaned in pleasure then started taking all of her clothes off. She climbed onto the bed lying on the opposite of Browning from me. She took my hand and brought it to her core now. I smiled, opening my eyes.

"You can't deny me just because I was late," she chuckled. Browning leaned up a bit more and grabbed my hair, pulling me into a heated kiss as I continued to stroke Shawna's wet folds. As a moan escaped Shawna's mouth, both women came unhinged and were touching me everywhere. This only egged me on more to please Shawna as they had been pleasing me. All of our movements were coming to a point now as Shawna cried out her release. All of us still slowly stroking each other, learning the curves of each other, and breathing heavily.

We must have stayed like that in each other's arms for longer than I thought as Browning fell asleep. I glanced over at her peaceful form. I couldn't help but stare longingly at her features and stroke her cheek as she sighed in her sleep.

"She really has something for you, you know," I heard Shawna say as she stroked my neck. I smiled, even with all the stress I was dealing with, having Browning tangled in my limbs was the most calming remedy I had ever been privy to. I still had a lot of questions about her involvement with my mother's case. And if she thought I didn't miss her mentioning her previous motivation to fight for the little guy, she was wrong. I glanced over at Shawna.

"I don't really know why, I'm nothing special, in fact I just ruined my whole life," I sighed, keeping my attention on Browning's face to keep my pulse from beating out of control. Shawna leaned up on her elbow and stroked between my breasts.

"She's risking her whole career to be here right now, even though it's not against school policy to fraternize with the students, if anyone caught wind of her even being here, let alone what we were doing, her career would be over. All of the struggles she went through to get here would be for nothing." I could feel the truth in her words as her stroking changes paces ever so slightly. I didn't know Shawna outside of our physical connection, but she clearly knew Browning. At this point, I didn't think I could lose anything else.

"She was on a case, from a long time ago," I stroked her cheeks as a tear slid from my eye, "my mother," I hesitated with pain, "was a defendant." Shawna allowed me the time to get out the traumatic statement. "My mother thought since her cause was just, it would be simple to win a court case, cut and dry. What she didn't know was money makes a bigger difference in the courtroom than morals. She lost everything in that case. Everything." I sighed, covering my eyes with my forearm.

"She," a sob interrupted my confession, "she killed herself so I would stop trying to help her pay the financial burden the case left her with." Shawna stroked my stomach now, the slow circles calmed my insides.

"That's why I wanted to be a lawyer, to provide better protection for people like her in the courtroom against assholes like P&L. But I ended up walking into a job for the same people that killed my mother anyway. I'm so stupid!" I screamed at the words that brought my life to the light. Browning stirred now.

"You aren't stupid honey," she said, her eyes still closed. Tears fell freely now from my face. I sniffled trying to keep the gross sobbing at bay.

"There was a time, when we both thought we could help the little guys too," Browning confessed, glancing at Shawna as if asking for permission to continue, Shawna nodded.

"We went through law school together, and it broke our spirits when we realized how the system actually worked. We vowed to make it to the top and change it. We are almost partners now at P&L. Almost. This club, is a really important business venture that will put us on the radar of really powerful people with a lot of resources. Not that we aren't interested in the club anyway," they both chuckled at that thought. "We realized we have to work for the outcome, not for the reasons. We're both playing the long game," she sat up on her elbows now and quirked an eyebrow, "and dare I say, I think we're winning." They both chuckled as my tears slowed but didn't stop.

"No one gets access to the club without an intense background search," she stroked my cheek, "you are really impressive. I'm sorry my team didn't realize the connection between your mother and myself." Her face contorted for a second.

"You truly have a knack for this though, I expect you to be in class tomorrow. And I really hope you decide to continue working at the club, but it will in no way affect your education if you choose not to. But we can make you a star darling, and I want you to be mine to show off."

I felt the daggers Shawna threw Browning from her eyes as she clutched at my waist a little possessively. I couldn't help my lips from finding their way between my teeth at the gesture.

"She is ours," Shawna retorted. Browning smiled in a way that made my heart leap.

"Yes, she is ours, yeah yeah," she chuckled. I smiled at their bantering and felt wanted for the first time in my life. These two powerful women wanted me for their pleasure and I wanted nothing more than to give them that pleasure. Browning kissed me with a passion I didn't know could be inside a simple kiss. I barely had time to take a breath when Browning released me and Shawna's lips replaced her, the passion and need almost as intense as Browning's.

"We must go darling," browning said as she ran her hand down my naked body and stood, putting her clothes back on. Shawna got up too and mirror Browning getting dressed. I stared at the ceiling overwhelmed with their passion and everything else in my life.

"I'll see you in class tomorrow," it came out as much as a statement as a question from Browning. I felt the tension in the room solidify as I took a few steadying breaths.

"Yeah," I gulped out. They were both dressed now.

"And at the club tomorrow night," this time Browning's words were more a statement than a question. She leaned over and kissed me once more. "I promise we will take care of you, Ok?"

"Ok," I managed to get out in a breathy tone. They looked at each other and smiled. They made to leave as my emotions choked me on my own bed in my vulnerable nakedness. I sighed and set my alarm for classes tomorrow not bothering to put clothes on as I pulled the blankets around me in a fake sense of safety. I sighed, realizing today was an important day, I never would have guessed how important their exchanges meant until much later. osed my eyes and sighed at the warmth pulsing from her. She looked at me a moment longer before locking my lips with hers. I came undone instantly. It didn't matter that she was partially responsible for my mother's death, I wanted her more than my career and the thought sent shivers down my spine.

Tomorrow was going to be an interesting day was the last thought that went through my mind as I closed my eyes and went to sleep.