Showing Myself Ch. 13

Ok, in this chapter I am in the past again, and I think I was becoming a little more outspoken and brave. I was very devoted to Rolf and my dear friends Monika and Martin, and also trusted my other friends at the theaters, Renate and Andrea. But rather than being shy, I was trying to become their equals, even though they were so much more experienced than me. And, the thrill of being looked at was something I couldn't get enough of. It doesn't always have to be fully sexual like I did in the theaters. Even today, sometimes I'll wear a loose fitting blouse with a bra that barely comes up past my nipples, and if I'm in a place like a park or on a patio, and some poor unsuspecting guy is sitting there, I'll find a reason to lean over in front of him, like dropping my lipstick or adjusting my shoe. Even something as mild as that is enough to give myself pleasure when I get home. So, here we go!

Finally, the day arrived when I would be making my movie at Monika's house. And then, I'd still have several more days to wait until it was developed. People today are used to instant gratification, but back then these things took time!

I had been thinking of what I should wear for days, and decided that I would look like a young professional woman coming home after work. I was wearing thigh high stockings and a matching sexy bra and panties set, with a tight blouse and a nice skirt. I had practiced my routine several times, and it fit perfectly in the allotted time. Being a porn star is a lot of work!

I finally arrived at their house and walked in, and of course I was greeted with a hug from Monika.

"So you are ready to make your movie?"

"Yes! And Monika, do you think I'm crazy?? I wonder why I want to do it so much, and then I'll think it's silly, and then I imagine people looking at me on the screen and it makes me so wet!"

"No, not crazy. I want to see you on the screen too. Maybe we can make a move together sometime?"

"Oh Monika, that is very tempting. But people wouldn't even notice me!"

"Now you really are silly. You don't know how beautiful you are!"

"Whatever Monika, but maybe we really can make a movie together. I'm sure Martin would like that."

Just then, Martin walked into the living room with a bottle of wine and we sat down and chatted.

"So, can you explain what you would like the movie to be?"

I explained that I would look like a young professional that came home from work, and I would first kick off my shoes and sit on the bed. I'd pick up my picture of Rolf and look at it, and then start massaging my breasts. Then I would stand up and remove my blouse and skirt, and lay back on the bed in my stockings, panties and bra. I'd hold the picture in one hand and pull my panties to the side and start rubbing myself. After a couple minutes of that, I would take off my bra and panties and lean the picture against the lamp and look at it while my hands roam all over my body and pussy. Towards the end, I reach into the nightstand and take out my vibrator and make myself cum. I've done this several times, and the timing is perfect. Does that sound ok?"

Monika spoke first, and said, "Yes, but you should look at a picture of me instead."

I laughed and said, "Ok Monika, I'll do that. That's what I do at home sometimes anyway", and I winked at her.

Martin spoke next and asked, "So, you think you have practiced enough? We don't need a rehearsal? We just do it?"

"Yes, I've practiced enough. Let's do it."

"Ok, I'll ask you to stand by the bed and then lay on the bed so I can check the lighting, and then we'll start."

We went to their bedroom, and he really did have a very nice setup. The camera was on a tripod, and he had a couple of lights set up that he adjusted to his liking. Soon we were ready, and he also explained that there is no sound with this movie, so he will give me suggestions if he needs to, like if my hair is in my face or something like that, but that I shouldn't react to his voice. Next he said, "Start!" and the film started rolling.

I went through the steps as I described, and soon I was on my back with my legs open and my panties pulled to the side. At this point he gave me a suggestion and said my hand was covering my pussy and I should just use the tips of my fingers on my clitoris so everyone could see how wet I was. After that, I made sure to keep my hand out of the way.

The minutes ticked by and I was completely naked by now, and soon I reached into the drawer and took out the vibrator. I teased my nipples with one hand and rested the vibrator on my pussy. Martin said "One minute left!", and since I definitely didn't want to fake an orgasm on my first movie, I drew it up and down through the folds of my pussy and over my clitoris until I started convulsing. I stretched my body out with my knees spread and a smile on my face, and Martin used a little filter thing to make it look like the movie faded away.

"Jennifer, that was perfect! I am very impressed! And you were right, the timing was also perfect!"

"Thank you! I really did work on it! Monika, did you like it? I think it really helped looking at your picture!"

She put her arms around me and said she would be watching the movie every day, and that they would make a movie of her for me if I wanted one. (A quick note: Yes, I still have both movies and that will be part of what the next chapter is about, ok?)

Martin put the film back in the container, and said it will be ready in about a week. I asked if the people developing the films look at them.

"They say they don't, but I am sure the do sometimes. But they would not copy them or something like that. They would soon go out of business."

Wow, the thought that some stranger would be looking at images of me masturbating on a bed got me excited again! Monika removed her clothes and brought each of us a glass of wine and climbed onto the bed with me.

"Jennifer, that was so exciting to watch you. Martin is also very excited."

I looked at Martin and his cock was very hard in anticipation of their lovemaking and of me watching. What a very unusual relationship!

He climbed into bed with us, and we chatted and sipped our wine while Monika held his cock in her hand. I even placed my hand on her thigh, and she smiled in appreciation. So sweet!

But, the excitement got too much, and Martin then moved above Monika and let his cock slip inside her. She was so wet and ready for him, and she just groaned. I moved my hand over her stomach, which made her squirm, and I watched Martin's cock slide deep inside her. I love how lovemaking varies so much depending on the mood and excitement, and this time they got right into it, all because they watched me!

My hand was back between my legs of course, and Monika had by now moved above over me while Martin took her from behind. I wasn't holding back either, and my fingers were drenched from seeing Monika's breasts hanging down above my face, and the intense look of desire in her eyes. Then, I had another idea from something I saw in a movie.

I whispered, "Monika, can we try something?"

She looked at me quizzingly and nodded.

"I saw this in a movie once. I want Martin to cum in you, and then I want you to move above me so I can watch his cum drip out and fall onto my face and lips. Is that terrible of me? I just feel so close to both of you right now."

She smiled and said, "Not terrible", and she must have told Martin what I said.

Martin responded by increasing his thrusts inside her, and Monika's breathing responded in kind. Soon, Martin was obviously cumming hard and he held his cock deep inside her.

After he stopped cumming, he let his cock slide out, and Monika moved above me. I thought his cum would just drip, but I was immediately greeted with a stream that coated my lips and chin.

Monika moved her fingers to her clitoris and started rubbing, and I saw the cum continue to seep out. So, this is what I will look like when Rolf cums in me, I thought? Her pussy lips were swollen from excitement, and it wasn't long before she was enjoying her own orgasm. She ran her fingers through her pussy one more time and placed them on my lips so I could savor the taste of them both. I had never been so aggressive in what I wanted before, and I think it was from the excitement of making the movie. It was like I was a porn star for the night!

We all cuddled up in the bed and talked and caressed each other, and then I thought of something that I just had to ask.

"Why do you like me?"

"What do you mean? Why do you ask that?"

"I mean, there are so many other sexy women and couples you could play with. I am nothing compared to them. Why do you like me?"

Martin responded, "Jennifer, it is complicated. We both think you are very attractive, even if you don't think so yourself. You become more lovely every day. And, you are so polite and very nice to Monika, and she likes it that you even brought us to meet your family. Yes, we have a sexual relationship, but you are also a good friend. And, you are much more mature than your twenty years. And, we like it that you aren't afraid to say what you want, like you did tonight."

I must have blushed, because then he said, "Jennifer, it is ok. That was very exciting. If Rolf joins our bed someday, perhaps you can return the favor to Monika, ok?"

I couldn't imagine my life without them. I'd just be another boring schoolgirl, masturbating her life away. But with them, I learned about fashion, food, wine, and how you can be classy and sexy at the same time!

We drifted off to sleep, and later the next morning Martin snuck out of bed early because he had to go to work, leaving us behind. We woke at about the same time and talked.

"Next week Rolf and I are going to have sex for the first time. I wish it could be more spontaneous, but it's better than risking getting pregnant."

"You will both have a lot of fun, I am sure. You really like him, don't you."

"Oh yes! And he loves me too! He tolerates my craziness, and he doesn't mind that I spend nights here, although I don't tell him everything that we do. And that's why I wanted to surprise him with the movie. He always says all the men are so jealous of him, and then he will be able to see me on the movie screen and know that I am all his. But Monika, I wanted to surprise him with one more thing. We are going to meet later, and I wanted you to do something."

"I will try, what do you wish?"

"Well, it's embarrassing, but when Rolf and I were in the theater last time and watching the movie, there was a scene where the woman was completely shaved, you know, down there. I was holding Rolf of course, and I swear he became even harder when he saw her. Could you do that to me? Maybe he'd like it."

"Yes, I can help you, but you must know that it will be terrible itchy after a few days, and you might always have to shave it every day. Are you sure?"

"Oh, it will be ok, I don't have much hair anyway, and it is so fine. It won't itch."

"Ok, if you think so. I will help you."

We went to the master bath, and she said she would shave me first, and then we would shower. I sat in a chair and she brought over a bowl of warm water, oil, scissors, and shaving cream and the razor.

"I will first cut as much as possible with the scissors, then then rub it with oil to make it moist, and then will shave you, ok?"

God, I got wet just from her explaining it. She had such power over me! I leaned back and opened my legs, and she went to work.

I knew she was enjoying it just as much as I was, and she took her time. She massaged the whole region with oil after finishing with the scissors, and then applied very warm shaving cream. She carefully shaved me, and when she was done I looked just like the girl in the movie.

"See, I was very careful. It is very difficult to do yourself, especially the first time, so I should always do it for you."

I'm sure she wouldn't mind that at all! But I was just doing it this once, just for fun. We hopped in the shower, and probably spent a half hour there enjoying the hot water cascading down our bodies while we washed each other. I felt so pampered!

I was meeting Rolf around noon, and was planning a couple of surprises. You remember when I mentioned playing at the peepshow in earlier stories? First we would go there so he could be one of the customers watching me. Then we would go to Renate's theater and we would act out like he just met me for the first time. More people knew us at Andrea's theater, so it wouldn't work there.

I met him and explained what our afternoon would be like, and then we would go out for drinks and music afterwards, and he thought it was a great idea. He still didn't know I was shaven.

We walked to the peepshow, and I told him we would go in separately, and he could pretend he doesn't know me. I also told him my stage name was Goldie, which I thought was really stupid, but they gave it to me because of my blonde hair, so he should wait until they announce me. I walked up to the man running it, and he knew me quite well by now, and I told him I wanted to play for a session. He always liked that, because he could announce there were two girls at once, which made more guys drop coins. And, the other girl liked it too because I didn't want any money and just did it for fun.

I went to the back and stripped off my clothes, and one of the girls gave me a pair of high heels. They noticed I was shaven (remember, that wasn't popular at all back then), and they said the men would love it. I didn't care about that, and just wanted Rolf to like it.

In a few minutes, I heard him announce the next girl, and heard my name along with hers. What I didn't know, since he was talking in German, was that he also announced that I was a "Sweet blonde, freshly shaved just for them!"

We went in, and all of the curtains dropped down immediately. I thought to myself, "It really must be busy today", not knowing it was because they announced that I had a shaved pussy. Men, I swear! I looked around for Rolf and strode up to his window and mouthed the words, "You like it?"

He nodded his head and I could see him pull out his cock, which was already hard. The other girl and I sat down next to each other with our legs open, and gave the men a show as we rotated around. All of the men's eyes were glued to me, and I wanted to touch myself so bad! But that wasn't allowed there, so we just rubbed our hands over our bodies and teased the guys. After rotating a couple of times, we went to the next phase of the routine where we stood and moved to each window one by one. Each guy just stared at me in awe, and I could see that they were stroking their cocks hard. I made it over to Rolf, and he was stroking very slowly, and I knew we was holding back for me.

Finally our time was up, and we exited the stage for the next girl. I thanked everyone for letting me join them, and also said thank you to the guy who ran the place, and left.

Rolf was waiting for me up the street and I ran up to him and asked, "Were you surprised? I did it for you!"

"Yes, I didn't expect that. You looked very sexy."

"Thank you! What about the other girl that was on stage with me? Did you like her? I saw her stand in front of your window."

"She is not so sexy as you. No one is."

Good answer! I grabbed his hand and dragged him up the street, whispering, "You know, you got to stand there with your cock in your hand, but I couldn't even touch myself! We have to go to the theater right now!"

On the way I explained that I would go in first, and he should come in about ten minutes later. When he came in, he should pretend he didn't know me, and just go along with what I was doing.

I walked in and said hi to Renate, and she was glad to see me as always. I rushed upstairs and went straight to the ladies room and stored away my jeans and blouse, and went back outside in just my bra and panties (read the first three stories to understand what my motivation was).

I walked down to the front row and took a seat. I casually rubbed myself through my panties, and could feel my smoothness.

Slowly the men in the theater moved to the front and looked at me. I smiled and told them they could come a little closer and watch, but no touching. There are always a couple of guys who speak English, and they translated for me.

Now there were six guys standing in a half circle in front of me either with their cocks out or rubbing themselves through their pants, and I was just rubbing my body and slowing pulling my bra cups down to expose my nipples. Finally the door opened again, and Rolf stepped in. He stood with the others and I smiled.

"Well, you are quite handsome. Do you speak English?"

"Yes, a little."

"I didn't expect to see someone like you here. Come a little closer."

He stepped forward, and I said, "Would you like me to take off my bra?"

"Yes, that would be nice."

God Rolf, don't be such a robot, I thought to myself.

"Ok, I'll take off my bra, but only if you pull out your cock and show me that I excite you."

Rolf smiled and pulled out his cock and slowly started stroking.

I looked around and said, "I can't imagine how a boring girl like me can get so much attention, but I agreed to take off my bra, so here we go."

I reached around and unsnapped it, and it dropped to my lap. The pace of the stroking picked up speed on some of the guys, and I knew they liked what they saw even if I wasn't Monika.

I looked at Rolf again, and told him I'm getting really excited watching him, and I showed him how wet my panties were getting.

"Would you like me to take my panties off?"

Rolf nodded, and continued stroking.

"Ok, but come a little closer so you get a good look."

He stepped forward, and I lifted myself up and pushed my panties down my legs and let them hang from one of my toes. I stretched my leg out and said to Rolf, "Here, I want you to wrap them around your cock while you masturbate. Do you mind?"

He took them, and now I was completely naked while watching my wonderful boyfriend standing there stroking his cock with my panties. The other men had moved a little closer, but were still obeying the limits.

I opened my legs and everyone was staring at my shaved pussy, which accentuated my swollen lips. I slid my fingers along myself, and I was absolutely drenched!

"God, you are making me so wet! Come even closer, stand right in front of me!"

Rolf stepped forward, and his hand was rapidly moving back and forth.

"Do you like that I'm shaved? I never did that before, so I had a girlfriend help me this morning. She's the only person to ever touch me there and said she'd help me anytime. After that we took a shower together, not that I needed a shower to get wet. You can probably guess that we got pretty excited and spent quite a while in there together." Rolf knew Monika and Martin, so he didn't mind at all.

"Yes, I like it, it shows how excited you are."

Well, at least it was more than two words, but I saw I had to really take the lead.

"Why do you find me attractive? I'm not like the girls in the movies, with fancy clothes and hairstyles and huge boobs."

"Uh, your skin looks so soft and smooth, your eyes and the way you smile are beautiful. Your body is very sexy and your boobs are very nice. You are perfect."

The men nodded among themselves and all agreed with Rolf, and somehow that made me so hot that they were looking at me with such detail.

"Well, thank you, that was very nice. Ok, I don't know your name, so I'll call you Thomas. So, Thomas, I've never done this before, and usually I just sit here by myself and watch the movie and masturbate because I don't have a boyfriend, but since you seem so nice and are so handsome, it would be ok if you cum on me when you're ready. I never touched cum before. Maybe I'll like it? I'll rub myself at the same time?"