by KiryusAna
Theres many xs that only pain from him can help me outta my own mind glad someone else can relate
It’s incredibly insightful, it came across as a TPE, even though that may not necessarily be the case. I was relieved to see that in your story she did call her safe-word. In the extreme cases there is a disturbingly high risk of subs deliberately not calling their safe-word for fear of disappointing their partner.
Low self esteem is a hateful thing that affects many, I’ve seen firsthand how prevalent it is amongst women and I strongly suspect that it affects submissive women even more. Low self esteem feeds itself so when your desire is to please another then you are always going to your own worst critic, magnifying failures way out of proportion.
Tess (uk)
Tess, I couldn't agree more with you, and I understand completely. I've been there, so desperate to not disappoint Master that I refused to tell him that I was uncomfortable, and in the end it hurt both of us. I've stopped doing that because I know that he needs me to speak up when I can't do something, but I know all too many subs still feel like they aren't good enough unless they endure severe physical and mental trauma for the pleasure of their Dom. Most stories never talk about safewords, giving the idea that the perfect submissive either doesn't have one, or would never use it which is wrong.
Thank you for reading, and I hope you enjoy some of my other works as well.
~ slave ana
LOVED IT!!! Great mix of a "scene" with the emotions and Empathy via her Dom, And THANK YOU for writing that the Sub used her safe word. Many BDSM stories on here do not address that and it makes it unrealistic for me at times. As for the depression and self loathing, Can RELATE SO MUCH to it. Beautiful story, KEEP THEM COMING PLEASE 💜
Captivating and well written reveal of the emotional whirlpool submissive personalities can be pulled into. The struggle to keep one’s head above water while being pulled into deeper, darker, colder currents.