The College Experience Ch. 05

As Thomas woke up the next morning, he felt a strange mix of excitement and anxiety. The events of last night were still vivid in his mind. He had never been in a threesome before, and it was a new experience that he couldn't help but think about. But at the same time, he was feeling uneasy about what had happened, especially with Keith being his close friend.

Thomas tried to push those thoughts aside and went about his morning routine, but his mind kept drifting back to the previous night. As he walked around campus, he was constantly checking his phone to see if Keith had messaged him. However, there was nothing.

The more Thomas thought about it, the more he became worried that he had ruined his friendship with Keith. He had always valued their friendship, and he didn't want to do anything to jeopardize it. Thomas decided to take some space to figure things out on his own, and he avoided Keith's calls and texts throughout the day.

As the day went on, Thomas became more and more anxious. He knew he needed to talk to someone about what had happened, but he wasn't sure who to turn to. He thought about talking to Clara, the woman from last night, but he didn't know her well enough to confide in her. He considered going to David, but he didn't want to bring up the awkward situation with his former professor.

Thomas picks up his phone and starts typing a message to Keith.

Thomas: Hey man, sorry I haven't been responding. I just needed some time to think about everything that happened.

Keith: No worries, dude. I totally get it. How are you feeling?

Thomas: I'm honestly still a little freaked out. I don't know if I'm ready for all of this.

Keith: I understand. Listen, I'm coming over to your room right now. We can talk about it more in person.

Thomas: Okay, that sounds good.

A few minutes later, there's a knock on Thomas's door. He opens it to find Keith standing there with a concerned look on his face.

"Hey man, come on in," Thomas says, stepping aside to let Keith enter.

Keith walks over to the bed and takes a seat. "So, what's going on?" he asks, looking at Thomas.

"I'm so sorry about last night." said Thomas, "I just got carried away by the situation and I should have respected your boundaries and I shouldn't have done what I did. I'm just scared because you're my friend and you mean a lot to me and I don't want that to change."

"Wow wow wow! Slow down, there is nothing for you to be sorry about." said Keith calmly, "You didn't do anything wrong. If I didn't want something to happen, I would have just said so."

"Really? So you're not mad?" asked Thomas

"Mad? Are you kidding me? It was the best blowjob I've ever had!" exclaimed Keith

"What?" said Thomas, unsure.

"I had heard that gay guys sucked better than women but I didn't think it was true. But man, you're really good at it. No girl has ever come close to you." smiled Keith

"Oh... thanks. You have a nice dick so it helped." replied Thomas, nervously.

"I'm happy you liked it. I liked it too. Hell, if Clara hadn't stopped us, two more minutes and I would have had cummed. It was really turning me on. I mean even now." said Keith with a big smile on his face.

"What do you mean?" asked Thomas, not understanding what he was saying.

"Just thinking about it is getting me hard. Look." and as he said that, Keith got up from the bed and dropped his pants, letting his big beautiful cock free. It stood there, proud and erected. It was long, thick, and strong: the mark of a real man. Thomas stared in awe, shocked by its size. Thomas thought Keith's dick looked even bigger, the thickness was completely even along the shaft with a nice big vein on top of it, and at the end stood a slightly bigger head. Thomas hadn't noticed last night, but he also had two beautiful balls that sat in perfect spheres. They were clean shaven unlike his pubes who were nicely trimmed. Overall, nobody could deny that it was a beautiful package.

Unaware of it, Thomas had just been blankly staring at it for the last few minutes. Never taking his eyes off it for even a second. He was mesmerized, the cock of his dreams was right in front of him, in reaching distance. Keith who was looking at Thomas looking at his junk couldn't help but smile, it felt nice to have someone drool over his manhood. He knew his friend wanted it, and he wasn't going to stop him.

"You can touch it if you want." said Keith, bringing Thomas back to earth.

"Oh no.. I.. I.. it's ok". blabbered Thomas

"I insist." replied Keith, grabbing Thomas' hand and putting it on his penis.

Thomas' big hand could barely hold it, but he instinctively started to stroke the top half. The feeling sent shivers through his body, knowing how good this feel must feel like to a guy. There was a little bit of pre-cum on the tip of Keith's cock, showing how turned on he was. He then repositioned himself to be facing Thomas who was still sitting on the bed. Thomas was eye-to-eye with the beast, constantly maintaining eye contact. He was now working it with both hands, to make sure he could stroke as much of it as he could. With Keith gently pushing Thomas' head towards him and Thomas naturally wanting to get closer, the tip of Keith's cock was now at the entrance of Thomas' mouth. They were nose to nose, Thomas smelling Keith's salty precum. Thomas leaned forward, sucking it in and then giving a kiss to the bottom of Keith's cock.

He made sure he licked all around the crown and then took the head in his mouth. It was wet, and warm and amazing for both guys. As Keith let out a groan of pleasure, Thomas pushed harder and faster. It was clear he was trying to take as much of Keith as possible, wanting to savor every moment. But Keith was big, so he couldn't take all of it just yet. He had to suck on it, but he was also going deeper inside his mouth each time he moved forward. Thomas loved the sound of Keith's moans growing louder, and he had never imagined being able to turn a straight boy into such an excited lover. At first it was only occasional muffled sounds from deep within his throat, but soon they were coming out loud enough to fill the room. Thomas knew he was causing him great pleasure, and he was determined to give as much pleasure as he could.

So, he decided to gave it his all, and against his gag reflex he pushed all of Keith's length inside his mouth. His nose was now being tickled by Keith's trimmed pubes, and with his tongue he tried to give Keith as much pleasure as he could. And it was working.

"Oh fuck that's amazing, don't stop." moaned Keith.

No woman had ever been able to take it all, so Keith was discovering new sensations. Then, Thomas stopped to catch his breath, but once that was done he immediately and in one movement took all of Keith's back into his mouth. That was too much for Keith, and it flipped a switch inside of him: he needed more. So he took charge and grabbed Thomas' hair, he was now dictating the pace. He was now sliding his dick in and out of Thomas' mouth, putting as much as he could in and holding Thomas still.

At first, Thomas was confused and upset, but quickly, he understood what he was doing and got the hint: Keith liked being in control. Thomas simply gave in and took everything in. In fact, he got carried away and began bobbing up and down quicker, which caused Keith to moan even louder than before. It was animalistic, and agressive, so much that Thomas had fallen off the bed, he was now on the ground with just his head resting on the bed while it was being fucked by Keith's huge cock. Keith was in heaven, it was a feeling he could never get tired of. But after several minutes of this treatment, he finally said:

"Fuck! I'm gonna cum!"

And with that, he took his dick out of Thomas' mouth and stroke his dick with one hand while the other was still holding Thomas' hair and he exploded. Thomas had never seen so much cum, it's like it was never gonna stop. It was everywhere, on his face, in his hair, on his bed, on his clothes, on the ground. Once it was finally over, Thomas looked up to see Keith had still his eyes closed, still enjoying the moment.

"Fuck that was amazing!" said Keith, finally regaining his composure.

He opened his eyes, and his smile quickly faded away as he looked down to see Thomas on the ground, covered in his cum and he was still holding him by the hair.

"Oh I'm sorry man! I got..." started saying Keith.

"OK. Well I have class early tomorrow, so you have to go because I need to sleep and clean up and everything." interrupted Thomas.

"Let me help, I'll clean..." tried to say Keith.

"I'm really tired so just go!" almost shouted Thomas, "please."

"OK good night.... I'll talk to you tomorrow then." said Keith, disappointed as Thomas was closing the door behind him.

"Fuck what did I do?" thought Thomas. "Whenever I see his big dick I just loose all control. And here I am again, being the cocksucker for the straight guy. I can't go through this again, I'm already falling for him and if I keep seeing him it's just gonna get worst and I'm gonna get hurt."

Thomas was falling for Keith, so he made a decision.

"I'm not going to see him again. I can't. If I do, I'll just be on my knees faster than I can say 'No' and I'll just be his cocksucker for when he can't get a girl. And I'm going to be the guy in love with the straight guy, and I'll just get hurt. So I can't see him again."

With heavy thoughts on his mind, Thomas went to bed after cleaning up, almost crying.

Thomas felt guilty for avoiding Keith, but he knew it was the right thing to do. He couldn't handle seeing him, not after what had happened between them. So he kept dodging Keith's calls and texts, making sure to always be one step ahead of him.

He changed the route he took to class, and made sure to only go to places where he knew Keith wouldn't be. He started spending more time in the library and less time in the common areas of campus.

Thomas was becoming an expert at avoiding Keith, but it was starting to take a toll on him. He felt isolated and lonely, and he missed his friend. But he didn't want to risk his heart, so he kept up the charade of avoiding him.

Thomas was walking down the hallway, lost in his own thoughts, when he heard a familiar voice call out his name from behind. He froze in his tracks and turned around to see Keith hurrying towards him.

Thomas felt a lump form in his throat and his heart began to race. He didn't know how to face Keith after avoiding him for the past week. Without thinking, he started walking faster, hoping to get away.

"Thomas, wait up!" Keith called out, but Thomas didn't slow down. He turned the corner and saw David's office up ahead. Instinctively, he made a beeline for the door and stepped inside, quickly closing it behind him.

Breathing heavily, Thomas leaned against the door and tried to calm himself down. He knew he couldn't keep avoiding Keith forever, but he didn't know how to face him either. He just hoped that David's office would provide him with a temporary refuge.

"May I help you?" asked David, as Thomas entered his office.

Thomas took a deep breath and said, "I need to talk to you. It's important."

"Thomas, we agreed that we wouldn't make it personal anymore. I'm sorry but if you're not here to talk about school then you need to leave." said David firmly.

"I know! I'm sorry it's just..." hesitated Thomas, "I don't have anybody else to talk to and I really need help."

"Alright, I will try to help you. But we can't make a habit of this! So what's going on?" asked David.

"Well.. I have this friend, since the start of the school year. And I've had a crush on him from the moment I met him, he is handsome and sexy and nice..." started Thomas.

"Maybe you should get to the point." suggested David.

"Right.. we were at this party the other day and he introduced me to this girl and one thing lead to another and we were all three having sex in our room. And in the heat of the moment I blew my straight friend. So the next day I was nervous because I thought he would hate me." started Thomas.

"I'm sure he doesn't hate you." intervened David.

"No he doesn't, he came by my room and actually he said it was the best blowjob he ever had. And so he made me suck him again." continued Thomas.

"Did he force himself on you?!" angerly said David.

"No, no! Absolutely not, that's not what I meant!" quickly corrected Thomas, "I wanted to. That's the problem, I think I'm falling in love with him and I'm afraid that he'll just want me to blow him off when he is horny and he can't get a girl or something. And I won't be able to say no, because I'll just fall in love and I'll end up getting hurt because he won't... So I've been avoiding him and ignoring his texts for the past week but it's exhausting! I don't think I can keep up much longer... I don't know what to do!" finished Thomas.

"Look Thomas." said David, with a reassuring tone. "I don't know this guy, but one thing is for sure : you can't keep avoiding him forever. That's just not an healty way to live. You need to talk to him and explain to him why you can't see him anymore. If he truly is your friend, he'll understand."

"You're right.. sorry and thanks!" said Thomas.

"Listen, this is the last personal advice I will give you." said David, "You are an attractive young man, you are smart and sexy. You will find someone that loves you for who you are. It doesn't necessarily have to be right now, you are in college, have fun and be confident in yourself! Figure out your limits and draw them with your friend. If he doesn't accept them, then move on from him. Anybody would be lucky to be your friend."

"Thank you professor, really thank you." said Thomas, with tears in his eyes as he went to give his professor one last hug.

Later that night, Thomas was in his room thinking about what he was gonna say to Keith when he heard a knock on his door. He barely opened it before Keith rushed in.

"OK! What's going on? Are you avoiding me or something?" asked Keith, furious.

"Yes. I've been avoiding you, I was trying to think of a message I would send you right now." replied Thomas.

"Why have you been avoiding me? Is it because of the other night? I'm sorry about that!" said Keith.

God, even when he was angry Thomas found Keith handsome.

"Yes, but not just that." said Thomas, "We can't do this anymore."

"I'm sorry, I should have been more respectful! I just got carried away and I wasn't really thinking!" said Keith, nervous.

"Acutally that's the opposite!" said Thomas, "I enjoyed that, and if you ever wanted to do this again, I would say yes in a heartbeat! That's the problem! I can't be your cocksucker, I can't do this again."

"Wait no that's not what I.... wait what do you mean again?" asked Keith, puzzled.

"In high school, I fooled around with this guy and he enjoyed my oral skills, like you did. So he wanted to do it again, and so I did. And when I thought it was going somewhere, he told me that I was just his little cocksucker that he could use when his girlfriend wouldn't put out. And the worst part is, that even after that since I was falling for this guy I would go and suck his dick every time he called... and it just hurt! And I can't do that again, I can't keep falling in love with the straight guy who just wants his cock sucked. So I'm sorry but we can't see each other again." explained Thomas.

"You're... falling in love with me?" asked Keith.

"Yes... I think I am, I'm sorry I know we were just friends and I crossed the line. I hope you understand now why we can't see each other, because it would just hurt me so please.. just go." and as Thomas said that, he moved to open the door to let Keith out.

But Keith slammed the door closed, Thomas tried to open it again but Keith was pressing on it and he was stronger than Thomas so it was no use. When he turned around, he was face-to-face with Keith who was dangerously close to him. He could see his big blue eyes, his perfect smile, and his big biceps that was blocking any escape route Thomas could take.

"What are you..." started to say Thomas before he was interrupted by Keith kissing him. It wasn't a big kiss, just a small, sensual and gentle kiss. It didn't last long, maybe two seconds.

"What are you doing?" asked Thomas, confused.

"I'm kissing you." said Keith, "because I'm pretty sure I'm falling for you too."

"What?" exclaimed Thomas, in shock. "But you're straight!"

"Who said that?"' retorqued Keith.

"You did?" said Thomas, perplexed.

"Well I'm not, I don't know what I am. What I know is that I thought you were handsome since the moment I met you, I know that I couldn't stop thinking about you and when you were dating that bastard it hurt me, because I was jealous. I didn't understand all of that until the night of the party, when we got closer together. Even though Clara was here, all I wanted was you. That's why I came to see you the night after, I couldn't stop thinking about you. But I was stupid, I didn't know what to do so I acted stupid. This whole week I've regretted not kissing you that night, so now I'm doing it. Because I want you." said Keith.

"But... I... what... you... me..." uttered Thomas, completely flustered by what he just heard.

Keith smiled, and kissed him again. This time the kiss was more passionnate and lingering. They separated their lips slightly, then touched them gently again. After some time, they stopped again. Thomas noticed how soft Keith's lips were, he was biting them softly. Keith moved closer to him and Thomas moved back a bit to get a little space between them.

He looked into Keith's eyes while he was doing that, they seemed full of love and affection, he was in heaven, this was what he dreamed about. Then, they went back to kissing, with their tongues caressing eachother slowly. Thomas could feel his pulse rising, then Keith pulled back a little, and pulled him in a tight embrace. Thomas wrapped his arms around Keith's waist, and felt his big firm chest against his own, then Keith moved forward and laid his head on Thomas's shoulder. His big blond hair tickled Thomas's skin, his eyes were still looking into Thomas's.

Then Keith pulled back a little and took Thomas's hand in his. Their fingers intertwined as they held hands, both staring deeply into eachothers eyes. There was nothing else Thomas could look at. Finally, Keith lowered his head and kissed him once again. Keith picked up Thomas and brought him to his bed, where he laid him down and climbed on top of him.

"Thomas, I want to make you feel as good as you made me feel." said Keith.

"I'm feeling amazing Keith." replied Thomas, "You're a great kisser, I could do this all night."

Keith smiled.

"Good. But I have other things planned for tonight."

As Keith said that, he removed Thomas's shirt and started moving his hand all around his chest.

"Gosh, you have an amazing body." complimented Keith.

"You're one to talk!" said Thomas, as he removed Keith's shirt. "You have no idea how hard it was not to stare at your body everytime you were shirtless."

"It must have been extremely hard because I caught you staring many times." grinned Keith, "But now, stare all you want it's all yours!"

Keith laughed and took a bodybuilder pose, which gave Thomas a great view. His amazing bulging biceps, his slightly hairy chest with defined pecs, his chiseled 8-pack abs. Thomas was in love with all of it, it was amazing. A God's body, and he had his hands all over it. Keith was enjoying the feeling of Thomas's hands all over him, but he wanted to make him feel good too, so he went to kiss his neck. Which made Thomas shivers and moan slightly. Keith then made his way to Thomas left nipple and gave it a quick lick.

"Oh fuck!" groaned Thomas.

"Do you like it?" asked Keith.