Thesis Topic 23 Ch. 05

"Hey! Remember I don't swing that way," she said cheerfully, "but I see that you need some love."

The reality is that Karen was curious for the very first time, but she didn't want to risk being seen by those teenage jerks, or even by Megan who could return any minute. As in cue, the doorbell rang, and she marched to open the door.

Lillian blushed hard at the rejection. It was the first time that she took the initiative in a lesbian relationship. "How stupid can you be Lillian," she scolded herself, "She was offering you friendship and you act like a horny slut."

Her thoughts were interrupted by the sun entering thru the front door. She realized that she was standing naked in front of the door; she hadn't even thought to move to a more secluded place. She wanted to cover herself but her tied hands didn't allow her. Lacking a better idea, she simply crunched on the floor, while seeing the scene developing at the front door.

It was Ryan, but instead of a partner, he brought three! "Could he be more idiot?" Karen questioned herself.

"Karen... er... am... I know you said to invite a friend, but these three were hanging out together, so it was hard to pick just one... can the other two at least look?"

Karen sighed, but then the whole situation sparked her lust. She was aroused by the idea of making Lillian satisfy these bunch of losers in the most humiliating way.

"Are you all older than 18?"

They all nodded stupidly; It could be true, or not, but Karen seemed satisfied with their answer.

"Then come inside, the more the merrier. But you owe me one."

Lillian was stunned. Those were the four boys that had seen her humiliate herself in the worst way the day before. She was blushing bright red, and somehow that feeling reignited her arousal, and she felt more in need.

Soon they were all in the living room, Karen sat on a chair, but the four young men remained standing up surrounding Lillian who was still crouching on the floor. The boys were enjoying the view but were nonetheless possibly more nervous than Lillian. Karen decided to orchestrate the show, otherwise, those young boys were going to come before doing anything.

"Come on Lilly, stand up and say hi to your friends."

Lillian obeyed in a lust induced daze.

"Hi," she said shyly.

"Hi," replied the bunch of losers.

"You know boys. Lillian needs a boyfriend, she has a lot of sex but she is a little lonely, she needs some lovin'. Ryan, do you want to be her boyfriend?"

Ryan blushed, a woman like Lillian was normally completely out of his league, but still, he has other expectations, "I don't know," she stammered, and he said sincerely, "She is very pretty and all, but she is a slut... and I think she has sex with lots of people..."

"Oh. I understand," said Karen amused while Lillian blushed with humiliation at being rejected by this looser.

"Let's compromise, Lillian needs some caring, and all of you need to get laid from time to time. Why don't you all become her boyfriends? I understand that you won't like to call a girl like Lilly your girlfriend, but she could be your girl-slut, and you would be her boy-gang."

Before the boys could say anything, Karen said.

"Come on Lillian, ask each of them if they want you to be their girl-slut. You could be their easy lay, a sure thing every time they buy you a hamburger or even a coke. You know you want that."

Lillian was mesmerized; Karen was playing her like an instrument. She was humiliating her beyond her dreams and was making her hornier than ever. Maybe she should stop her, but her mind was clouded by her horniness and the orgasm that had been building for hours. All the emotions that had run through her mind in the last few minutes had left her mind completely exhausted. She simply didn't have the strength or the will to fight. She only wanted to lose herself in the moment and get her sexual release. After all her sexual pleasure had been the only positive feeling that she had enjoyed the last few weeks. Her mind and body had learned to crave for it, as the only possibility to feel better.

She felt very self-conscious; she was the only naked person among 5 fully clothed persons. She approached Ryan first.

"Ryan, do you want me to be your girl-slut?" she said with a shy voice, but standing very close to him.

"Yes... of course," he said nervously.

"Won't you kiss and embrace like a good couple?" said Karen amused.

Lillian complied and she turned up to kiss Ryan on his lips, while he clumsily embraced her. She tried to break the kiss, but he didn't let her. He continued roaming his hands all over her naked body while kissing her clumsily with a lot of tongue.

"Ok, It's enough Lilly, control yourself and go to the next one," said Karen

Lillian blushed. The rough and inept treatment was indeed arousing her a lot, and she had to make an effort to break the kiss.

She went to the next one and she realized that she didn't even know his name.

"Er..."

"Mark. My name is Mark"

"Mark, do you want me to be your girl-slut?"

He barely said yes before pulling Lillian to his chest and started his awkward ministrations and kissing. She tried to break the embrace this time before Karen scolded her, but the tall boy with the acne plastered face was bold enough to rub Lillian's pussy before breaking the embrace.

She managed to march to the next one, Toby, who looked younger but did swear that he was 18. He had acne too, but not as much as Mark, and was a lot shorter, even as short as Lillian herself. He was also skinny, so his body looked somewhat childish.

After another minute or so of embracing, kissing, and fondling, she was getting pretty aroused.

She finally completed her round with Jonathan, the one that looked more experienced, but that was now open-mouthed with Lilly's performance. Nonetheless, he didn't want to lose the image of the wise one in front of his friends. He had not much more real-life experience than his mates, but he used to look a lot of porn and feigned to be streetwise. Right then, however, he felt at least as nervous as his partners, but he knew he had to be bolder than them to keep his image and leadership.

"Jonathan," he simply said.

"Jonathan, do you want me to be your girl-slut?"

To everybody's surprise he said, "I don't know. Are you any good?"

Lillian was too stunned to answer while Karen was amused by the boldness of the boy.

"Ok, tell you what, why don't you rub against my body and give me a real girl-slut wet kiss to convince me."

Lillian approached him. She still had her writs tied to the opposite elbow behind her back. She rubbed her tits all over his chest and standing on her toe tips she massaged her pussy on his more than obvious hard-on. Lillian was in a daze. She turned around and rubbed his back against his chest and then rubbed his dick with her buttocks. It was a surprise even to himself that he was able to contain his ejaculation.

"I definitely want you to be my girl-slut," he said when he realized that he won't be able to hold much longer.

There was then an awkward silence. Lillian was expecting Karen to continue ordering her around, and the kids felt a little bit intimidated to take the initiative.

Karen didn't know what to do next, she didn't have much experience with porn, or this kind of depraved sex acts, but then she had a brilliant idea. She called Lillian apart and told her in a whisper.

"Listen, Lilly, I am happy to see that you are enjoying this, but to be frank I don't have much experience in this area. Before we met, I just have looked at very basic porn, I looked for more to give you the assignments but I just barely scan view them. But wouldn't be humiliating to direct your own degradation?"

Lillian looked at her puzzled.

"When you want to do something raunchier than what I tell you, simply say 'Please ma'am allow me to do' or 'Please ma'am order me to ' and whatever perverted act you have in mind. But Lilly, you know you want this, you know you need it, so if you don't surprise me with your requests, it would mean that you are not sincere with me, and I will stop helping you. Just be yourself"

Lillian was perplexed. She needed Karen's help to destroy the release forms now in the hands of Megan.

They returned to the living room and Karen said, "Lilly, you maybe want to be untied and take one of the boys to my bedroom to make love"

Lillian shivered. That sounded right, but she hesitated, she knew Karen expected something else from her, and to be frank, she was also thinking with her pussy. She spoke in a very low voice,

"Please ma'am allow me to do it here in the living room...," and after a pause of a few seconds she added looking at the floor humiliated, "and to remain tied."

Karen laughed amused, "and where are you going to make it? On the floor?"

Lillian replied shyly, "Can we borrow the kitchen table?"

"Yes, but you'll clean it perfectly well after that."

The boys didn't have to be told, Ryan and Toby ran to the kitchen and carried the small kitchen table and put it in the center of the living room.

The kitchen table was the typical small square table.

Lillian breathed fast, for some reason she was decided to shock Karen with her own debasement.

"Ma'am, May I ask them to tie my ankles to the table legs?"

"Well, if that is what you want, I won't stop you."

Lillian felt completely humiliated as the boys tied her ankles to the table legs. She was now standing with her legs around 3 feet apart and was getting extremely aroused. She was putting herself in a very dangerous and humiliating position, but she was getting hornier by the minute.

She bent over the table and presented a very inviting view from behind.

"You are ready to fuck, don't you?" asked Karen laughing.

"Yes ma'am."

"Ryan is going a be first. Do you want the others to wait in my room or the kitchen?"

"Ma'am please allow me to ask them to stay here... along with you"

"You are really a slut! I bet you wish there will be more people here to see you now."

That idea sparked a new wave of horniness and before thinking, she could not avoid saying,

"Ma'am please allow me to be filmed."

"That would be a wonderful addition to your private library if the gentlemen don't mind"

'the gentlemen' merely nodded, they just wanted to fuck, they couldn't think of any other thing.

Lillian briefly explained to Karen how to operate Peter's equipment and she started filming.

"Ok now we are rolling, Ryan you can start now," said Karen.

Ryan approached Lillian from behind. He was a little shy of his body and only lowered her pants the minimum to put his dick out. It wasn't that long but it was pretty wide. Lillian could feel it entering her from behind.

She couldn't believe she was fulfilling her most degrading fantasy and it was being filmed, just one thing was missing.

"Ma'am please allow me to serve another with my mouth."

Toby practically ran to stand in front of her face. He quickly dropped his pants which felt to his ankles and pulled his long and slim cock. Without saying a word he inserted his tool inside Lillian's mouth. He was so inexperience that didn't help at all, it was hard for Lillian to use her sucking skills with him, she just massaged his cock with her tongue, but then he started fucking her mouth with gusto and came in less than a minute with a lot of semen. It was as if he was saving for this day.

He quickly dressed and retired to the couch, a little bit ashamed of his performance.

"Hey Lilly, smile to the camera on your left," said Karen, and Lillian complied, dropping a thread of semen and saliva that almost connected her chin to the floor.

Lillian sensed that Ryan was about to come but Jonathan said,

"Hey you fat boy, don't come inside her, I don't like sloppy seconds"

He pulled just seconds from coming and then spurted all over her back, buttocks and tights.

She didn't have time to assimilate what she just did when the next pair was invading her pussy and mouth. She was horny, but these guys didn't last much, so she couldn't come in the first round. Then she had an idea to try to make them last a little more.

"Ma'am, please allow me to ask them to switch places."

"Are you sure? Wouldn't it be disgusting? But well, if that is what you want, go ahead.

She meekly asked them to switch places and they didn't have to be told twice, and soon Lillian was tasting her juices from Jonathan's dick.

Whenever she sensed they were going to come, she asked them to switch places again so they have time to cool down a bit.

In one of the turns, Jonathan decided to show his dirty side and started penetrating her asshole to Lillian's surprise. His dick was well lubricated with plenty of salivae, and soon he was slowly pumping on her asshole.

Karen noticed, and asked amused, "I bet you want them to switch again, don't you slut?"

Lillian felt completely humiliated by the question, but she was hornier than ever and answered, "Yes ma'am, please allow me to ask them to switch"

They switched happily and laughing, and Lillian felt the degradation of sucking Jonathan's dirty cock. She sensed that he was about to come and said,

"Please sir, come in my face"

He pulled out and complied, Mark came a few seconds later inside Lillian's pussy, while she reached her mind-blowing orgasm. The four boys hooted excitedly.

Once sexually satisfied, the boys felt awkward and left quickly, Ryan and Jonathan were the only ones that got to say something "bye, Lilly, See you around"

PART 9

Lillian started to come to her senses, she had been filmed again in a very degrading sex act, and the worst part was that this time she had begged Karen to do it, and she was the director of her own degradation. She didn't know how to erase the new video, so Peter and Megan would have a new video in their growing collection.

She felt also afraid because Peter had told her that the new videos may possibly be distributed with the same release form that she had already signed.

She walked to the kitchen still naked and still with semen plastered all over her body and face. She felt the need to clean herself and didn't want to face Karen after degrading herself for her amusement, but she was more afraid of Megan doing something crazy with all the pornographic material that she had on Lillian, and the release form.

"Karen," she said shyly.

Karen was sat by the kitchen table typing on her laptop. She raised her eyes and said,

"I thought you would want to take a shower before dinner," she said with an undisguised smirk.

Lillian blushed.

"Yes, I want... but I am worried...you know... Megan...she."

"Lilly, I don't understand you at all. Order your ideas, you are stammering like a bimbo."

Lillian felt even more ashamed. Normally she was very structured in her expositions, but nowadays it seems harder for her to make coherent sentences. Of course, it was because of her strong emotions about the subject clouded her rational thinking, but it was impacting her self-confidence nonetheless.

She tried to talk fluently but continued stammering all the way as she told Karen all about the release form that she had signed, and how Megan threatened to use it if she didn't comply with her whims.

"I am afraid she will use them at some point anyway, she is determined to make me enter the porno business."

"I can't imagine why," thought Karen amused, but she said, "Mmh, It won't be easy. She is pretty excited to help you start your porno career, and she could also be thinking she deserves an economic reward for discovering and helping you."

"But I don't want to have a porno career, and she could end up selling my stuff. It would ruin my professional life."

"And how do you think I could get that release form from her? We need a strategy; she won't give it to me just by asking her to do so."

Lillian looked confused; as a matter of fact asking for it was the only strategy she could think of.

"I don't know," she said sincerely feeling pretty stupid.

Karen seemed concentrated, after an awkward lapse of silence, she said, "I have an idea that may work."

"Tell me," said Lillian with her hopes growing again.

"On one condition. I need your help first," said Karen, that was a little flushed.

"I'll Do Anything," said Lillian that was quite desperate. She didn't know what Karen could be needing. The first thing that came to Lillian's mind was money, but she quickly discarded it, surely Karen was way better than herself in that regard.

And the light blush in Karen's face, she tried to guess what it meant.

"She will probably have an interview for a new position and wants me to train her again. She is surely shy to still need my help in that matter," thought Lillian with mixed feelings; she felt proud and at the same time, she felt a little insecure because she didn't feel as capable to do that again right then.

"I am a little rusted but I can help you practice an interview if that is what you want," she finally blurted.

Karen smiled amused, "No silly, is nothing like that. I think that I am way more capable to handle my interviews than you. And I am not to found to your interview technique of sucking your interviewers' cocks," she said giggling.

Lillian blushed ashamed, "How can I couch anyone, if my own interviews are a total failure and I have to recur to sex favors only to get scraps," she thought bitterly.

"Then what do you want?" she said defeated.

Karen took a deep breath and finally talked

"Listen, Lilly, you know I am not bi nor gay, but to be frank your show had me all worked up, and I am curious." Karen made a pause, like reuniting courage.

"Well, I want you to lick my pussy. I want to know how it feels... you know with a woman."

Lillian blushed. It seemed that nowadays sex is the only thing she had to offer.

"Ok, I'll do it. Tell me your idea," she said.

Karen didn't reply immediately. She started typing something on her laptop, she seemed to have been browsing the internet, as there were a few pages open, as well as what looked like a word document.

"Don't look yet," said Karen, then she pulled her skirt up and took off her panties.

Lillian wanted to see what was on the screen but didn't want to upset Karen.

"Ok Lilly, get under the table and do what you do best, while I do the thinking over here."

Lillian obeyed. She felt deeply insulted and humiliated by Karen's words, but she needed her solution because she couldn't think of any.

She crawled under the table, but as she was going to start her 'job', Karen stopped her.

"Here, have this and clean your face with it. I don't want those jerks' semen anywhere near me"

Lillian blushed, the fabric was Karen's panties. The humiliation of cleaning her face with Karen's damp panties hit her with a wave of arousal. It was as if Karen knew what buttons to punch.

After cleaning her face as good as she could, she started licking Karen's outer labia, and then shyly she started to lick inside and Karen's clit.

"Did you recognize my laptop Lilly?"

Lillian didn't pay attention to the laptop and she couldn't even remember its color, "No," she said, although it sounded a little bit muffled.

"It is your former laptop, I bought it from the friend who bought all the stuff that you had at the warehouse. It was really cheap."

Lillian felt a bit of anger and jealousy.

"It reminds me the first time we were together in this living room... we have come a long way since then..." said Karen. She didn't say anything else, she just let it sink. She was enjoying the situation a lot, the licking was certainly stimulating, but much stronger than that was her feelings of power, of domination. It was exhilarating.

Lillian felt completely ashamed. She continued licking Karen's pussy, remembering again that first interview. Karen was then an unemployed insecure girl desperate enough that she had started looking for a porno model job that could help her make a living. She was broke and was willing to portray herself as a slut just to get a few dollars. Now she was a businesswoman on her way to consolidate a great career.