Wallflower Blooms

I decided to place my hands on his shoulders as we continued making out, and I was beginning to feel a little bit more comfortable kissing him. It was my very first time making out with someone, so it was unfamiliar and new to me--but it was getting a lot less awkward and more enjoyable. Cam didn't seem to be complaining and continued to kiss me, so I just hoped that he was enjoying it too.

Our kisses began to grow hotter and more messy while we made out, his hands moving from my face to my sides as he held my waist. I felt his tongue against my lips as I softly gasped, his tongue entering my mouth as it twined with my own. It felt so weird having someone else's tongue against mine--but I liked it.

Cam pulled away and smiled before asking me to lay down on the bed. I was a bit hesitant, since I didn't know who was on this bed and what they were doing, but I pushed those thoughts away as I moved myself and laid down, my head resting on the soft pillow as Cam climbed on top of me before we got back to kissing.

My mind felt so hazy, the alcohol still affecting my body as I was getting even more drunk off of Cam's kisses. We continued to sloppily make out, our bodies heating up before I felt his fingers beginning to undo my jeans.

"Wait," I said out loud, making him stop and look at me with concern. "You okay?" He asked me.

I just closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "I... I'm a virgin," I said in embarrassment, feeling my face heat up. He widened his eyes and raised his brows. "Oh shit... Do you wanna stop?" He asked me.

I took a moment to think. The thing is, I don't want to stop, I thought. I like where this is going, and I really like Cam, even though I just met him... I know people always say to save your virginity for someone you love and trust, but I really do want to go further with him. I do, I really do.

I exhaled deeply before shaking my head. "No... I want to keep going," I said surely.

"You sure? 'Cause if you really don't want to, we can stop."

"I'm sure," I confirmed. "Just... As long as we have protection. I'm not on birth control or anything," I said with a bit of worry in my voice. "I can't risk getting pregnant..."

Cam nodded. "Yeah, I get it for sure. I got one in my pocket," he said, reaching for his back pocket to pull out a packaged condom. "Okay," I said. "Then... Let's do it."

"Alright. Since it's your first time, do you wanna take things slower?" Cam asked with concern.

"Um... We don't have to," I said. "I liked what we were doing, so I'd like to go further with you."

Cam smiled. "Okay. Then let's continue," he said with a nod as I nodded back. He pulled my jeans down my legs before helping me take off my top, leaving me in my bra and panties. I felt so embarrassed being exposed, but Cam seemed to be pleased with what he saw.

He took his jersey off along with his undershirt, revealing his gorgeous physique. He then undid his pants before pulling them down along with his underwear. His cock sprang out, making me widen my eyes seeing a man's cock in real life. It was cut and a nice size, not too big nor short, and it had a healthy color to it. I couldn't wait to feel it inside of me...

He got out the condom package and began to open it, pulling out the condom to roll it onto his length. After it was on, he went back to kissing me, getting himself harder as his hands grabbed my bra-clad breasts, making me softly moan into his mouth.

We continued kissing before he pulled away, his fingers looping under the waistband of my panties. He looked at me as if asking for my consent, and I nodded before covering my face in embarrassment as he pulled them down. His hands pushed up my knees and I spread my legs for him, and although I felt so shy spreading my legs for a stranger, I felt so excited.

I uncovered my eyes to see Cam position himself between my legs as he held his dick against me, and I could feel him rubbing the tip against my folds. Just knowing that I had a hot guy rubbing his dick against me was turning me on.

"You ready?" He asked me, and I nodded. He then began to push himself inside me, making me widen my eyes and gasp as I felt his dick slowly enter me.

Oh my God, I thought, feeling him penetrate me and stretch my tight cunt open, taking my virginity from me as I winced. My first time having a real penis inside me...! It was slightly painful, but his dick seemed to slide inside me fairly easily.

He sheathed himself inside me until he reached the limit that I could take him, holding himself there for a bit as I looked up at the ceiling, just reeling in the feeling of Cam warming his dick inside of me. It felt different--but somehow, I really liked the feeling.

He then began to move, his hands gripping onto my hips as he pulled himself back, feeling his cock slide within me before he thrusted back into me, making me let out a moan as I widened my eyes. It hurt, but it also felt really good. The bed kept creaking with each movement we made.

He repeated this action again, over and over, slightly picking up the pace as I felt the pressure of his dick fucking me, stretching me open with his dick as he kept thrusting within me. The pleasure outweighed any pain, and I found myself craving more and more, just wanting him to keep fucking me.

Cam was beginning to let out pants as he continued thrusting into me, and I gripped onto the pillowcase under my head as my other hand led down to press against my clit. I bit down on my lip and moaned at the dual pleasure of Cam pounding into me and my fingers rubbing my clit.

"You feel really good," Cam breathily said, continuing to fuck me as I looked at him through my eyes that were beginning to tear up, my vision beginning to become blurry. "You look really pretty like this, too." He seemed to be beginning to sweat as his light brown hair was starting to come loose and become messy. He looks gorgeous like this...

My arousal was at an all-time high as nothing but pure lust and euphoria filled my body as Cam slammed into me, over and over again. I could only let out soft mewls and moans at the feeling of this gorgeous boy taking my virginity. Holy shit, I never thought getting fucked could feel so good...

His thrusts began to become more rushed and sloppy, and it seemed as if he was getting close to his climax. I continued to rub my clit faster while he fucked me, feeling myself getting close as well.

"Fuck, Nadine..." Cameron muttered as his hair fell in his face while he let out soft groans with each thrust into me. It only took a few more thrusts until I felt him hit a certain spot within me, making me throw my head back as I shut my teary eyes and pushed my fingers into my clit, absolute pleasure hitting me like a tidal wave as I was completely in ecstasy.

I was so lost in my own orgasm that I didn't even notice that Cam had cum too, spilling himself inside the condom that was within me. He pulled himself out immediately, making me feel empty again.

We took a few quiet moments just to catch our breaths, and I just stared up at the ceiling, still in total shock that I just had sex for the first time. I really lost my virginity to a cute guy I just met... Holy shit... I seriously can't believe that actually happened. Thoughts in my mind were running a mile per second.

Cam carefully rolled the condom off of himself before tying it. He tucked himself back into his underwear before pulling his pants back up. I wasn't sure if I should have been getting dressed again too, but I decided to anyway. I picked up my panties and put them back on.

"So... How was it?" Cam asked me as he put on his shirt.

I picked up my shirt from the floor and put it back on as well. "Honestly, I... I really enjoyed it," I said with a smile. I couldn't look him in the eyes anymore, I felt much too embarrassed to. "Thank you..."

Cam chuckled. "No problem. I liked it as well," he said as he put his jersey back on, making me blush. I'm glad I didn't screw up my first time...

I put my jeans back on before buttoning it back up as Cam disposed of the condom. Both of us spent some time checking ourselves out in the room's mirror. I sighed in frustration when I checked myself out. "Great, my makeup's fucking smudged now..." I complained, using my fingers in an attempt to salvage my look.

"I think you still look pretty," Cam said as he ran a hand through his hair and smiled at me in the mirror. I couldn't help but smile back. "That's sweet of you to say."

"I mean it, though. I honestly think you could have been diving in the sewer and I'd still think you're pretty."

I just blushed and giggled softly, not exactly knowing what to say. He's so nice...

After we were done fixing ourselves in the mirror, we put our shoes back on and headed out of the room. It seemed that most of the bedrooms were vacant now.

We headed downstairs to join the party again, and there were less people than before. The party was still going, but the massive crowd was gone and the party seemed to be reduced to a more comfortable number.

I checked my phone to see a new text from Sierra. I unlocked my phone to see what it said.

"Where did you go? I won't leave the party until you text me back. If you're looking for me, I'm just hanging out on the porch with Vince."

"You looking for your friend?" Cam asked me, and I nodded. "Yeah, but she texted me and told me that she's hanging out on the porch, so..."

"Alright. You want me to come with you?"

I widened my eyes and blinked. "You don't have to."

He shrugged. "It's cool. I'll just come with you," he said with a smile, making me smile back. We headed outside to the front porch and there was Sierra and Vince talking together as they sat on the bench, laughing about something. Sierra gasped when she saw me and smiled. "Hey, Nadine!" She greeted me, getting up to walk over to me and take my hand. Her hair was a bit more messy than it was before... "Where'd you head off to?"

I blushed. "I was hanging out with Cam," I said, gesturing to Cam as he waved. "Hey," he said to her.

Sierra smirked at me. "Oh, cool. I hope you had fun," she said coyly, making me playfully swat her.

Vince stood up from his seat. "You two ladies are heading home, or do you wanna hang out a little bit more?" He asked us. Sierra and I looked at each other. "What do you say, Nadine? I kinda wanna stay a bit longer, but I can arrange a ride for you if you're tired and want to head home."

"Um..." I looked over at Cam and Vince, who seemed like they wanted us to stay. I was pretty tired, but I also wanted to be there for Sierra in case anything happened to her. Plus I'd get to spend more time with Cam!

"Sure, I don't mind staying for a bit longer," I said, as Sierra seemed grateful for my answer. The four of us decided to get more drinks and hang out outside and talk with each other. I felt a lot more comfortable with Sierra being there with me, and the boys were both really fun to talk to. Vince was kind of a dudebro jock, but Cam was such a sweet guy.

I almost wished the night would never end.

I know what you're probably thinking. 'Did having sex change your life?'

The answer is both yes and no. Yes, because I no longer felt ashamed of my virginity, and I felt a bit accomplished in the fact that I finally lost it. But it wasn't a victory I bragged about, I just felt good about it for myself. I finally knew what it was like to have sex, and I was glad I finally got to experience it for myself.

I also say no, because having sex didn't magically make my life better. I still struggled with plenty of other aspects of my life. I was still me, virgin or not. Having sex didn't unlock some sort of 'true form' of mine or unlock the 'secrets of life' or whatever virgins believe will happen once you lose your virginity.

But after that night, it made me feel as if I wasn't totally undesirable. Cameron Hayes thought I was attractive enough to get to know better, and even end up in bed with. It made me feel better about myself, like I wasn't just this ugly creature that was absolutely repulsive.

No, Cameron and I didn't end up dating or have a 'happily ever after' or anything like that. After the party, we went our separate ways. We never talked again or hung out again, but he does still follow me on Instagram.

Even though we didn't end up together, I was happy that my first time was with a cute and sweet guy who made me feel good and made me enjoy my experience. I'm sure a lot of people can't say the same about their first time, so I'm glad that my first time was fun, safe, and with someone who respected me.

People still tell me that I should have saved my virginity for someone I was in a long-term committed relationship with, but I have no regrets. I loved my experience, and that's what matters to me. It felt right.

I don't know if I would have had sex with someone at that party if it was anyone other than Cam. I don't think I would have--I probably would have turned them down and sat there on the steps waiting for Sierra to finish having her fun with Vince. I'm really glad Cam made my night.

I've had a few hook-ups, flings, and short-term relationships with other guys since then that were a mixed bag of both good and bad experiences, but I'll never forget my very first time. I'll always remember the memory of losing my virginity to be a fond one.

Wherever you are and whatever you're doing nowadays, I'll never forget the night you made me feel special, Cameron Hayes.