Waves of My Emotion

If what I feel is wrong,
I apologize to myself in advance
for breaking my own heart.

But I will not apologize
for the collision
that took place between
dreams and reality.

An accidental encounter
which started over
a seemingly simple melody

An illusion of my own making
Made solid by a dance
Which leaves my soul burning
As I watch the motion of
Each circle extending from
The footprints we left
In the pool of life
Which
Divides us

A love
unconditional
I offer and that
will not change
Though my
Longing
has

I
Can’t
Stand to
Lose the soul
I encountered in
The silent rift of
Of distance and
Space.

I need you
Though
I try to deny it
Your love is not mine
And I’ve no right to ask it
But I do from the bottom of
A heart which begs me not to
And though I know
Your answer I’ll ask it again

But know that my love will
Stay the same
And I will not leave you

I will swallow the
Ache I feel and cherish
The moment
Which was granted to me

And I will again smile secretly.
Forever will I dance with happiness.
Though my hands are empty,

I will feel.