by subwryter
I know I shouldn't complain since the title makes it very clear what kind of story I'm reading but Nigger is an instant turn off....always.
I actually don't mind it in bed as a black woman who like humiliation play and I know many others like me.
I have only recently discovered the erotic nature of humiliation and control. Words that humiliate me or make me vulnerable I find get to me like no other and the word n***** touches me like no other word. As a black woman approaching my middle years, it was nice to finally be able to make that word means something other than ugliness.