Diary of a Woman's Fantasies Ch. 01

"You know you want me, just admit it would you already." She said to me and laughed.

I could feel my face turn red as she teased me. I had never been or thought of being with another woman in my life. But Savannah teased me every day and in emails about how I wanted her and she's that she's married so to stop hitting on her. She's been my co-worker for the past year and we get along great. We always joke around, prank and tease one another. She talks about her husband almost every day, especially now that he might be laid off.

I've only met him twice since she started working here. I never thought I would ever meet someone shyer than me but he was. I guess it was true about opposites attract. Because Savannah was loud, boisterous and loved wearing flashy clothes and shoes, but Steve was so quiet and shy that I still couldn't believe they were happily married.

"Ahem." Savannah was holding a piece of paper in her hand next to me. "Thinking about me again Victoria?"

I laughed "You wish." I looked up at her and she had these beautiful green eyes, long thick, curly hair, sensual lips, perfect white teeth, and a body to die for. She looked stunning even wearing just a t-shirt and jeans. I wasn't so lucky though. I had short, straight brown hair and eyes. I would give anything to look like her.

She started asking me about a client and what the problem was. I saw her lips moving but I didn't hear a word she said. I was so lost in thought wishing I could look like her that when she stopped, I had to shake my head and say "I'm sorry, what was the problem again? I didn't get all that."

Savannah just put her hands on her hips and frowned at me. "You never listen to a word I say do you?" I was glad we were the only ones in the office because even though she was joking, I didn't want anyone to think I never paid attention to her.

"Of course I do. It's not my fault you talk so fast I can't understand you." I say teasingly.

She shakes her head "Nevermind, I'll figure it out myself" and walks away before I can say anything.

I sat there looking at the door a moment. Should I go after her? Apologize? Send her flowers? I laugh at the thought. If I did that, she would torment me even more every day that I had a crush on her. I didn't but I found myself thinking about her more and more as I worked with her. Even at home at night, I would be watching TV and my thoughts would stray to her.

I was so glad it was Friday. I had to go shopping tomorrow for my niece's birthday on Sunday. I shut my computer down and started walking out of the office. I was dreading this moment because I would have to walk by Savannah's desk and say bye to her.

She was dancing and singing in her chair while listening to some rap song. I walked around the front desk "Bye, have a nice weekend Savannah."

She smiled at me "You too." I was opening the door when she said "Hey, do you want to go have a drink? I'm done in five minutes. Steve is going out with his friends tonight so I was hoping you might keep me company?" She smiled and clasped her hands together, pleading me to go out with her.

I looked at her and couldn't help but laugh as she kept mouthing 'Please' silently over and over again. "Oh alright. One drink, I can't have more than that because I have to drive home." I lived over forty miles from work and I hated driving at night.

She clapped her hands together excitedly "Thank you, thank you."

I sat in one of the chairs in front of the desk, waiting for her to get done. When she started shutting down, I got up and stretched my back. "Where did you want to go?"

She shut the lights off and said "Hmm, how about Jasper's? It's only a couple of blocks from here."

I nodded. Jasper's would be good. We could sit down and get something to eat while we drank. "I'll meet you over there? I'll grab a table if I get there first."

We walked out of work together, making small talk about work before she went one way for her car and I went another. When I got to my car, I thought to myself 'What are you thinking?! You know you are going to have more than one drink and have to call a cab, which will be about fifty dollars to drive you home.'

I got in the car and sighed. I didn't want to go now but it was too late to back out. I didn't want her to go there and then I never show up. I liked the working relationship we had and didn't want to jeopardize it. So I drove over to Jasper's.

I could hear the noise from the TVs playing throughout the room, people talking and laughing from inside before I even opened the door. When I got inside the restaurant bar, it was almost deafening. I hoped Savannah wasn't yelling out to me, because I would have never heard her.

I looked around but didn't see her sitting anywhere. There were still some open tables but they were filling fast. I stood by the door and bit my lip as I wondered if I should get a table or wait for her.

I looked around again to see how many tables were still open. There were about five, make that four left now. It looked like there was a booth open in the very back so I made my way over to it. It was still open when I got to it. I sat down and watched for Savannah coming through the door, hoping she would see me back here when she came in.

A waitress came by "Hi, my name is Candace and I'll be your server tonight. Can I get you anything to drink? An appetizer to start you off?"

"Just a diet soda. I'm waiting for a friend."

Candace smiled and said "I'll be back in few moments with your drink". She stopped at another table, writing down something on a pad. I looked at the door again for Savannah but didn't see her. I hoped I didn't miss her when she walked in because I was talking to the waitress.

I started to wonder if she had car trouble and I should drive back towards work when the waitress brought me the diet soda. "Can I get you anything else, something to eat?" Candace asked.

I looked at the diet soda and then up at her "No, thanks. I'm good." I started taking a sip of my soda when I heard a familiar voice "Oh I'm sure she'd enjoy a 'screaming orgasm' or 'sex on the beach right' now."

I spit my drink out and started coughing. The waitress grabbed the napkins on the table and started cleaning up spewed drink. Savannah was laughing as she got in the booth across from me. When Candace was done she looked around for a place to throw the wet napkins. I could tell she wasn't too happy with me because she sighed in frustration and walked away.

Savannah looked at me triumphantly "Ha! Who's laughing now? That's for putting those popping firecrackers under my chair."

I laughed then as I remembered that. I bought some firecrackers that when you crushed them in any way, they made a loud bang. I put some under the wheels of her chair one day when she was at lunch. So when she sat down and moved the chair closer to her desk, they popped so loudly that it sounded it like gun shots. I never saw anyone jump out of a chair so fast.

Candace came back and looked at us a moment. But her eyes lingered on Savannah as she asked "Can I get you something" she looked her up and down and smiled "to uhh drink?"

Savannah leaned towards her, showing her a bit more cleavage "Do you think I could have a 'Slow Comfortable Screw against the Wall'?"

Candace sucked in a breath and nodded. It took her a moment to actually say something "I sure can."

Savannah laughed "No, thanks anyways but I think I'll have a 'Bloody Mary'." She looked at me when she said that last part and winked.

I never saw a waitress so flabbergasted. She stomped off and I looked at Savannah "A bloody Mary huh?"

She laughs "Did you see her face?"

I couldn't help it, I laughed to as I thought about Candace's jaw dropping. I hoped she wouldn't come back and 'accidentally' spill her drink on either of us now.

"Where's Steve tonight?" I ask.

"Oh he wanted a boy's night out. A friend of his and him were going to go look at some motorcycle. I figured he'll be home late tonight because it's about a three hour drive down there and then he has to drive back."

A woman stopped at our table and put a drink down in front of Savannah "Hi, I'm your new waitress for the evening. Apparently Candace had to go home for a sick child or something."

When the woman started talking, I thought 'Oh no, please don't let her name be Mary...I will just die.' Savannah must have been thinking the same thing because she said "I'm sorry, I didn't catch your name."

The woman smiled "I'm sorry, I'm Marilyn." I almost choked again and Savannah smiled at her. "Would you like to order something to eat?"

We both ordered something to eat and another round of drinks. But this round I didn't have another diet soda Savannah ordered both of us a Mojito. When our food came, I practically gulped it down. I didn't realize I was that hungry until the food was set in front of me. We stayed at Jasper's for about two hours, talking and laughing about work and home life.

When the bill came, both of us reached for it. Savannah's hand touched mine and I looked at her. I realized I had too much to drink because I could only wonder if her lips were as soft as they looked. I shook my head as she yanked the check from my hand, jerking me back to reality.

I felt light headed and dizzy when Marilyn came over to take our money for the check. She looked at me a moment and touched my shoulder "Sweetie, are you ok to drive? Do you want me to call a cab?"

Savannah spoke up then "Nah, she's fine. I'll take her home or to my place to sleep it off."

I looked at her, grateful for the offer because I didn't think I could drive. I couldn't even remember how many drinks I had. I moved to stand up and get out of the booth and that's when it really hit me. I fell back in the booth unable to stand on my own two feet.

Savannah looked around for Marilyn who was coming back with Savannah's card and receipt to sign. "Can you get a glass of water for her?" She nodded in my direction and Marilyn nodded "Of course. I'll be right back."

I just sat in the booth, holding my head in my hands until she came back with my glass of water. I felt my stomach churning and hoped I didn't vomit right here in the restaurant. Marilyn held the glass of water out to me "Here you go Sweetie."

When I looked at the glass, I had a hard time focusing on it. I thought she said glass but not glasses. There were four maybe five glasses in front of me. I felt someone moving me over in the seat and holding the water to my mouth. "Drink slowly now."

I sipped the water slowly as it dribbled in my mouth. After what I thought was hours of sipping on the glass, I felt a little better. I looked at Savannah sitting next to me "Savannah, I..." What was I going to say? I couldn't remember now. The words were lost in my mind and on my tongue.

She smiled gently and patted my shoulder. "It's ok. Steve's on his way here to help me."

'Who was Steve?' I thought. I just wanted to crawl in my warm bed and sleep. I felt Savannah get out of the booth and then someone pulling on my arm. I looked to my right at the men pulling my arm. "Wow...Did all of you plan on dressing the same way tonight?"

He reached his arms around me and pulled me towards him, lifting me up in his arms too quickly. The room was suddenly spinning along with my stomach. I closed my eyes hoping that might help with the spinning room. I felt my body being put down, up, down. I thought for sure I was going to vomit but then everything suddenly went black.

My eyelids felt like heavy weights as I slowly opened them. I blinked several times as I looked at the ceiling, cocking my head to the side "I don't remember buying a ceiling fan." As I looked around the room, I was suddenly scared. My walls in my room, or any room for that matter, weren't red. I looked at the blanket that was covering me and realized it wasn't one I owned. "Where the hell am I?! How did I get here?!"

Thankfully I was clothed in some shirt because I pulled the blanket back to get out whose ever bedroom this was, when the door opened slowly. I was like a deer caught in the headlights. Did I get back under the covers and pretend I was sleeping? And when my kidnapper came close enough, attack him? Before I could answer my own question, I saw blonde hair and Savannah's face peek around the door.

She started laughing so hard she couldn't breathe. I was still so startled that I couldn't move as she bent over from laughing. When I heard the snorts, I couldn't help but start laughing too. We laughed for several minutes before she actually stood up and said breathlessly "You know I am so glad I peed before I came down here or I probably would have pissed my pants."

I shook my head "It would have served you right if you did. I know this is going to sound like a stupid question, but why am I at your house and in your bed?"

She laughed "Vic, you don't remember last night?" She looked at me and when I didn't answer, she said "Well thanks a lot. You don't remember us cuddling? Making out?"

I was so stunned at that I must have looked like a fish out of water. My mouth moved up and down but no words came out. I couldn't believe I made out with her last night and didn't remember any of it.

"The coffee's on when you want to come up and join us." She pointed at a partially open door "Bathroom's in there if you want to take a shower first. And there are some clothes in the drawers or closet that should fit." She smiled and asked so seriously "You really don't remember do you?"

I thought about it and the last thing I really remembered was sitting in a booth and breaking off a chunk of bread. "No, I don't." I was suddenly embarrassed and didn't want to face her. How could I have been that drunk?! And kissed her?! What was I going to do now when we went to work? How could I even talk to her knowing that happened?

I heard the door shut softly and footsteps going up some stairs. I sat on the bed thinking about what I was going to do. I had to take a shower, get dressed but how was I going to get home now? Savannah lived about twenty miles from work in the opposite direction of me. I looked around for my purse but didn't see it and my cell phone was in there.

I sighed heavily. And I am going to call a taxi company and say what exactly 'I'm at a co-worker's house but I don't know the address. The only thing I know is it has a red room. Can you send a taxi here right away because I kissed her and I don't remember any of it.' That's going to get a good laugh from the taxi employee answering the phone.

I got in the shower and the hot water helped wake me up because I remembered bits and pieces of last night. I dried off and wrapped the towel around me as I began searching for clothes. I looked in the drawers first and found some sweats and t-shirts. I put those on and wondered where my shoes and socks were.

I looked around the room but couldn't find them. I knew it was time to face the music then. I headed upstairs and heard Savannah talking to someone, a man. I realized it was probably her husband, Stanley. No, that didn't sound right. Stuart? Scott? I couldn't remember his name as I walked in the kitchen. I heard Savannah ask "What do you want for dinner tonight?"

He said "How about" But he stopped and looked up at me from his cup of coffee. Savannah was waiting for him to say something when his eyes flicked to her and then me. "Morning, you want some coffee?"

I smiled "Yes, please."

He got up from the chair and Savannah turned around in her chair. "Shower do you good?" She laughed as her husband handed me a cup of coffee "I'll be out in the garage." He walked past me and a few moments later I heard a door shut.

Savannah smiled "You want a ride to your car when you're done with the coffee?"

I nodded "Please...If you don't mind."

She motioned for me to sit down in a chair "No, not at all."

I didn't want to sit next to her. I didn't even want to be here but I had no choice. I sat down and avoided looking at Savannah. I suddenly felt awkward sitting there sitting nothing. I said the only thing I could think of "How much do I owe you for last night?"

She laughed "Oh you already paid me back for that." I felt my cheeks flush and I stammered "No, please, I mean, I lost my purse to pay you the money back for last night."

She got up and came back a moment later, setting my purse down in front of me. "No, you didn't. Everything's in there, including car keys."

"Thanks" was all I could mumble as I took a sip of coffee.

She smiled "You're welcome." We finished our cup of coffee and she said she was ready to go. I got my purse and found my shoes by the front door. I slipped out the front door to the car, hoping I wouldn't have to see her husband again because I still couldn't remember his name to save my life.

Savannah opened the car and we climbed in. She drove me back to my car at Jasper's in silence which I was glad for. I didn't know what to say to her and it was like everything seemed awkward now between us. When she pulled up next to my car, she smiled and said "See you Monday?"

I tried to force a smile "I will pay you back."

She smiled "Don't worry about it Vic."

I got out of the car and drove home the entire time wondering how soft her lips were, if she kissed better than me but most importantly, did we slip each other the tongue.

When I got home, I flopped down on the couch and started watching TV but I didn't see one show. I could only lie there and imagine my tongue being in Savannah's mouth. No matter how many times I tried to push the far from my mind, it would come back with a vengeance.

When I got home, I flopped down on the couch and started watching TV but I didn't see one show. I could only lie there and imagine my tongue being in Savannah's mouth. No matter how many times I tried to push the far from my mind, it would come back with a vengeance and our kiss only became hotter every time.

I took a shower later that night all could think about was her standing in the shower with me. Her tongue down my throat and her hands exploring my body. I spent more time than usual washing my coochie as I thought about her. When I was done in the shower, I went to my bed only to have my dreams taunt me with Savannah even more.