Julie Shows Diane The Way....

I loved the sexual domination to, not that I'd want that all the time but it did seem exciting to me. I sometimes wondered if I was becoming a pervert, we'd be making love and I'd have this fantasy that it wasn't Jeremy I was making love to it was someone else, while he was bond to a chair watching.

The truth is I was starting to change, visiting the sex sites, reading the stories, being exposed to so many life styles, most of all this underlying desire to be with other men, had a big influence on that change. Before that I never would have consented to going out dressed like a slut, yes at times that is exactly how I'd dress, much less showing off my body to strange men. And before that I wouldn't even dance close with a man other then Jeremy, now I was not only dancing close to them I was letting them take liberties. Maybe I was always a little bit of an exhibitionist, I'll admit to exposing more flesh then need be but now I actually fancied the idea of flashing strangers, even being naked in front of them, the idea of being made love to in front of other people was just so over powering.

Our sex life had changed to, and for the better, more do to a change in me then Jeremy. I have to admit I'd been a bit of a prude. I started to fulfill some of Jeremy's desires, starting first by getting over my aversion to him ejaculating in my mouth. I always loved giving Jeremy oral sex, I feel it is so intimate having his penis in my mouth. I just loved looking up at him seeing that expression of lust, passion and joy on his face. I do credit oral and my not allowing Jeremy to cum in my mouth with his stamina when it comes to intercourse. Not that Jeremy was premature, he wasn't, but when I started to give him oral, I warmed him that if he ever came in my mouth I'd never do it again.

At first Jeremy couldn't last very long doing oral, he'd pull out of my mouth so he wouldn't ejaculate. But as time went on I realized he started to last longer. The side effect with that is he started to last longer during intercourse to, putting two and two together, I realize the effects were related. I was a bit unmerciful after that. I did like giving Jeremy oral, and up until then I wanted more, it always seemed he pulled away before I wanted to stop. After I realized the connection between intercourse and oral, things changed. Jeremy would still pull away when he felt he may lose control but after a brief pause and a stern warning about him not cuming in my mouth, I'd continue. Every time we made love he'd last a little longer until it came to the point that he no longer had to pull away from me.

But allowing him to ejaculate in my mouth, that was the hardest thing sexually I've ever done. I was absolutely sure I was going to throw up. The first time I did it in the shower, figuring it would be easier to clean up after I did throw up. I did find it rather hard to get Jeremy to ejaculate, even though I told him I wanted him to, I'm sure because of all those year of warning him not to. Finally I resorted to masturbating him while I sucked on the head of his penis. When he did cum I was pleased that I did not fine his taste to be so bad it made me throw up. I'm not saying Jeremy's seed tasted like chocolate it didn't. It was rather musky and bitter so I didn't really swallow to much but at least I knew it was something I could get used to. Later when I found out that it was better if a man didn't drink coffee or smoke, I tried to make Jeremy stop both.

Not an easy task but I promised Jeremy he could have anal sex if he did, that didn't work. I did want to try new things anyway so I gave that to Jeremy for one of his birthday presents. The surprising bonus was that I found I did like anal sex, not something I ever want to do a lot of but when I'm in the mood I really do love it. So many other changes to, semi-public sex, risking being watched or caught. Making love in a sleeping bag next to friends when we were camping, even with me on top so they could see us. I was open to trying just about anything at least once, it's just that Jeremy didn't know how much I was open to.

I think the thing that Jeremy really liked the best is when I finally decided I'd try to deep throat him. I never tried it before because I have such a gag reflex, I can sometime gag from just brushing my teeth. It took some time and a number of sessions but I finally accomplished over coming that reflex. The sensation of his penis actually in my throat took some getting used to but I did find a bonus to all of this. I could let Jeremy cum while he was deep in my throat, thus hardly tasting him at all. Like I said Jeremy's sperm is something I got used to tasting but I never learned to like it's taste.

As time went on Jeremy would coax me to do more. One weekend he talked me into putting on a show for him while we drove down the interstate. Something that I never would have agreed to a few years before. I leaned the seat back so no one could see, then unbuttoned my blouse and pulled up my bra. Jeremy wanted more, so I slipped off my shorts and panties and started to masturbate for him. When Jeremy pulled up next to a truck and slowed down, I was in shock, I pulled my blouse together then covered my vulva with my hand. I couldn't believe my ears when Jeremy told me to put on a show for the trucker. Jeremy can say what he wants but he was obviously turned on by the idea of me performing for this trucker. I couldn't help wondering if doing more would also turn him on. I was a little hesitant, but deep down I knew I wanted to, so that is what I did. Making eye contact with the driver, knowing that he wanted me, drove me over the edge to my first orgasm. After we pasted that truck I made Jeremy ride behind the next one until my clitoris was not to sensitive to touch. I was in such an aroused state I wanted more orgasms. My normal on orgasm was just not going to suffice. For the next hour or so I put on a show for every trucker we drove by. I don't know how many orgasms I had, but I had my share, one for each trucker.

Finally I couldn't stand it any longer and I begged Jeremy to pull off the interstate and find someplace private. He did pull off the interstate but his and my idea of private wasn't so private, he stopped the car not fifty feet from a farmer on his tractor. I was so turned on, and even though I knew the farmer was watching I didn't consider stopping when Jeremy pulled me out of the car, then make love to me on the hood. I'll tell you that hood was so damn hot but I was hotter. The rest of the day we were like a couple of kids, it had been a long time since we'd made love so many times in one day. The fantasies running though my head were wild, and I hate to even say this, not one of them involved Jeremy at least not as far as the person I was making love to.

As I finished putting on my makeup I couldn't help but feel down hearted, Jeremy knew that tonight was important to me. I felt a really good impression could help secure a partnership with the firm, one I'd earned and should already have. I tried to explain to Jeremy that this party was going to be different then before, our new managing partner, Billy, was giving it at his own house. It really wasn't a company party, Billy was giving a party for his friends, and had invited a few of us from the firm. Billy had been doing this with all of the partners and employees of the firm. I was among the last group of employees he had invited. Being among the last was really disappointing to me. I had felt Billy was different, not so damn sexist, I felt I had a real chance at getting a partnership. Being one of the last invited to his house was in itself disheartening and add to that Jeremy wouldn't come with me, I was depressed, and furious both.

Julie, my best friend and Billy's assistance told me not to worry about being among the last to be invited to Billy's house. She told me Billy had his reason, that did help a little. But I wasn't so sure, Billy and I had gotten close for a while, we both liked to get to the office before six. After a while we started having a cup of coffee together each morning. Each day spending a little more time together. Billy's very charismatic, handsome in a rugged sort of way, physically attractive, and his voice is one in a million. I can almost get wet just listening to him. It wasn't long before I had a crush on him and I was sure it was mutual. Slowly our conversations turned move flirtatious, then down right sexual in nature, until one day we ended up in each others arms. It went way past just kissing and petting, I'm sure that if we wouldn't have heard someone walking down the hall we'd have made love right on the break room table. I was so aroused that I would have anyway, Billy's the one who stopped.

The truth was I was totally out of control, it's one thing to elect to do something but to have no control was just unacceptable to me. The idea of cheating, I hadn't yet, was not something I wanted to think about but if I decided to cheat, I wanted to make the decision, that would not have been the case if it had happened that morning, I didn't have a choice I just would have. Whether that was do to Billy or something inside of me I didn't know. I'm sure my decision not to allowed myself to get into that situation again with Billy had more to do with my loss of control, then it did with my aversion to cheating. Nevertheless whatever the cause was, the effect was I kept my distance from Billy. At times I've even been very cold to him, at least on the outside, while I'm melting on the inside, lusting would be more like it, and I couldn't get it out of my mind how big his penis felt when I unzipped his pants and placed my fingers around it. I wasn't sure but I had a feeling that's why Billy had put off inviting us to his house. I also couldn't help believe, that my turning down his advances hadn't effected my chances of getting a partnership.

As I finished dressing for the party I couldn't help but think I really shouldn't be going to this party. All day long I'd been horny but I wasn't about to allow Jeremy to touch me, I was just to angry with him. Knowing that I'd be spending the night with Billy without Jeremy made me feel vulnerable, and of course, Billy was the root cause of my horniness. Granted Billy's wife Elizabeth, would be there but you know how parties go, there's always a chance to be alone. Adding to my feeling of vulnerability was the fact that all week long Julie had been hinting that some of Billy's parties were wild. Finally coming right out and telling me she knew the party would end up being very wild. I prodded her for more information about the party but she told me I'd have to find out for myself, she did comment that I'd find the party to my liking. Julie told me I'd never been to a party that would suit me as well as the coming party would. Knowing that did cause me some anxiety, but it also stimulated my imagination, one night causing a very wild erotic dream.

Under normal circumstances, the idea of cheating on Jeremy was something I didn't even like to think about, but his refusal to come to the party with me had hurt. Yes I know I've admitted to cheating already but I really didn't want it to happen again, well at least I told myself that. The thing that happened between Robert and I was in my mind a one time thing, in a way an accident. Maybe if I tell you the story you'll understand.

It happened on a weekend camping trip to a lake about two hours drive from where we live. Jeremy and I went with, Robert, and his wife Linda. To make a long story short, Jeremy loves to fish and so does Linda, I surely don't, I find it boring, not to mention it kind of makes me sick watching the worm put on the hook. I hate worms but I still think it's cruel putting them on a hook like that. Robert is ok with fishing but the boat we rented was small it really was intended for only two people. I didn't want to go that is for sure, I intended to just lay out in the sun and read a book. Robert said he wasn't in the mood, at first Linda was somewhat apprehensive about going, but like I said she loves to fish. After a lot of prodding and encouragement from Robert and Jeremy she decided she'd go.

After we saw Jeremy and Linda off, Robert and I decided to go for a swim, we were both in our suits anyway. After the swim I grabbed my overnight bag and told Robert I was going to the bathhouse for a shower. Robert told me that he needed one to, so he'd come along. When we finally did get to the bathhouse it was packed, people waiting their turns to get in. Robert said if I didn't mind the walk we could go to the bath house at the far end of the park as that end of the park was closed. Robert knew the camp ranger and he was sure that he could get the key. After doing so we headed to that one.

It really wasn't a long walk, maybe twenty minutes. Arriving at the bathhouse Robert couldn't get the key to the woman's part to work, and after some discussion we both decided that we'd take turns in the men's. I told Jeremy to take his first, after he went in, he stuck his head back out of the door and told me to come in to. He said that the shower area was separate so it was safe for me to come in. I decided I'd brush my teeth in the vanity area while he took his shower. While I was brushing my teeth I realized that I could see Robert in the mirror, if he had picked any of the other shower heads, then the first one, I could not have. Robert has a great body, very muscular shoulder and chest with nice abs, muscular legs, nice strong V shaped back with a really tight bum to match. I hadn't realized how nice his buns really were until that moment in time, but it wasn't his buns that intrigued me, as he turned around I was amazed by how big his penis was, he was big and he was still soft, it wasn't so much that he was long but even from that distance I could see how thick he was. Robert started to get hard, so I realized he knew I was watching him, if he hadn't picked that time to asked me to throw him his shampoo bottle, I may not have acted, but even before that thinking about seducing him. I'd wanted him for a long time, he was naked, and we had privacy. Truth is I had been getting wet on the walk over to this bathhouse thinking that something like this just might happen. Jeremy did cross my mind once but I told myself he may be trying to seduce Linda at this very moment. I didn't really believe that but it helped.

Picking up the bottle I turned and walked into the shower room taking my bikini off as I went. It just all seemed so natural to seduce him right here in the shower. We embraced, and kissed then Robert, still having the soap in his hand, started to wash me, it was as if this wasn't something new but something we'd done a thousand times before. It was so sensual, the slickness of his soapy hands running over my body, caressing my breast, then going between my legs as I pressed my vulva into one hand, while he washed my anus with his other, the stimulation was getting me so wet. His sliding to his knees, then washing my legs. I love a foot massage but under normal circumstances it's not a turn on, but his washing my feet was. When he washed my hair every single inch of my body tingled.

When he finally finished cleaning, touching, caressing and kissing every single inch of my body, I took the soap from him. I cleaned him the same way he had me, his skin felt so smooth, his muscles hard to the touch. I was aroused by the smell and taste of his clean skin as I rinsed, then kissed every inch of his body as he had mine. Slipping to my knee I cleaned his legs and feet, kissing both as he had mine. Only after every other part had been cleaned did I concentrate on his genitalia. As I washed them, I realized that Robert wasn't that much longer then Jeremy maybe an inch, but he was so much bigger around close to twice Jeremy's size.

The effect of his thickness had given him the appearance of being much longer. Robert's testicles were so much bigger then Jeremy's too. When Jeremy is hard his testicles make a small little sack that hangs close to his body, Robert hung low and felt heavy as I lifted and gentle caressed them. I do love Jeremy, every inch of him, but when I put my fingers around Robert's penis I couldn't help liking the feel of his thickness better, this is horrible I couldn't help but like the feel of all of Robert's body more then Jeremy's, Jeremy had never been muscled and hard like Robert is.

After Robert was completely rinsed I started to kiss the head of his penis, working my way down the shaft to his balls, then back up to the head, finally placing it between my lips. I wouldn't say I had to stretch my lips but he did feel so much bigger, and at first I wasn't sure if I'd be able to take him all, I'd only been doing that for Jeremy for a short time. I went slow, sucking and running my tongue around the head of his penis. Then I started to stroke his penis with my mouth, as I did so Robert put his hands on the back of my head. One thing I hate is when Jeremy gets out of control and tries to force the pace, Robert did not do that, it was as if he sensed that would spoil the moment. With each downward stroke I took more and more of Robert's penis into my mouth until I could feel my lips against his pubic hair.

It is then I felt Robert stiffen and I knew he would shortly be ejaculating. Jeremy didn't taste that great, and after I learned to deep throat, I'd keep him deep inside so I'd have very little taste but I wanted to taste Robert, I wanted to know if he'd taste the same as Jeremy, I knew he wouldn't. I moved my lips to the head of his penis, where I bobbed up and down very fast, then with my right hand I started to stroke him in rhythm with the movement of my head, while putting the index finger of my left hand into his anus, something I'd read on the internet that men loved, at least those who would let you do it to them, something Jeremy wouldn't. Robert started to groan, then started this uncontrollable urge to have intercourse with my mouth. As I said earlier I find this offensive, but I didn't, somehow I knew that his doing so now was need driven and something he couldn't contain, knowing that turned me on even more then I already was. It took much longer then I had expected when I finally felt his first spasm, he filled my mouth with his seed, then another and another, faster and in greater quantity then I could possible swallow.

I hadn't make the wrong choice Robert's seed really did taste good, not at all musky like Jeremy's was, it was salty but at the same time sweet to the taste. I had suspected Robert would taste good, I read that how a man tastes is completely dependent on what he eat. Robert was very much into the whole health scene, it isn't just working out, and lifting weights that made Robert's body so fantastic, it included what he eats and drinks. He did not eat any meats, he does not smoke, nor does he drink coffee, soft drinks or any other of the numerous things that are bad for a person but we love so well, and although he did drink alcohol it was not an everyday thing for him.

I was surprised by Robert's next action, he pulled me to my feet while his sperm was still in my mouth and started to kiss me, then licked what was on my chin and lips. Jeremy on the other hand won't even kiss me until I wash my mouth out and clean what ever has leaked on to my face. I found Robert's actions to be remarkable sensuous, I'm not sure I wouldn't have had an orgasm just from the effect it was having on me if Robert hadn't taken my hand and lead me to the vanity counter. Lifting me on to the counter he got on his knees and started to give me oral sex. I didn't really expect much, but this was different, he spent more time on my lips and ran his tongue inside of my vagina, then up around my clitoris then back to my lips, slowing increasing my arousal, bringing me to a point where I lusted for contact with my clitoris. When he started to lick my anus I just about came on the spot. Jeremy had never tried that and I'm almost sure that if he had I would have stopped him but this was not the same as being with Jeremy, more carnal, more lustful, I suppose in a way wicked, sinful. Adultery is sinful isn't it, at least at first. I think our real desires come out in that kind of a situation, we are already in the act of doing something we consider immoral, so what ever other forbidden wants we have don't seem so bad.