A Dilemma - Love or Lust? Pt. 03

They couldn't stop kissing, but at last they broke away.

"Lunch time." She said handing him a sandwich and drink.

They sat talking as they ate. They conversed so easily, it was as if they had known each other for months. They were so at ease in each other's company.

Food over, they snogged again long and hard. It was getting very heated between them.

He saw her staring at his crotch. "Yes, I really want you. I can't hide it." He said.

"Oh baby, I really want you too, but I just need a little longer." She said, gently stroking his face and kissing his lips.

"Let's see where Sunday takes us." She said.

They carried on kissing a while longer, then eventually packed up their rubbish and headed back to work.

"I'll meet you at 5.30 for the station." He said before walking back to the warehouse.

***

Julian was now back home. He had travelled on the train home with Emma. Neither able to stay apart from each other. They didn't care about people around them as they kissed. He couldn't get enough of her and he wanted her so badly.

He had to admit, he really liked her. He wasn't sure why exactly, but they really gelled. His plan had been to get her into bed before his trip then simply ignore her when he got back home. But now he really wasn't so sure he wanted that. He was beginning to feel he wanted to see more of her. But where did that leave Kara and Claire? Christ, his life was getting complicated.

He had been in touch with Kara and arranged to see her Saturday. But now Claire was asking too. It would be good to have a hot fuck with her. His desire and lust for Emma needed satisfying somehow if he couldn't yet have her.

"Ok I'll see you Friday after work." He told her.

"Are you going to stay?" She asked.

"Probably."

It depended how things went with her, but chances were that once he got hold of those tits he'd want to play with them all night, and screw her all night. He wasn't seeing Kara until Saturday afternoon, so he'd have plenty of time.

And then Sunday. Well he felt excited about that. He was feeling more and more confident Emma would soon give in and let him have her. A fresh new screw was always exciting.

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Julian had continued to see Emma at work and actually felt disappointed he wasn't seeing her until Sunday. And of course she was a secret. He would have liked his friends to meet her, but how was that possible? Chris was already annoyed he was still fucking Claire but if he knew he had yet another bit of pussy on the go, he'd be furious.

Anyway, he was readying himself for Claire's.

"Don't wait up for me." He told his parents.

They didn't even ask who he was seeing. His mother fearful he was getting more attached to that awful little slut, Claire. She could see the idea of the lovely Kara as her daughter in law slowly going out the window. She just couldn't understand what was going wrong between them.

He left his car parked outside Claire's apartment. She buzzed him in.

"Fuck you look hot." He said as he grabbed hold of her and snogged her hard.

She wore a see through black short robe, revealing her sexy black underwear beneath. A black demi cup bra with her huge tits rippling over the top. A tiny black thong and stockings and suspenders.

"Let's go to bed." He said.

"No not yet. I've ordered Chinese. It'll be here in five mins."

"Oh. Ok."

"Pour out the wine, then you can collect it from the delivery guy when he comes."

They sipped at their glasses for a short while until at last the food arrived. Claire put it on the table then slipped off the robe. Julian couldn't take his eyes off her delicious creamy melons.

"Now strip down to your shorts. Then we can eat."

They both sat half naked at the table with their chopsticks, giggling whenever they dropped noodles or beansprouts on their near naked bodies. A noodle had attached itself to Claire's left nipple, which Julian was quick to gobble up before sucking hard on her breast.

They ate, drank and talked.

"So what have you been up to? How's the job?" She asked.

"Fine. Manual work, so quite tiring. But ...."

"But what?"

"I've met a fit bird. Emma. She's the receptionist."

"And? Have you fucked her yet?"

"I've only just met her."

"So?"

"Not everyone's like you. But I did take her out. And then we had oral sex."

"Nice! You can tell me all about it later in bed. How she sucked your cock and how you ate her wet pussy. I want to know the details. Very sexy.

So what's she like. Describe her. Is she sexy and horny like me? Are her tits as big as mine?"

"She's blonde and very attractive. Yes she's very sexy and possibly very horny too, but I don't know yet as she's holding back. She knows I want to fuck her but she needs to know me better first. Oh and yes, she does have very nice tits. Not as big as yours but still very nice."

"So she needs to know you better? Well you need to be careful. Don't get too involved. You could end up in deep water with her."

"No, I know. I plan to dump her when I go away. Just not contact her when I get back. Look, all I want is to fuck her. I don't want a relationship with her."

"Good. Oh and talking of fucking, Martin's been in touch again. He wants me to go to his flat in London and be part of his gorgy."

Julian tensed at the mention of his name. But what could he say while he was with Kara and hopefully soon to be screwing Emma?

"Gorgy? What the hell is that?"

"His girl orgy. Three or four girls and him. It sounds like fun so I'm going to join in."

Julian said nothing. Claire could tell he was jealous, but then what about him and Emma? She wasn't thrilled about that and of course Kara as well. But hopefully Emma would be a two minute wonder and once he'd had her, that would be the end of it.

"Come on baby let's go to my room. I want you to fuck me now." She said.

They disappeared into her bedroom and Julian quickly removed her bra. Her enormous tits spilling out at him. God he loved them. They were so luscious to hold and play with. He took her gorgeous nipples deep into his mouth.

And after the frustrating time spent with Emma he felt desperate to fuck Claire.

He bent her over her bed and literally ripped off her panties, then opening her ass he licked and kissed her tight puckered hole.

"I want your tight ass." He said, as he pushed his finger inside, loosening her up.

And before long he was rubbing oil into her hole and all along the length of his rigid large cock.

He slowly began to push the head of his cock inside her tight entrance. Both of them groaning as he opened her up.

"Oh shit you're big J." She said as he filled her.

Her hands clung to the sheets as he started to fuck her back and forth. And now she was groaning, screaming. He pulled out.

"Lay on your back." He instructed.

He opened her legs wide and slowly slipped inside her ass again. She put her fingers to her clit as he fucked her hard, over and over.

"Oh my God!" She screamed.

Julian watched her. Her enormous breasts lolloping and rippling. She looked delicious, and now she screamed as her juices began to squirt. She was coming, spraying, screaming.

"Fuck you sexy little slut!" He said as he withdrew, spraying his white sticky cum all over those gorgeous tits.

***

They lay in bed together, kissing and cuddling, talking.

"Tell me about the girl." She said. "So she's blonde and gorgeous. How old is she?"

"Er nineteen I think."

"And she's not a virgin?"

"No. I don't know how many she's slept with, but she had a boyfriend who recently cheated on her then dumped her for the other girl."

"How cruel, but then you know all about cheating. In fact you'll be cheating on her too unless you've told her about Kara and me."

"Well not completely. I said we hang out together from time to time."

"Oh dear. That's not quite the truth is it?" She said as she pushed her large rippling breasts against him.

"So tell me what you did with her. Did you suck her tits and play with them like you do with mine?"

"Yes."

"Show me how. Imagine you're sucking her tits now."

He lifted them up, kissing them all over before sucking long and hard on her luscious pink nipples."

"Mmmm that's good, she must have enjoyed that. I can picture you with them in your mouth.

And her pussy, what was that like? Waxed like mine? Pierced clit, surgically altered cunt lips?"

"Waxed beneath, but a neat little triangle of soft light hair. No clit piercing and gorgeous large lips."

"You like big lips?"

"I like all kinds of lips. But I love to suck and nibble labia."

"So show me what you did to her."

"I parted her legs wide like this then kissed her patch of fur before making my way to her lips."

He kissed her pussy then started to softly lick her opening, all around the rim. No lips concealing it.

"Oh yes, that feels nice. Suck my clit now. Did you suck hers?"

"Yes of course."

"And did she come?"

"Yes."

"Then make me come." She said as she spread her legs wide and held his head between them.

He licked and sucked her little pink nub as he fucked her cunt with his fingers. She pressed hard against his tongue, her piercing rubbing against him. She groaned as he lavished her clit.

"Oh fuck baby I'm gonna come." She said as she strained and juddered hard against him.

Her girl juice squirting in his face. He carried on licking and sucking. Swallowing it all down.

"I bet she didn't come like that." She said.

"No, you're right. A much quieter and less messy affair." He laughed.

***

Julian had fucked Claire all night on and off, but now it was late morning and he was back home. His thoughts now turned to Kara. He had arranged to meet her around 6pm to go out for a drink before getting something to eat. They would then go back to her place as her parents were out until late.

He really wished he could fuck her like he did Claire. He wished he could get her to come out of herself. Perhaps if he got her a bit tipsy that might help.

His phone pinged. It was a message from Dave.

'Hiya mate. Having a few friends round tomorrow as mum and dad are away. Do you fancy coming with Kara?'

He had already arranged to meet Emma. But maybe he could take her. Dave wouldn't tell Kara. He knew how to keep his secrets.

'Yeah sure, but I'll be bringing someone else though.'

'Claire?'

'Nope. A new bird I've met at work.'

'Really? You naughty boy! Look forward to meeting her.'

Dave already knew Julian was seeing Claire secretly, but another one as well? His friend was turning back into the bad boy he used to be. It looked like their trip together was going to be a blast and hopefully involving plenty of women!

Julian's thoughts now turned to Emma. Perhaps he would get to have her at Dave's house. He knew he would let him use one of the spare bedrooms. He felt really excited at the prospect.

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Kara had arranged to meet Diane in town. They were doing some shopping together before having lunch.

Diane had just bought some gorgeous shoes and now they were headed to Hannah Winters, the sexy lingerie shop. Diane wanted to buy a sexy outfit for her birthday night with Chris.

Kara had never stepped inside the shop before. It was all too raunchy for her taste and sex toys were certainly not her thing. She couldn't envisage ever using anything like that with Julian. There was no need. They didn't need such things.

Diane was currently holding up a see thru crotchless body.

"Oh my God. Would you seriously wear that?" Kara asked.

"Yes, why not? It'll be fun."

"Julian would think I've turned into a slut if I wore anything like that."

Diane thought of him in the car with the unknown large breasted girl, with his hands all over her tits. Her friend needed to do something to stop him looking elsewhere if she wanted to hold on to him.

"Well maybe he would like it. Maybe you should buy something sexy too." She suggested. "Most guys like their women to be whores in the bedroom. Didn't someone famous once say?"

"Yes. Jerry Hall I think."

"Well there you are then. Let's both buy something sexy for our men!" Giggled Diane.

Kara wasn't sure, but maybe she'd give it a go. She had to try to be a bit more 'out there' as Julian had suggested. She would look through the rails and see what she could find. Hopefully something tastefully slutty!

***

Kara was getting ready for her date with Julian. She had finally settled on an underwired black lace and shiny vinyl one piece that fastened with snappers at the crotch. She'd had to shave herself quite a bit as it was very high cut.

She had never ever worn anything like this before. And although she nearly took it off, she did admit it made her feel rather sexy. And she knew Julian was bound to like it.

Oh well, in for a penny, in for a pound, she thought to herself!

"Julian's here. I'll send him up." Her mother shouted.

Thankfully she was dressed in her black t shirt and jeans. He would have no idea what surprise was in store!

"Hiya babes. You look nice." He said as he came towards her.

He noticed she wore heavier make up and her breasts appeared more prominent. A definite cleavage which she didn't normally have. She looked sexy in her tight t- shirt and jeans. His cock swelled.

He took her in his arms and kissed her hard. She felt his hard cock in her groin.

"You look different baby. What have you done?" He asked.

"Oh I changed my make up and I'm wearing something that pushes my boobs up."

"Let me see."

"No. Later. I'll reveal all then." She giggled.

"Well, whatever it is, you look hot."

She giggled. She was pleased he'd noticed.

They went to meet the others for a drink first before going out alone to eat.

"You look great." Whispered Diane. "Have you got it on?"

Kara smiled at her and nodded her head.

"Well I hope you have an enjoyable evening together." She winked.

***

They now sat at the table together just talking. It had been a week since they last saw each other and he had missed her. They always got on so well and after nearly two years they knew each other really well.

"So when are you starting this bar job?" Julian asked.

"Monday actually."

"And how many nights a week?"

"Most nights I'm afraid. But then you're too tired from your job to meet up, so I guess it won't make a lot of difference." She said.

That suited him. It would make it easier to see Emma and probably Claire too. Emma was his priority at the moment as he needed to show he was keen if she was going to trust him and let him fuck her.

"Well I hope you won't be too busy at weekends."

"They have asked me to work the odd Saturday. We'll see how it goes. If it's too much then I'll give it up. Mum and dad have given me money for my trip, so I'm doing this just to get a bit more cash behind me really."

"Yeah sure. I understand. And we're gonna have such a great time together when we're away." He said.

The odd Saturday would be useful as far as Emma was concerned. His parents may be going away for a bit, so he could even get her back to his house. If he hadn't screwed her already, it could be the perfect opportunity.

"Have you had enough to eat babe?"

"Yes I'm stuffed and actually I'm feeling quite tipsy!" She said.

Good, he thought.

"Ok. Well let's head back to your place. Your parents should have left by now, shouldn't they?"

"Yes probably."

Julian parked his car on the drive and Kara opened up the front door. The shrill beep of the alarm kicked in. Parents out. Good.

They walked into her lounge. He fancied having her on the carpet or perhaps on one the sofas. He was dying to see what she wore beneath.

Kara switched on a lamp, then lit some candles. It was very romantic.

"Do you want a drink?" She asked,

"No. I want you." He said as he pulled her towards him.

He kissed her gently at first, then more frantically. He really wanted her.

He unfastened her jeans,

"Let's go upstairs." She said.

"No, I want you here."

She started to complain.

"Shhhh. Just do as I say for once." He said, kissing her hard and pulling down her jeans. Then her top over her head.

"Fuck you look sexy. Where did this little outfit come from?" He asked.

"I went shopping with Diane. I bought it in Hannah Winters."

"Well you sexy little dark horse. You look great. I love it." He said as he ran his hands all over Kara's body.

He never thought he'd see the day that Kara would wear anything so overtly sexy. Soft black shiny vinyl and lace. Her tits pushed up high. He loved it. He loved her.

He kissed her hard then gently kissed her neck and tops of her breasts, before pulling down the cups to release her tits and delicious large nipples. Amazingly, Kara felt sexy too. Tipsy and light headed and definitely randy. She wanted to be ravished by him. She wanted him to fuck her.

She said something she'd never had the nerve to say before. "Fuck me Julian. I want you!" She groaned.

He couldn't believe it. At last!

He laid her on the carpet, then stripped off his clothes until he was completely naked. He knelt between her legs and unfastened the snappers of her vinyl crotch, opening up her bodysuit to reveal her partially shaved pussy. Christ!

Kara closed her eyes as Julian opened her legs wide and bent in to go down on her. He was enthusiastically licking her vulva. She tried to relax and enjoy. It felt good. She was writhing around on the soft carpet as he enjoyed her pussy and now pushing her hood back, his tongue gently teased her clitoris.

"That feels nice J." She said.

"Just relax baby and let yourself go. Come for me baby."

He carried on licking and sucking. Kara was groaning. She felt sexy in the body suit. It creaked and rustled as she moved. She began to push herself against his tongue. Detaching her thoughts from everything around her.

Trying not to think of how she wasn't perfect, How she had a tummy and smallish breasts. She thought of nothing but how sexy she felt in the vinyl body suit and Julian tonguing her pussy.

Then at last it happened. She started to stiffen then spasm as her first orgasm ever with Julian coursed through her body.

"I'm coming baby. You're making me come." She groaned breathlessly.

At last he thought. Julian wiped his face clean of her juices. He knew she wouldn't like his wet face on hers, then made his way to her breasts, sucking on her large hard nipples. He loved them.

"Take my cock baby." He said as he straddled her face.

She took hold of him with her right hand and ran her tongue up and down his length before finally taking him into her mouth. She had read online how to suck a man off and ran her hand up and down as she took him inside her mouth, sucking his sensitive crown as he dipped in and out of her.

In and out, back and forth over and over, controlling how much length she took in as he fucked her mouth. She didn't want to choke.

"Christ Kara, I'm gonna come baby." He groaned.

Quickly he withdrew from her then holding himself in his hand he sprayed his gloopy cum all over her breasts.

They lay wrapped together on the floor, kissing gently. He couldn't believe it. At last she had come and at last she had sucked him off. He cuddled her tightly. God he loved her.

***

They had gathered all their things and headed upstairs to Kara's bedroom. He had told her to keep the body suit on. It clearly made her feel sexy and gave her confidence. Perhaps hiding parts of her body she didn't want to expose.

They were laying in bed together, kissing, cuddling and talking.

"That was incredible baby. Did you enjoy it too?" He asked.

"Mmm I did."

"You look so sexy in this. Do you feel sexy?" He said as he stroked her shiny silky bodysuit.

"Yes it makes me feel hot and less, er ..... inhibited." She said.