Awakening Ch. 03: Planned Punishment

I watched as he opened the bag and took out some device. I had no clue what it was. If I had to describe it I would have called it an ear thermometer, but the tip was too big to fit in anyone's ear. He stood close to me and I wondered momentarily if it was going to hurt. For as much as I considered others weak, subs and Doms alike, I really didn't like pain. A flicker of sympathy sparked in his eyes and my worry grew when he suddenly pressed the tip of the device straight to my clit. He pressed it there firmly whilst he stood way to close to me, looking me straight in the eyes.

I heard a buzzing, which quickly grew louder, and at the same time a shudder ran through me as intense pleasure filled me. I had no idea what that thing was doing but that certainly wasn't pain. I moaned deeply, closing my eyes. I pressed my hips up to meet it, wanting more of what it brought and I shifted to try and find the best possible position. Oddly enough, Kaim let me.

He pressed some buttons and the intensity grew. So did the noises I was making. Quicker than I would've thought possible I felt the familiar feeling of my orgasm building. I grasped the chains of my cuffs again and threw my head back, breathing fast and shallow as it hit me. The buzzing grew softer, blissfully prolonging my orgasm. When it stopped and I opened my eyes I struggled to focus them.

I smiled lazily, but got no smile in return. "One," he only said and suddenly the device started up again. I jerked away from it, my clit more sensitive than it had been and groaned, but Kaim wrapped his arm around my lower back and pulled me back against his hand. I had no time to think about what he was doing. I was torn between wanting to meet the sensations and trying to get away from them.

Quicker than I thought was possible I felt another orgasm building and I began to shake my head, my teeth clenching together tightly as all the muscles in my lower half tightened. I cried out as I came again, cunt muscles clenching around nothing and my muscles finally relaxed again.

The device stopped. Kaim looked into my eyes and I silently pleaded with him. I could not do seven more, I just could not. His face was hard as he pressed it against me again. It had not turned on yet, but just feeling the silicon hitting the sensitive nub was enough to make me jerk. It shifted until I realized it wasn't actually touching my clit anymore, then it began again.

I cried out as he rapidly turned up the intensity of whatever that thing was doing, tears springing up in my eyes as I furtively tugged my legs against their bonds to try and close them. It was no use. It took longer this time, the slight pain eventually giving way to pleasure again as he took another orgasm from me. I hung against the cross rather than standing now. My legs turning to jelly.

I was breathing heavily, trying to regain my composure, but it was no use. He continued, again and again, until even though my body spasmed in orgasm, I felt pain and wanted it to stop. My mind was clouded and my mouth dry. When the seventh one had subsided a litany of whispers fell from my lips. "Please no more, please. I'm sorry, I can't take this anymore, please.."

He removed the hated device then and my lips began to tremble. He wrapped an arm around me higher, resting his forehead against mine. I began crying in earnest now, fatigue taking its toll as relief swept over me. It was over, finally. His thumb brushed across my cheek, wiping tears away. He kissed me. A gentle, sweet kiss that I hadn't thought him capable of, whilst his hand stroked my hair. When he stopped, I took a deep breath.

He leaned back again, looking at me and for a moment I thought I saw regret in his eyes. Then it was gone.

"You just earned yourself another." He said and I felt my limbs go numb. No. No, no, no, he wouldn't.. but even as I thought it he held me firmly again and began again. Each new orgasm took longer than the last one and each time I thought I would not be able to ever come again, but he would wait a moment, dial it back in intensity, or back up and each time he'd rip another from my body. When he had finally reached the count of ten, he tossed the infernal device on his bag and looked at me again.

I hung limply against the cross. My legs only barely holding me up and the cuffs, despite being padded, bit into wrists. My fingers were tingling. My eyes were burning from the tears they'd shed. I couldn't focus, couldn't form a single thought.

"I think you may have learnt a lesson tonight.." Kaim murmured. "But just to be sure, tell me what you've learned." I stared at him, uncomprehending. I opened my mouth but no words came out. He sighed. "I'll help you. Tonight was about teaching you respect and about your place in this world. And if you still have no respect for anyone else, then you best begin by showing me some. No more lies, no more deceit. You will obey me, yes?"

I nodded, not feeling capable of anything else. "Tell me what you've learned." He repeated.

I worked my tongue to try and get some moisture in my mouth. My shoulders screamed, my hips and lower back ached and I just wanted him to let me loose.

"Respect. I will respect you and obey you." I said in a weak voice.

He studied me. "That will have to do for now."

Finally, finally he came over to me and started to undo the cuffs. I sank against him, not even ashamed of not being able to stand. He guided me over to the chair and I sat down, closing my eyes, whilst I listened to the sound of him putting stuff away. After a few minutes I didn't feel quite so awful anymore and I straightened, opening my eyes again. Damien had come over and they were looking at each other, not saying anything. I wondered what was going on, when Damien spoke.

"I haven't had my ten minutes yet..."

My blood ran cold at his words and the look on his face. Surely Kaim would say no, that I'd had enough? Surely... but Kaim only stared, his gaze furious, but he got up and left without another word. I swallowed. The temperature in the room seeming to drop several degrees as I was left alone with Damien.

"Don't be so frightened.. it's only ten minutes.."

I would've run if I could have, but I don't think my legs would have cooperated. I just stared.

"Cat got your tongue? I remember you being much mouthier. I prefer this. Back up against the cross, back to me."

I hesitated. Should I safeword, was this worth it? But no. Safe wording to Kaim seemed one thing. I would not give Damien the pleasure of breaking me. So I got up and stood against the cross once more. Gripping the chains with my hand when I realized he wasn't going to cuff me. I hung my head as I waited, but I didn't have to wait long.

A line of fiery pain lit up my ass, just a split second before my brain registered the swish and the sound of impact from what I presumed to be a cane. Another split second later I heard a hoarse yell escape my mouth. My hands clenched around the chains, my toes curling into the floor as I braced myself. A second blow landed and I shook my head, trying to dislodge the pain. He was not being gentle.

I tried to breathe deeply, tried to stay calm, but the day had taken its toll and my emotions were raw. I screamed as he hit me again, then my legs, then my back. As he landed another swat on my ass I couldn't take it anymore and turned around, hiding the inflamed parts of me and looking at him with red rimmed eyes.

"Turn back around." Was all he said, but fear gripped me hard and I shook my head. He shrugged and I watched paralyzed as he lifted the cane again and wrenched another scream from me as it fell on my breasts. I wanted to curl up, to get away, but I wasn't fast enough as he struck my legs, my breasts again. I dropped to the ground, scrambling back against the cross, my legs pulled up.

He dropped the cane and rushed over to me, his hands wrapping around my throat as he pushed me down to the floor. I lifted my arms, unable to comprehend what was happening, blackness creeping in at the edges of my vision. In panic my hands gripped at his forearm, but he was too strong. I remember flailing my legs and hearing him say "Now that's more like what you deserve," before blissful darkness took me completely.

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A soft roar and gentle vibrations made their way into my consciousness. I opened heavy lidded eyes and saw the inside of a car. I was in the backseat. Kaim was driving. I closed my eyes again and let the movements of the car lull me back to sleep.

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The next time I opened my eyes I wasn't moving and I recognized my own bed. I had no idea what time it was, but I was so tired. Kaim was sitting on the edge of the bed. I blinked at him slowly.

"Rest," he murmured. "And stay home tomorrow, alright? That's an order."

I nodded again. Rest seemed good. Sleep. I closed my eyes again.