Birthday Pool Party Ch. 23

Ian's arms tighten around me, but he doesn't say anything. He holds me for several minutes as I cry against him. When I'm all cried out, I look up at him with red-rimmed eyes. He's looking at me with affection and support. He's so great.

"I'm here for you, Kayla." he whispers. I can tell he's overwhelmed with emotion, shock, anger at my rapist, and support for me.

"I know you are. Thank you." I reply, kissing his chest. "Anyway, um, after Keith raped me, I went a little crazy."

"Crazy how?" Ian asks. "And Keith Strulk?"

"Yeah, him." I admit. "I started going to parties and sleeping around. I even, I even let two guys have me at once."

"Oh." he says.

"Yeah..." I mumble. "And there's more."

"Tell me." he whispers. "I'm not judging you. I'm here for you."

"Lexi confronted me about my behavior because I wasn't acting like myself. I started having dreams about group sex and stuff, and part of me wanted to get gang-banged, but Lexi encouraged me to follow my heart and find love." I explain.

"Sounds like she's a great friend." Ian says, holding me close.

"She is." I say before taking a deep breath. "So are Hazel, Marcia, and Ashley. In fact, we bonded really closely over everything. We made love. We still do."

"You're bi?" he asks.

"I guess I am." I acknowledge. "And I don't want to stop having sex with them. Even if we're together."

"Oh." Ian says again, clearly overwhelmed.

"I understand if you don't want to see me anymore." I tell him sincerely.

"Kayla?" he asks after a minute of silence.

"Yeah?" I inquire.

"You won't touch any guys if we're together, will you?" he wonders.

"No! I don't care if I have more dreams, I won't do it. Only you. I just, I really need my girls." I say.

"Then, I think I can handle it. As long as there are no other guys in the picture." Ian says.

"Really?" I look up at him with affection.

"Really." he says as he leans in and kisses my lips.

We softly kiss for several minutes. I feel so much affection for Ian. He's overwhelmed, but he is accepting of everything that I've been through. He's here for me, with no judgment, just support and affection.

"Kayla?" Ian breaks the kiss to ask.

"Yes?" I reply.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" he wonders.

"Yes, Ian. I will." I answer with a huge grin.

We kiss again, making out for almost an hour. At one point, Ian offers to return the favor, but I tell him not yet. We'll work up to that. I'm tempted to let him finger me, but I decide it's best to wait for now.

After we're done kissing, we slowly get dressed. Ian looks at me and pouts when my breasts disappear inside my black bra. I just stick out my tongue at him. Life is good. I have a boyfriend who accepts me for me.

"Hello, lovebirds!" Lexi chirps when we enter the main living room holding hands.

"Hi, Lexi." Ian replies with a smile.

"He knows everything." I state happily.

"Oh yeah?" Lexi says. "So, he knows you stick your tongue in my twat?"

"Lexi!" I hiss. "This is still new to him."

"It's okay, Kayla. I'm good." Ian says before turning to Lexi. "We're a couple now."

"Really? That's great!" Lexi exclaims, clapping her hands.

"It is." I wholeheartedly agree.

The three of us do homework for a little while while watching television. We're also chatting, so not a lot of actual studying gets done. Still, we're all straight A students, so we can get the assignments done without focusing too hard.

"I'm home!" Daddy announces as he walks into the main living room. "Oh, hi Ian! How are you?"

"Hi, Daddy!" I exclaim.

"Hey, Baby!" Lexi says.

"Hello, Sir." Ian stammers, his face red. He's obviously nervous around Daddy after what happened this afternoon.

"Are you staying for dinner?" Daddy asks politely.

"If that's okay?" Ian replies.

"Of course!" Daddy answers.

The four of us head down to dinner a few minutes later. It's delicious as always, and Ian and I tell Daddy that we're dating. He says he's very happy for us. Lexi makes her usual inappropriate comment and I flip her off. Everything is going smoothly.

After dinner, I take Ian home. We hold hands on the drive. He invites me in and I spend a few minutes chatting with Susan and Ian Sr. politely. We tell Ian's parents that we're a couple, and they seem happy about it.

Susan hugs me goodbye and I drive home. As I walk toward my bedroom, I press my ear against Lexi and Daddy's bedroom door to listen to Lexi getting boned for a minute. Damn, she can really get loud.

Entering my bedroom, I strip down to my birthday suit and climb into bed. I text with Ian for a little while before wishing him goodnight. After practicing meditation, I fall asleep. No more dreams of getting gang-banged, I only dream of Ian. I know I won't have dreams like that anymore.