Bonnie's Diary Pt. 07: Authentic

Finally, they released me and laid me down on the carpet still gagged. I was still twitching and panting like a used toy much to their delight. James locked a pair of leather cuffs on my wrists and another on my ankles. Then he cuffed each wrist to the corresponding ankle and spread me wide open to my humiliation. Tilting my head up from the ground so I was looking down my spread eagle legs at the camera, he started finger fucking me without a word. At this point I was putty in their hands and offered no resistance. I jerked and moaned into the gag as he fingered me while Karen took the pictures from various positions.

He went fast and hard and within minutes I found myself panting and close to orgasm again. My body acted on its own as I arched my back and shoved my firm tits straight into the air. That was when I felt a sharp pain on my nipples and I screamed loudly into the gag. I looked up and saw the makeup woman snapping on a pair of alligator clamps right on my hard nipples connected by a chain. James kept relentlessly finger-fucking me as he tugged on the chain, stretching my nipples while I screamed and thrashed. Karen took every shot she could, from between my legs to my grimacing face as my tits were pulled up by the chain. When I came, it hit me so hard I couldn't stop pulling tightly against my bond.

Then they uncuffed my wrists from my ankles and recuffed them behind my back before inserting a huge butt plug into my anus. Bending me over on my knees with my face on the floor facing back at the camera, Karen told me the next few shots will be for various whips. I whimpered at the thought as the makeup woman returned, dressed in nothing but knee high latex boots and a leather corset. Standing at nearly 6 feet tall with her black hair tied in a high bun and her fucking incredible model toned body, she was an intimidating dominatrix.

She started with the cattail flogger and whipped me hard as I cried and moaned. My body was overly sensitive from the orgasms and she did not hold back at all. They wanted authenticity on my face, showing what kind of pain this item could bring out. Next she used a mini bullwhip and it stung the most. I jerked and flinched at each lash while tears rolled down my cheeks. By the end of this session after a few more types of whips, my makeup was smeared by my tears and my ass was lashed with red welts. Karen was most impressed with the shots and complimented me before saying, "Now, you're ready."

Without giving me a break, they removed everything and had me put on the leather body harness again and sitting like a dog looking at James holding the chain leash around my neck. I gave him the look they wanted, a sad pathetic broken bitch with my tear glossed eyes. James took out a large milk bone and put it in my mouth as Karen took several photos. The authentic visual was complete, I was a pet slave at the mercy of her masters and mistresses.

Then she said the next item was something called a cock ring? I had no idea what it was until James took off his thong and put the cock ring on his fucking thick monstrous cock. Karen took several shots of my shocked face with the cock right in front of my eyes. Then she said to me, "Ok, suck the cock."

I looked at her with my eyes wide in disbelief and hesitated. But truth is, my body was already submissively theirs, burning in pain and pleasure. She was right, I was ready. I was not a photoshoot model anymore, but a fuck slave, that's as authentic as these shots going to be. Softly, I whimpered, "Yes, mistress," before stretching my lips around James' engorged cock with my eyes staring right into his. When I unhinged my jaw, I was finally able to get the whole cockhead into my mouth. Karen immediately told me to hold still as she took shots from various angles.

When she had the shots she wanted, she looked at me with a smile and said, "Well, I got all the shots I needed for this item. But... go ahead... have some fun. I know you want to. It's better than a rubber cock right? So enjoy it, James doesn't mind."

Her words... angered me, because she was so right. It was no longer about the photoshoot at that point, I was cock hungry and I wanted nothing but to gorge myself on the hard meat lodged in my mouth. Without any further instructions, I found myself bobbing my head back and forth, taking in his meat until it hit the back of my throat. James just stood there looking down on me with his arms crossed like I was his submissive bitch.

After several minutes, I felt a pair of hands on my ass pulling me into position on all fours. Immediately I pull off James' cock and saw the makeup woman about to pump a huge black strap-on into my cunt. Reality came back to me a bit—being used by a machine is one thing, sucking a cock is another. However, now they were literally going to fuck me and I had to stop. I reached back with my hand pleading desperately, "Wait... wait... aren't we going a bit too far?"

Without a response, the woman grabbed both my arms as my cunt lips slipped right onto her huge black strap-on. The moment it penetrated me, I couldn't help but close my eyes and whispered a slow satisfied, "FFFffffuuuucccckkkkk."

Then holding both my arms for leverage, she pumped me in hard forceful thrusts as I grunted and moaned with my eyes closed. Karen never stopped taking pictures as this woman fucked whatever resistance I had left in me. As I senselessly took the gigantic rubber cock, James grabbed my hair and fed his cock back into my mouth, this time all the way into my throat as I gagged.

I was rocking back and forth like a meat on a skewer when Karen came over smiling at me. Looking at her from the corner of my eyes as I took the double stuffing, I squealed when she held up what looked like clamps with weights attached to them. Then without saying another word, she snapped each one to my nipples as I jerked and screamed on James' cock. Oh shit, the weights pulling down on my tits as they pummeled my body on two ends sent me into a frenzy. I squealed and grunted, thrusting my own body faster as I felt the pain and pleasure pulling down on my nipples.

James couldn't hold it in when my orgasmic screams vibrated across his fat cock. Pulling out of my mouth, he jerked his hot sticky cum until my face was utterly and completely covered. The woman then put me on my back and continued fucking my cunt while pulling my cum covered lips to hers by the chain leash and made out with me. Then taking off the weighted clamps, she squeezed both my irritated nipples hard as she pumped me into another orgasm. I gasped and arched my back while she relentlessly drove that huge black strap-on deep into my cunt before finally pulling out and the session ended.

I was nearly passed out as I rested before hearing a man's voice. Opening my eyes, I saw Karen talking to David, "Hey, so you changed your mind? James couldn't hold it in, we were going to take a break while he recuperated but if you want to take over, we can continue to the next items."

David was as giddy as a schoolboy while staring down on my ravaged flesh. I suppose he had never gone this far with Karen before and looked a bit surprised. Suddenly, James grabbed my hair and secured a harnessed dildo on my face. One end went into my mouth until it hit the back of my throat, while the other end protruded out a good solid 8-10 inches. Then pulling me by the chain leash, he led me on all fours like a bitch to a chair where the makeup lady was waiting with her legs open. Without pausing, James shoved the other end into her cunt and gave my ass a hard slap. Obediently, I started throbbing back and forth on my knees as she held the chain leash, fucking her cunt with the dildo in my mouth as Karen snapped various shots.

When she took a POV shot from the woman's position looking at my face with the harnessed dildo, she gave a disapproving look and signaled David, "Your turn to motivate her."

The moment I felt David's hands on my round ass, I knew my cunt was about to be fed a real cock. Maybe 30 minutes ago I would've still objected, but at this point, I was aching for one and moaned greedily when he penetrated me. Then holding my ass in place, he pumped me right into the woman as I rocked back and forth like a good meat slave. Karen was most pleased with my new expression and complimented me before continuing the shots. I was about to cum again when they stopped and put me on my back on top of the carpeted floor.

As the woman rode the dildo in my mouth while facing my body, David spread my legs apart and continued fucking me with his long hard meat. I was losing my mind again as they pounded me like a worthless bitch when suddenly I felt a sharp pain on my nipples and my clit! It felt like alligator clamps again and when all 3 of them were yanking up, I knew they were all attached to a chain. Whoever was tugging it, did so with the rhythm of the fucking until my body couldn't help but arched and thrashed in orgasmic joy.

I felt the woman's juice spraying all over my face as she came moaning wildly. After she got off, she removed the harness dildo and left the room. David was still holding my legs apart and fucking me hard when I noticed Karen was gone too. Curious, I looked at him and asked, "The session is over... why are you still fucking me?"

Without a word, he leaned down and grabbed my neck with both hands while increasing his thrusts. Then staring right into my eyes he replied, "Man... I wanted to fuck you the moment we did that lingerie session. I could tell what an incredible fuck you are. Come on bitch, say you love my cock."

The whole session they had conditioned me into an obedient slave and his forcefulness only pushed me further as I found myself whimpering, "I love your cock... master... fuck me... fuck your bitch slave..."

When he removed his hands and leaned back, I suddenly noticed James was back and his fat cock was hard again right in my face. Looking right down at me, he asked, "What do you want me to do with this?"

Fucked into a senseless state, I looked up and begged like a pathetic whore, "Shove it into my throat please? Stretch my mouth with your cock, master."

Grabbing the back of my neck, he lifted it and tilted my head until my face was upside down before slowly stretching my lips around his monstrous cock. Once he had the whole thing deep in my throat, he started pumping in rhythm with David. I groaned mindlessly as the two men ravaged me with their meats like wild animals. When they picked up their speed, James shouted out, "I ain't cumming from her mouth again, move over."

David quickly retorted, "Fuck you! I wanted this cunt for a while. Wait your turn!"

Apparently they didn't have much time, the mall was closing soon, else I would imagine they would've fucked me all night. Finally they agreed to a compromise as David picked me up still with his cock in me and lay down on the carpet. As I obediently rode him cowgirl, James locked both my elbows behind my back with one arm and then began stretching my anus with his spit covered cock. It was big and I whimpered as he slowly impaled me with it. After several minutes, he finally managed to squeeze the whole shaft in before savagely pounding the fuck out of my ass. As the two double fucked me, James shoved his fingers into my gasping mouth while David choked my neck again like a worthless cumslut. I thought they were going to rip me apart when they sped up, jackhammering the shit out of my fuck holes while I screamed, "Cum in me! Cum in the meat slave!"

After they both unloaded into me, they sat up and high fived each other before walking off, leaving me lying there lifelessly limp and gasping for air. Before leaving both James and David actually said it was great working with me and hoped to work with me again in the future. After cleaning up, again I met with Karen in the office. She smiled at me and asked, "Did you have fun with the boys?"

I nodded sheepishly before she got back to business and showed me every shot she took. Damn, I was wet just looking at myself in the photos being trained, degraded, fucked, and whipped. She chose 20 of them and paid me $300 each, the most money I've ever made in such a short amount of time. As I was getting up to leave, she then showed me shots of me being double fucked by the two men in the end.

Noticing my confusion she replied, "These are for you, obviously. They're not for the catalogues. I just wanted you to know how sexy and hot you looked while being fucked. If you like the amount you made today, my clients would pay you several more times the amount to do... this."

I couldn't believe it, all those rumors were true? Karen was offering me a job in the porn industry? She explained to me again there is a high demand for Asians and also amateurs and I should take advantage of the opportunity. This was more or less what Angela and Christina had told me back in the sorority days, using my body to gain advantage in the world. I was... tempted. I seriously thought about it, you know passing the tutoring job and just do this for a living. But again, this is not the direction I want to go with my life. What would mama think? What would Kaitlyn think? I mean, I can't even let them find out about this session. Hopefully they won't ever stumble upon a BDSM online shop or something. It was hard, but I knew it was the right choice. Karen said she will keep me on file in case I want to make more quick cash in the future. I'll think about it if they are just normal photoshoots.

I'll definitely think about it.

Jan 21th

So boo, next week I will be going in for orientation training with the tutoring company. This is still the path I want to take, despite all the temptation from Karen's offer. I want to start anew, burying the whole past—summer fest, all the craziness at the school, and the photoshooting sessions. Perhaps I just wanted to get it all out of my system before I start a new career, but when Karen called asking me to come in to the studio 2 days ago, I agreed. I ... honestly don't remember what I had hoped for. A little more extra cash doing normal shoots? Or was my body aching for more fuck? However, it ended up as one of the longest nights of my life.

When I entered Karen's office, I put my winter coat on the rack and sat in front of her desk in anticipation of my next assignment in my jeans and sweater. She had a slight guilty look before giving me a big smile and explained, "So... I have a confession to make. I didn't just take photos last time of you and the boys. I recorded a short video."

Immediately startled, I gasped in shame and asked her why and she continued, "Well, as I've said I wanted you to see yourself on video at first. However, since you were so reluctant to take the offer, I just didn't tell you about the video. However, I uhh... well... I did send it in to one of the adult film studios as an audition video."

There was a chill running down my spine at her words. In anger I shouted, "What the hell? You have no right to send that in without my permission!"

Immediately Karen tried to calm me down and then with a smile said to me, "Relax! Don't be embarrassed, they loved it. And they want to offer you a 1 time shooting for $10k. Are you interested? You don't have to do any paper work, as my photo studio will represent you as an agent."

Biting my lips at the thought of making $10,000 in a couple of hours, I seriously was tempted. Karen mentioned amateur Asian girls are rare and in high demand, but I never thought it would be this much. Still, you'd be proud of me Boo, I turned it down. Disappointed, Karen then said, "Ok, that's your choice if you don't want to. But how about this? They want to purchase the audition clip I already sent them, adding it to a collection of short clips they are about to release in a full video. Now because we shot it, they're actually making the offer to the studio. I will be paying all 3 of you $2000 a piece for the video. James and David already signed the agreement, it is just up to you now. All three of you have to agree for me to sell it."

I honestly did consider this one. Hey, it was already done, right? I didn't have to do anything except get paid. Yet the thought ran through my mind, there will be a video out there of me fucking two men for the public to see. It wouldn't just be some random clip floating on the internet, we're talking about a product here, merchandise. So again, with reluctance, I turned it down and told her I couldn't. For the first time in that office, Karen gave me a serious look and replied, "You do know, without your agreement we can't sell it so that means the studio, David, and James won't get paid."

With a big sigh, Karen got up from her desk and walked over to me. My body was shivering in nervousness as she leaned down from behind and rubbed my shoulders while saying to me, "Why are you here? Why did you come in today?"

Puzzled I replied, "What do you mean? You asked me in."

Moving her hands from my shoulders, she suddenly cupped my breasts as I gasped. Leaning down to my ears she whispered, "I remember your face when we used those toys on you, the look on your face when you took cock, but most of all, the look on your face when we ordered you around. I know your type and I know you come here to get fucked."

I whimpered a soft "no" before she tiled my head back and shoved her tongue into my mouth. Her sudden move had my body strangely aroused as I groaned in discomfort. As my body squirmed in the seat while she squeezed my tits, I gently sucked her tongue until she pulled her face up and let her spit drool right into my open mouth. However, despite it all, I straightened up and told her I couldn't sign the paper. Disappointed she sat back down and called the front desk, "Yeah she's not signing it."

Suddenly the door opened and James and David came in with the most serious look. Fear rushed over me as they approached and grabbed hold of me. Without even speaking, they picked me up and carried me like a rag doll over to the couch. As I struggled and pleaded, James bent me over the couch with my knees on the floor. Then while David covered my mouth, he held my wrists firmly behind my back and stripped my jeans and panties down to my knees. My heart was pounding in both fear and anticipation when a huge cock vibrator was presented in front of my eyes. Looking at James' devious grin, I whimpered like a lost puppy into David's hand. It was long, thick, and curved with a huge knob at the tip spiked with rubber pricks. From the handle it included a 2nd extension clit stimulator that was also spiked. When I felt that huge spiked head press open my cunt lips, I moaned in shame as I knew I was already wet.

They weren't fooling around. With a fistful of my hair and his hand covering my mouth, David angrily taunted me while James worked that vibrator hard into my defenseless cunt until I started to involuntarily buckle and groan with each thrust. The huge spiked head pushed deep into my womb combined with the stimulator hitting my sensitive clit with every thrust had me on fire in minutes. When he sped up and thrust it mercilessly into me, I couldn't help by cried into David's hand in shame as waves of pleasure overtook me.

When my body tensed up and was about to cum, James suddenly pulled out and slapped my ass with his palm. I was in agony, twitching and jerking without satisfaction. Fear hit me at this moment when I realized they were going to torture me until I break. With a fistful of my hair, David pulled my face up and angrily asked, "Are you going to be a good girl and sign the paper?"

In a somber voice, I squealed back a "no" before James immediately shoved the vibrator this time deep into my anus with the clit stimulator hitting my cunt opening. The rough rubber spikes stroking in and out of my rectum had me gasping like an insatiable whore. As I writhed in sexual agony, David held my face firmly down on the couch and milked my hardened nipples under my sweater. I was a fly trapped in their web, squirming fully under their sadistic control. Like before, James pulled the vibrator out of me the moment he sensed my approaching anal orgasm. With both my holes denied the satisfaction of cumming, I was crying like an injured animal. However, I was determined not to let them break me.