Dark Streets and Dark Urges

"Okay, thank you," Sarah said, with a sigh while accepting the boxes, as she had decided she would rather just take his offer than argue further.

"My pleasure," Leo responded, and followed her to the door watching her lovely ass along the way. Arriving, he opened it for her and said, "Thank you so much for dropping by. I certainly hope we'll see you again."

"Thank you," she answered, and exited into the parking lot.

Sarah quickly opened the door to the car throwing the contents she held onto the passenger seat, and for some reason, she felt more nervous in the car than she did in the store.

"Wow, that was strange," she thought as she drove away, with her body still trembling from the nervousness and excitement of the experience.

"You just gave her over a hundred bucks worth of stuff!" Wayne said as Leo came up to the counter.

"Shit asshole. That stuff cost me maybe $10 bucks tops. What do you think it's worth if she comes back?" his boss replied, as he started to laugh.

"You think she'll come back?" Wayne asked, a bit in awe of Leo's ways.

"You never know kid, you never know," he answered, as he turned and walked away.

Sarah had calmed down by the time she pulled into her driveway. She was now feeling guilty for going into the store and for taking the gifts offered by the disgusting owner. Going inside, she threw the packages on the kitchen counter vowing to throw them away then poured herself a large glass of wine which she quickly downed.

The wine calmed her nerves and she began giggling at the comedy of the encounter while she poured another glass. Feeling the start of a buzz, she caught herself looking at the packages which held the strange devices. It was so unlike her she thought, but the naughtiness continued to be exciting, and the wine was keeping the "good girl" away.

"What the hell," she suddenly announced as she drained the second glass, "Maybe it's something Copeland would like."

Sarah gathered the packages and went to the bedroom. She took her time undressing then put on her robe before sitting on the bed. The first package she picked up was the small vibrator. It looked simple enough. It was about the size of a high-quality pen, held two batteries, and had three settings. Taking it from the box she examined the plastic and then unscrewed the top finding the location for the battery.

Realizing that all the devices needed batteries, she decided to examine them all first. Fortunately, Copeland was a gadget freak and kept a large supply of batteries in the utility room, which made her fairly certain they had the appropriate sizes.

Sarah next looked at the butterfly. It took a few minutes but reading the instructions and examining the device she learned that it had two leg straps that held a vibrating device against a woman's vagina. It had a control device that held the battery with a wire that connected to the vibrating mechanism.

The last device was an egg which adequately described what it looked like. The device was the size of a small chicken egg with a six-inch wire protruding from one end. It was to be inserted in a woman's vagina, and the illustration on the package showed a man furtively working the remote while the woman reacted in pleasure.

Sarah went to the drawer in the utility room that kept the collection of batteries and found the sizes she needed. Returning she loaded them into each device then decided to start with the pen vibrator. Sarah had never had any sex toys before so she was entirely green on what to expect, and it was with some trepidation that she flicked on the device.

It immediately came to life humming in her hand, which made the young mommy start to giggle recalling her friend's descriptions of their "battery operated boyfriends", and feeling very naughty to be now trying one out. She lay back on the pillow, letting the robe fall open, and holding the vibrator in her right hand, she used her left to spread herself open feeling the wetness already starting from anticipation.

"Ohhh..." she gasped, as the device contacted her nub.

The feeling was so strong that she realized she needed to go slow and build up to any direct contact. She worked the small device along the sides of her smoothly shaved vagina, occasionally touching her labia before finally getting bolder with small insertions. She kept the touches light and the movement rapid, but she could feel herself getting excited and very wet.

"Damn, my friends were right," she said to herself, feeling her body responding.

She began letting the tip brush gently over her clit which made her body jerk in response and forced more gasps from her mouth. She realized her legs had spread wide and her body was writhing a bit on the bed, and as she learned how to use the device, she became more adept with her touches finally moving the setting to medium.

"Ohh... ohh...mmm...this is good," she whined, as she continued her play.

Sarah knew she was close to cumming and with an impressive display of willpower, she stopped the vibrator.

"Well that one's a keeper," she laughed, feeling her body now damp with sweat.

Placing the device on the bedside table, she picked up the egg. The package had recommended using a lubricant to aid insertion, but she was so wet she only needed to rub it up and down her slit once then push gently and it popped inside. Looking down, she could see the wire hanging between her legs, and just for a moment, she thought about her body being invaded by some alien creature. Holding the remote in her hand she selected the low setting and felt a slow vibration inside her body. It was an odd feeling and mildly arousing but nothing like the pen. She stood to see what effect it would have, as the woman on the package was dancing while her lover manipulated the controls. Sarah found it difficult to stand still, and it certainly kept her attention, but it was not that arousing.

"Guess that's a return," she laughed, turning it off and reaching inside to pull out the egg.

Sarah was now eager to get back to the vibrator but decided to try the butterfly quickly to get it over with. She returned to the bed and pulled the straps up her legs adjusting the bands until the vibrating device was snug against its target.

"Ohh... ohh... oh my God!" she exclaimed, as the thing buzzed to life, and quickly realizing she had started on high, she used her shaking hands to turn it down.

It slowed markedly and now felt like she was being pleasurably rocked in a sexual cradle. Sarah closed her eyes and rolled her hips to the wonderful feeling. All the good feelings from the handheld vibrator came rushing back and she found herself on a nice erotic plateau. She thought about staying there, but this night was about experimentation so she flicked the control to medium.

"Mmm... ohhh... ohhh... nice," she declared.

Sarah's realized her hands were now massaging her tingling sweaty body, and soon one hand was kneading her firm breasts while the other was pushing two fingers inside her wet pussy. Her orgasm was rapidly approaching when she remembered the pen vibrator on the night table. After grasping it and turning it too high, she ran it over her sensitive nipples while the butterfly continued to assault her clit.

"Yes, yes...oh yes!" she gasped, as her body moved beyond her control.

As her orgasm washed over her in waves, stronger than anything she had experienced before, she saw Leo at the foot of the bed watching her cum. He was looking down at her with an odd grin and she knew that he knew what she would be doing that night. However, the knowledge that she had been manipulated only seemed to heighten the experience, and she enjoyed the sensations until she became too sensitive, finally using her hand to push between her clit and the butterfly as her fingers were shaking too much to operate the control.

The next day the guilt crept in and Sarah felt ashamed by the whole prior evening; from the visit to the store to the orgasm she had experienced with the toys. She was a conservative married woman, a mother for Christ's sake! Sex was supposed to be shared with her husband as an act of lovemaking. She thought about taking the toys and throwing them away, but just couldn't make herself do it. Deep inside she knew the real issue, the real dilemma, was the powerful nature of the experience.

Sarah worked out hard that day as an act of penance for her behavior. Her normal routine typically lasted an hour, but this one went two and afterward, she did errands then went shopping for the baby. Mid-afternoon, her best friend Kim called, and they decided to go to a movie that evening.

Sarah normally shared everything, or almost everything, with Kim, but this situation was causing so much turmoil in her head that she decided to remain silent for the time being. When she got home after the movie, she called Copeland and got caught up on their day then fell into a fitful sleep while watching TV.

Saturday was more of the same. Sarah tried to find things to keep busy, but was bored and missed her baby. Plus, since she was supposed to have been out of town with her family, all her friends had made plans, so there was nothing to do. Finally, she whined enough that she convinced Kim to meet her for an early dinner. Kim had made a commitment to her husband to be home that evening, so they had to be finished by eight.

Her close friend could tell something was on Sarah's mind, but despite her efforts to ferret out the information, Sarah wouldn't open up. However, Kim's attempts resulted in them drinking a lot of wine, so by the time they left the restaurant, both girls were feeling quite good. When Sarah got home, she poured another glass and sat down to watch TV, and during a break, she went to the bathroom and saw the toys still sitting on the vanity where she had left them. She thought about returning them but decided to stick to her original plan of throwing them away.

"God, anything is better than this," she exclaimed, after watching another mindless show and finishing her glass.

Sarah went back to the bathroom, and after several minutes of looking at the toys with her mind telling her not to do it, she suddenly grabbed the egg and its packaging leaving the other toys alone.

"How am I going to hide them from Copeland?" she thought to herself, as she turned and left.

She grabbed her purse and keys, went out to her car, and fifteen minutes later she was cruising back and forth in front of the adult shop debating whether or not to go in. It was so crazy she thought, certainly the owner didn't really expect her to return the items. Still, the nervousness and excitement were there pulsing through her body like the previous night. She could feel it between her legs too, in a way she didn't completely understand, and the sensations along with the liquor were driving her on against her better judgment.

Finally, she convinced herself that she would walk in and drop off the egg, pay for the vibrator and leave.

"Five minutes at most," she rationalized.

Wayne looked up when the door opened.

"No fucking way," he said to himself.

Sarah was still wearing her clothes from dinner which consisted of a jean skirt that reached mid-thigh with low heels and a sleeveless sweater top. Immediately, Wayne began frantically pushing the buzzer hoping that Leo was in the back office. The shady man looked towards the monitor as a result of his employee's efforts and smiled when he saw Sarah at the counter.

"I want to return this and pay for the other thing," Sarah blurted out nervously, with a slight wine-induced slur.

"What thing?" Wayne asked, stalling for time, which proved unnecessary when Leo walked up.

"Good to see you back!" he said to her with a toothy smile and then asked, "Did you make your decision?"

"Yes, I want to return this and pay for the, uhhh...vibrator," she responded, feeling shame knowing that they now knew she had used the devices, but for some reason, the shame also came with an excitement that made it difficult for her to focus.

"Of course, not a problem. With the discount the vibrator is $10," Leo replied, quoting her a price one-fourth of the tag, "But, before we settle up let me ask a few questions."

"Questions?" Sarah replied with a pained look.

"Yes. You know so I can improve my customer service," he responded.

"Well, I'm kind of in a hurry," she answered, feeling uncomfortable with the direction he was going.

"It won't take long," Leo replied.

"Okay, go ahead," she relented, once more thinking acquiescence was the easiest path.

"Let's step back here," Leo said, motioning towards the back of the store away from Wayne, rightly sensing that she might be more comfortable in a one-on-one discussion.

As Sarah passed, Leo could smell the alcohol on her breath which gave him greater hope that he could talk Sarah into getting dirty. There were two other customers in the store so Leo moved to an aisle that gave them good separation.

"Now it seems like you liked the butterfly and the small vibrator, which are very good selections and quite popular, but can you say what you didn't like about the egg?" Leo asked, phrasing it open-ended on purpose.

"Well, uh, I don't know I just didn't," she answered, feeling herself blush.

"Well, some women feel not knowing when it will be turned on creates erotic anticipation. You didn't find it that way I guess?" Leo asked.

Since she wasn't exhibiting any of the cockiness she had the other night, Leo was unsure of the best way to play her.

"No, well I don't know what you're saying," she asked, confused.

"Did you use it with your husband? With him in charge of the control?" Leo followed.

"Uh, no," Sarah said, giving Leo the answer he wanted to hear.

"Oh, I see. Well, I think you missed the value of the toy," Leo told her.

Sarah actually felt a bit naïve for not understanding the intent of the device and looked down at the floor.

"What about the other toys, did you climax?" Leo asked, deciding to intentionally try to get her more off-kilter.

"What, uh, that's uh none of your business," she answered, stammering for words and looking at him with an attempt at defiance.

What she saw was that grin that had swept through her brain when she had climaxed with the toys, and it shook her, forcing a strange chill to run through her body. In addition, her nipples suddenly grew hard, and she hoped they wouldn't show through the shear bra and top she was wearing. However, Leo did in fact see them through the sweater which further emboldened him.

"Did you climax?" he repeated, his tone now more demanding.

There was a long pause. Sarah opened her mouth several times but nothing came out. She knew he had no right to ask that question, but oddly she felt she needed to answer.

It took her several tries before she answered in a soft voice, "Yes."

Sarah immediately regretted having said anything and felt stupid for answering. She didn't know what had possessed her to share something so intimate with this shady stranger, but Leo wasn't surprised. He had dealt with and manipulated women from across the spectrum, from ladies to prostitutes, and he knew that they were all very similar. Deep down they all wanted sex, but many hid behind a veil of self-imposed respectability. He sensed that Sarah was one of these women and he knew that her return to his store was a sign, a good sign, that somewhere in her head she had an interest. He was going to do his damnedest to exploit it.

"That's very good!" I'm glad my products fulfilled their intended purpose. Did you prefer the small vibrator over the butterfly?" Leo spoke rapidly, trying to keep her off balance.

"Uh, yes...well both really," she stammered.

"Good, good. I have some others I want you to try," Leo replied in an excited voice designed to keep her interest, and before she could speak, he turned and began rummaging the shelves.

Sarah stayed frozen in place. For some reason, she couldn't make herself move, and as she felt her body tense and start to tremble a dull throbbing started between her legs. She knew that beneath her thong she must be very wet and realized that the naughtiness of being in the sex shop, and speaking with Leo about the effects of the toys on her body, was having an effect.

Leo pulled a package from the shelf, brought it to her, and began describing its function. "It's called a rabbit. It's like a combined dildo and vibrator. Of course, this part goes in your pussy, while this part vibrates against your clit at the same time. I'm told it's very effective. You want to try it out in one of the rooms?"

Leo had once more made a strategic error. Thinking he had Sarah in an aroused state, he became less reserved and used bold language in describing the toy. However, it had the opposite effect of what he intended as she was startled back to the reality of the situation.

"You know I don't think so," she replied with clear disdain in her voice.

He knew he had screwed up, but Leo was, if anything, resilient. So, with barely a shrug he replied, "Well it's not for everybody. Let's see what else we have."

The other customers, sensing something was going on, began drifting slowly towards them. Wayne noticed their movements and to Leo's delight, he left his post and nonchalantly moved in their direction blocking the path.

"Well, I just wanted to drop off that thing and pay for the other. I must be going," Sarah informed him.

"A pity that you would leave so soon," Leo replied, showing some desperation for the first time as he realized his fish had thrown the hook, and he searched for some way to reset it.

"It's late," she replied curtly and turned to go.

"Let me give you a parting gift," Leo said quickly, walking to the movie aisle then almost running to catch up to her before she got to the door. He grabbed a pen from near the cash register and wrote on the package before extending it to Sarah, "Here. I've been told this is quite good. After you have a look, text me and let me know what you think."

Sarah took the package then walked outside while Leo held the door.

"Goodnight. Return any time," he said.

"Goodnight," she replied, making the short walk to her car.

Leo was angry with himself for overplaying his hand. In retrospect, he realized he had taken too much comfort in the fact that she had been drinking, and he hoped he would get another chance, but knew the likelihood was low. Giving her the movie was a desperate act, although by then he knew he had nothing to lose. However, if he knew what Sarah was thinking at that moment, he would not have been quite so hard on himself.

Sarah was a bit upset with herself for losing her cool and leaving. Leo's questioning had aroused her, and when he then started describing crudely the new toy it made her anger flash. Once she reacted, she didn't know how to turn back even though she really wasn't ready to leave. For some odd reason, it excited her to be in that seedy situation even though she couldn't explain it, and now, she was just going to go back to a boring empty house.

Even though she knew she would have a hangover in the morning, she poured a drink as soon as she walked in, took it with her to the bedroom, undressed, and put on her robe. She lay back on the bed and turned on the TV then remembered the movie that she had thrown onto the passenger seat of her car. Leaving her drink on the nightstand, she made her way to the garage, collected the film, and returned.

"Neighborhood MILFS" was the name on the box. Sarah knew what a MILF was from conversations with her friends, and although there was no description on the packaging, she suspected she knew what the movie was about.

She had only seen one porn movie in her life and that had been in a hotel room with her husband when they had been married just a few months. Actually, it had been only part of one as Copeland had started making love to her after about fifteen minutes, and by the time they finished the movie had ended. She remembered that she had become somewhat turned on even though the production and acting were poor.