How I See It Pt. 03

She would make me suck it. She used to play with herself while I gave her oral and she would have orgasms. She said it was unbelievably arousing to look down and see me sucking her cock. We had intercourse a couple times. I felt like she was doing it just for me so it wasn't so great.]

"Do you use your vibrator on yourself? Do you fuck yourself?"

[Lol, you're making me blush. Yes. I don't do it too often. Only when I'm really horny and I have extra time. Do you like it?]

"I don't do anal :-)"

[Yes, but you do have a vagina. Do you just love getting fucked? You can have it any time you want with your husband]

"Yes, LOL. I love it. My husband is "well-endowed" :-) and he knows exactly what I like. We put my wand between us positioned just above the base of his cock and it vibrates both of us."

[Wow! You guys are lucky to have that.]

[Jackie used to have me wear a butt plug. I would have to wear it to work sometimes. It would drive me crazy. Walking around with a plug in my ass all day was incredibly arousing. I couldn't do it very often because it's all I could do to focus on anything else. She had a thing for putting things in my ass, dildoes, vibrators, beads, her fingers. She told me when we first started having sex, that she wanted to have a penis. She believed everyone secretly wished to be able to have sex as their opposite gender. She was very dominant. She always told me that she was the first real woman I'd ever been with. I used to paint her nails. I would bathe her. I would give her oral for hours. Literally. We'd watch a movie and I would lie between her legs licking and sucking on her casually and leisurely. I would do it throughout the whole movie, never letting her get too excited. If I noticed her ramping up, I'd stop, massage her thighs, or calves, suck on her toes, until she calmed down and then return to her vagina with my mouth.]

"Wow! You sound very attentive."

[Well, she was very good to me, very experimental. We tried everything. She was willing to do anything. We've had sex in public, in the forest, driving down the road in cars; we had sex in the pool at her parents' house in full view of her mother who was working in the kitchen and could see us through the large bay window. She had this menacing vibe to her sex at times, like she was being as "dangerous" as she could think of. She loved risk. She also liked to imagine non-consensual sex. Not for real, but she fantasized about being forced against her will to take it. She imagined somehow a "safe" way of getting this. I would role play with her. I would burst into her house wearing a mask and physically man-handle her. I was quite good at it, it was fun actually. I would take out this latent rage on her. I'd push her around the house, pressing her against windows so the neighbors would see naked body pressed against it. I'd spank her ass, slap her breasts, pull her hair, force her face down on the bed and she would have this crazy glassed-over expression on her face that betrayed her extreme arousal. This little smirk on her face. So, if I was "attentive" it was because she was so open with me. Nothing was off the table and I wanted her to feel how much I appreciated it. She told me years later, that no man had ever looked at her the way I did. With desire and fire in my eyes. I think I look at my partners with this same desire. If my partner is a good sexual fit for me, I like to give them everything.]

[What about you and your husband?]

"We have a good marriage. When we have time and are alone, we have had some amazing times in bed. I guess we stopped experimenting. We know how to please each other and that works. I guess my stories are my experimentation. Sometimes I get a new idea from reading stories and slip it in to our repertoire and if my husband likes it we add it."

[What's the last thing you added? Or he added?

"I started going to a waxing salon six months ago. My husband is very attentive now. I was surprised how much getting professionally waxed influenced the time and effort he's given:-)"

[Good for you. And I completely understand the impulse, LOL]

"Do you still eat your cum? I remember you told me the first time you ejaculated that you ate it."

[Well, every time I masturbate, I always taste, and eat my precum. Most of the time when I ejaculate I just use my fingers to clean up and I lick my fingers clean. Sometimes, and this is going to make me sound like I can't control myself, but sometimes I wake up super horny and I will masturbate in the shower before going to work. In these cases, I just ejaculate into the bath.]

"How often do you masturbate? No judgment :-)"

[Usually every night before I go to sleep. It helps me sleep. Most nights I just go to a porn site and watch a couple clips and go to sleep. It's medicinal, lol. You? Do you like masturbating?]

"I do. I love it. Especially with my magic wand. But I don't get to do it very often. I really need to be in the mood, and most times I get to have sex with my husband, but there are rare times when I'm alone and can have some fun. Because of these things when I do masturbate, I take my time and really relax."

[Do you like cum?]

"I don't "not" like it. LOL"

[C'mon...no story?]

"I don't like the taste. When I give my husband oral I go all the way down when he's about to ejaculate and it goes right past my taste buds. It's kind of sexy when he cums on my face or tits. It makes me feel nasty, a good nasty."

[Every fantasize about getting a couple guys ejaculating on you?]

"LOL, no. Does that turn you on? To see women with cum on their faces?]

[Yes. I like to imagine kissing and licking it up. Maria liked me to cum on her and clean it up. I've cum on her pussy and asshole and cleaned her. I've cum on her toes and cleaned it. I know it's weird. But like I said, the first time I ever ejaculated, my instinct was to taste it. I liked it so I just kept doing it. Also, I've never met a woman yet who didn't like it. After cumming inside their pussy or on their asshole, then going down on them, maybe a couple feign resistance, but ultimately spread their legs and push my head down on them. They almost always orgasm when I do this. So, yeah, I know most people will say they think it's disgusting, but in actual practice every woman I've ever been with has liked it.]

[But that's not a lot of women. I'm 43 years old and I've only been with about 10 women total. So not a very large dataset.]

"Yeah, I get it. I've never been with a man who did that. But it sounds pretty hot. I'll admit though, I never really thought about it that much."

{Yeah, probably the women I've been with hadn't really thought about it either, until I did it. Most of them genuinely didn't want me to go down on them after cumming inside them. But I think it's because they thought it was gross and wouldn't believe someone, a man, would want to eat it so they thought they were doing me a favor. But once they realize I like it, they're into it.

Maria was the only one who really liked cum. She liked her own cum too. She would lick her own panties. She liked to use her vibrator and then lick it clean. She loved to give me oral after I'd been inside her vagina. She really liked her own cum.]