by KaseyLegs
Internalized disgust is a good way to put it. I love doing it but hate myself after.
I think you need to stop denying that you dont like sucking cocks,, its very obvious that you love sucking cocks and swallowing cum, not tomention getting your ass fucked, I used to tell myself that after I sucked my first cock, but the craving to have a cock in my mouth was so great that I finally admitted I love giving blowjobs to guys and swallowing their cum. I woud love to do threesomes but I havnt been that lucky yet .
I spent a lot of time in denial. You are quite correct about that. And still, I've sucked a lot of cock over the years.