by TopShelfBitch
First impressions:
mysterious, heart-felt, composed, reminiscing, sensual, positive,
delicious foreplay described, very passionate, intense and vivid descriptions, poetic,
so damn sweet and romantic, very strong bond, relatable
Retrospect:
There must have been something you did that left your lover in pain and it leaves me hungry to know what it might have been. This adds an air of mystery to your letter.
The way you describe the physical and emotional love between you two is mesmerizing and it lets the reader deeply feel what you were feeling back then.
The text has a submissive nature indeed because you are doing your best to soothe their pain and let them remember the positive in your bond together.
If I'm not mistaken, your lover was a domme? I definitely loved the dimensions you introduced when describing the unique pleasure she gives you.
The part about running a room together is definitely very intimate.
I loved the strong and positive message at the end. Kudos for being a strong person in hard times.
Errata:
Did notice a little typo. : ) "You're voice", "heart breaking lover" -> "heartbreaking lover"
Torn between whether or not you should forgive him and take him back. Not sure what he did but he f'd up. Not always something that can be forgiven. I know that feeling all too well. Best wishes.
A wonderful tribute to what was a wonderful relationship, it seems.