Married but Longs for GAY Sex

I want to be gay so bad. I'm happily married but I want male sex so badly it's driving me crazy. I just typed into the internet "hot gay men" and the images were such a turn on.

There's this one picture of a young guy in bed with a beautiful hard cock and all I want to do is get on top of him with my naked body and feel his hard cock against mine, while our stomachs touch each other. And then to start making out with him, oh my god, that would be the best thing ever!

I would love my tongue to play with his. The thought of lots of hot gay kissing is making me so hard right now. And then to kiss his chest and lick his nipples. Oh, how I want to suck on male nipples. I would love to suck on his tits and kiss them and love them with hot gay passion, all the while, feeling his hard cock against my body. Then I would make out with his underarms, smelling his hot male scent, and squeezing his body against mine.

Before having his cock in my mouth, which is what would have to happen, I would touch it, smell it, play with it and then nuzzle up against his beautiful and full balls. Oh my god, his balls are so beautiful. I can't believe I get to lick them. I would love to feel his pubic hair on my tongue. I can't believe how good it would be to smell and lick his pubic hair on, and all around his gay balls. Then, I would be ready for the best part. The part where I start kissing his hot erect cock.

I'd start at the bottom and work my way up to the hottest part of his cock, his beautiful penis head, the soft velvet feel of his cock is driving me crazy. The thought of then kissing and licking his cock is almost too much, but I would finally do what I've wanted for so many years. I would actually put my mouth around the head of his beautiful penis. I would then wrap my lips around the head and feel his warm beautiful gay penis in my gay mouth. My gay self. I would be so gay now. Gay forever. Once I taste the hard penis in my mouth I would be hooked, and never bother again to think about women.

I would only think about now being gay. The freedom to enjoy sucking cock and making love with another man is so powerful and true to who I am. I am gay. So gay. Loving men. Loving their lips, their chest, their hot nipples and the hair on their body. Smelling them, kissing them. Putting their cocks in my mouth and hearing them groan with pleasure. Oh, how I would love that. Oh, how I would love how easy it is to get with men. Gay men, bisexual men. It doesn't matter. Just to have the joy of sucking cocks is the best way I could be my true self.

And then to turn over this young guy, and have his hot ass right there for me to fondle and admire and kiss. What beautiful ass cheeks. I would spread his ass and almost faint when I finally see his ass lips, his male hole, his male body. Oh, how I want to then lick all around his ass before finally taking the gayest of leaps and then lick his asshole. Oh, the sensation is too much. I think I would then go crazy licking and kissing his asshole. And then he says, kiss me, so I go to his gay mouth and kiss him with his ass scent now being shared amongst us. After us both going crazy kissing, it was the only thing in the world that mattered. He would then ask me to kiss and make love to his ass, and I would go back to his gay ass and make absolute love with my lips, to his asshole, licking over and over the beautiful contours and shape of his lovely asshole, his center, his gay ass, all for me to enjoy for as long as I wanted. Oh, the feeling of finally being gay is the greatest gift I could give myself.

The gay man I have become would then be so turned on, I would take my hard cock and put it up against his beautiful asshole and then it would be too much. I would play with my cock against his hole for only a few minutes before I would shoot my load all over his gay ass. I could not hold out any longer. It's just too hot. He then asks me to put my cum in his mouth, so I would take my fingers and scoop up my cum that is covering his asshole and put it in his mouth while he goes crazy tasting it. He then would roll over and jerk his cock for only a few seconds before coming with hot male sperm shooting up in the air, while my mouth tries to catch every drop. I would then search out all the cum that shot everywhere and lick and love every single drop. I would officially now be gay. I will seek out gay sex constantly and then I would notice my mannerisms change to what they always wanted to be. Gay. I'm gay, and I love being gay so much. I love men. I love kissing them and coming with them and enjoying every square inch of their bodies. Oh, I'm so happy to finally be who I am. A gay man that is hot and ready for sex, with men, and only men, from now on.