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Click hereSo, apart from the sessions with Mike, Bill, and my ex-friend Jake (who also sometimes joined), also not excessively frequent, my life was otherwise not that different from what I had become accustomed to. However, there was a dramatic change: it was now forever, there was no hope that it would ever end, and, above all, for me the most terrible thing was to see my father, my dear dad, my friend, my confidant, the person who had loved me most in the world, turned into an icy, heartless being with no feelings for me other than disgust and contempt.
It was clear to me that I did not want to live like that. I could not stand that life, let alone my dad's indifference and contempt. Therefore, I began to plan my suicide. It would not be difficult. The hours my father spent at work I was at home alone and with all the means at my disposal: ropes, knives... anything I could use. Incredible as it may seem, it stopped me a little to think that my death could hurt my dad. I realized that I still loved him, much more than I thought or would have liked. But I soon convinced myself, telling myself that my father no longer cared anything about what happened to me, for him I was now less than an animal, I was an object to be used, like a chair or a toothbrush.
The day came when I had decided to do it. Finally, my plan was to slit my wrists. I didn't know much about it, but I figured I would be able to do it, and it seemed less complicated than hanging myself. However, was it providence, a miracle from heaven? Something happened that day that was to bring new hope into my life...
To be continued...
Jake is an interestting character! Would love his perspective on things.
Hopefully Liam saves him and he never has anything do with that arsehole father again
WOW, what I feared would happen, did, and there's no going back now. The line has been crossed and things have been done and said that can't be forgiven. While I understand how the systematic brainwashing by Bill, Mike and the social norm of the time changed Mason's thinking, I can't for the life of me believe he could go this far with his only son. Now that he has, it's too late to go back to the way things were if Ethan is ever free again. This story looks like it's coming to an end soon. If Ethan is freed, I hope he leaves his father and makes a life for himself some else ware. Mike, Bill and Jake were apparently always homophobes, but there's just no believable way Mason can be forgiven for what he has now become. This was another great chapter to a very intense and powerful ***** story. MLF