My Mistake

"Quite the teasing little slut, aren't you? Should I unlock the door and invite him in to meet you? Would you like him to take you home to clean his place, or did you have other things you want to do for him in mind?"

I jumped at Tammis' words and blushed deeply.

"I, I, I have no idea what you mean, Mistress.", I tried to reply innocently. Till she had said the last words I had simply been having fun but now a vision of me on my knees sucking his cock filled my mind!

"I'm sure you don't!", she added sarcastically.

"The owners called back and one of the stores has the schoolgirl uniform you wanted. It should be here shortly after we open.

Now twelve pairs of panties, three mix and match bras, four matched sets, two corsets, three waist-nippers, three pairs of heels including the ones you have on, ten pairs of nylons, the falsies, and the four babydoll nities with the French maid uniform at full retail comes to $1955.00!

The owners have authorised me to give you a 20 per cent discount due to the volume and they'll throw in the schoolgirl uniform so it comes to $1466.25. How much can you afford right now and how much do we need to put on layaway?"

I only needed enough to make it thru the weekend but the brainwashing and conditioning wouldn't let me leave any of it behind. I had to have all of it, I just had to!

"I'll put the whole thing on my card, I just need to get it from the change room. I'll be right back and then finish the vacuuming."

"That's OK I'll finish it while you get your card, there's not much left."

"No, Mistress, no! I want to finish it for you."

"For me? Sure! You just want to do it so you can tease that poor guy further. That's fine, I understand. I'll leave it for you to do."

"Thank you, Mistress!"

Tammi followed me into the back and I fished my card out of my pants to hand to her.

"Those breast forms are uneven again. We'll glue them in place to prevent that." She smiled, " I'm sure you want to look your best for him, don't you?"

I took off my uniform and bra then learned from Tammi how to glue the forms into place and hide where they joined with some foundation. I smiled as I felt the weight tugging on my chest and discovered how incredibly intoxicating it felt now that I was more aware of every jiggle and sway with every move, every breath.

"Go and finish the vacuuming while I run your card through and put everything into some bags."

Automatically I obeyed her and left the change room like I was, sans uniform and bra, unable to resist or control my reaction! This was what I'd envisioned sissies as being, submissive and completely obedient! I hadn't considered it happening to me. I wasn't supposed to be a mindless obedient sissy, yet here I was!

At first I did my best to hide behind the racks, blushing but compelled to move towards the front of the shop! I couldn't stop myself! The way I looked and was dressed right now I definitely wasn't a man anymore! I'd become a real mans' image of smooth perfection encased in panties, nylons, and a garter-belt that felt so incredibly feminine, accented my body and announced my true nature!

I wasn't a woman either! I was wedged into the space between the two! A feminised sissy who loved wearing the laciest, sexiest, girliest lingerie' possible in order to make every mans' cock hard! Just another slutty gurl trapped in a male body trying to be the best gurl possible! OMG I loved being a sissy!

My shyness dissipated as that ran thru my mind! I stepped out into the open space between the racks feeling more than naked but incredibly alive and amazingly aroused. If this was anything like what real girls experienced it was no wonder every one of them had at least a touch of exhibitionism inside her!

I smiled when I saw he was still leaning on the counter. My knees buckled for a second and I stumbled, nearly falling down, as his eyes fastened on my body making every inch of my skin tingle erotically. I had trouble catching my breath and felt my heart racing wildly!

I felt so vulnerable, so helplessly submissive and so proud of exposing this side of myself to him! Aside from Tammi and the girl in the department store he was the only one I'd shown my submissive sissi-sluttiness to!

Feeling like the most beautiful girl in the world I posed and preened in front of him! I felt so wicked, so naughty, ducking behind the window displays only when someone else went by. Not that there were many now. The five minutes it should have taken to finish extended to fifteen

Tammi brought the credit receipt out to me and giggled as she pointedly stared at the state of my panties! Reaching in to her pocket she brought out a dry pair and twirled them around her finger. She looked out the window at him for a second, then up and down the mall. She pointed to a spot behind a display, still twirling the black bikini panties.

"I'd hate to send you home in wet panties. I'm throwing these in free; as long as you change into them right here! You'll do that for me, won't you?"

I was a fully shaven, lingerie-wearing, feminised, submissive sissy who existed to please others and do what they desired; of course I would! My thumbs hooked into the waistband of my soaked panties and slipped them down my thighs before I could think about what I was doing! Bending forward I stepped out of them.

The man outside watching might not be able to completely see me but I knew he could tell what I was doing! It was such a delicious, delightful, sensual, sensation to think about that! My body shook and spasmed as my limp clit twitched and erupted sending spurts of cum arcing to the rug and dripping down my legs!

Tammi giggled again and handed me a cloth to wipe myself and the rug clean before she handed me the panties. In bold bright red embroidery across the front were the words 'SISSY SLUT'! On the back were 'TO USE: PULL DOWN AND INSERT COCK'!

She told me she'd used a machine in the back that could embroider any message I wanted on anything. She made me display both sides to him before telling me to put the vacuum away.

Four very full shopping bags were waiting for me in the back. She helped me into the French maid uniform and led me out the back hallway closest to where I was parked! I had to make two trips!

I couldn't quite believe how I had spent the day or how much I had spent during it! I should have installed a safeguard to stop myself from spending even a tenth as much! Close to two thousand dollars of evidence that I was truly a sissy was now spread across my couch, chairs and the dining room table.

As I relaxed and opened the envelope Tammi had left in the bottom of the last bag I'd unpacked I stared at all the make-up and lingerie in wonder! Two grand down already and like most females I didn't have a thing to wear!

I had to have some short, slutty dresses, skirts and blouses and even a few for everyday wear! Also a couple of coats, some boots, a few rings, bracelets, necklaces, and earrings; which reminded me I'd need to get my ears pierced tomorrow!

What was I thinking? This was only going to last one more day! Monday morning my weekend sojourn would end. I'd pop in the disc with the de-sissification program to listen to and return to normal! I wouldn't be a sissy after that!

Inside the envelope was the key for my heels and a note from Tammi. A thank you for both my shopping spree and introducing some fun into her boring day. It went on to suggest that I might want to invest in a chastity cage. Most sissies wore one as far as she knew.

While I might not really need one to prevent getting an erection, from what she'd noticed, it would aesthetically hide my overly large clit from sight; thus lessening the distraction from my desired feminine image!

Also a chastity cage proved to the world that this person knew they weren't meant to be a male, no matter how they might look or be dressed! They knew they were both less and more then that!

It was proof of their commitment to being submissive, a proclamation of the wearers' dedication to being as feminine and desirable as possible and ultimately a badge of honor!

She included the address of a 24 hour adult store where I could find one.

SATURDAY

(9pm - 12am)

After I read the note I felt like I had no choice but to go to the adult store to get myself a chastity cage. There was no way I could force myself to wear male clothing so I also had no choice as to what to wear! The only complete outfit I had right now was the maid uniform!

I touched up my make-up and nail polish while wondering about my sanity then calmly walked out the door. I'd never have been able to do that without the conditioning! Never! I'd have been much too afraid of being seen like this! Now instead I hoped to be seen and was proud of how I looked!

I minced out to my car savoring the side to side swish of the crinolines and skirt that the heels forced from my hips, accompanied by the gentle sway and jiggle of the breast forms as they tugged at my chest.

I couldn't help but notice that the word 'SLUT' emblazoned on my nylons glowed brightly in the growing darkness! The way I was dressed it didn't matter; it could hardly attract any more attention then the short maid uniform would! I was not only displaying myself as a sissy maid but as a sissy slut as well!

The adult store was a forty minute drive from my apartment. I drove carefully not wishing to be pulled over and because of the heels. (It's not easy to drive in five inch heels when you aren't even used to walking in them.)

The store wasn't crowded. Just four or five people and the male clerk were inside. My heels announced my entry. All of them turned to stare at the sissy in the French maid uniform as I came through the door. Reactions drilled into my brain that I hadn't noticed before kicked in.

My arms were hanging along my sides but now I lifted my forearms slightly to make my limp wristedness more apparent. My hips swished a bit wider, my head bowed down a bit more and I arched my back forward to press my chest out more! Blushing, embarrassed and trembling nervously I felt my heart racing madly as I miniced my way inside! My breath was coming in a series of short gasps!

Aside from me stepping further in and turning my head to look at the displayed merchandise no one moved. I crossed the store to where bondage devices were set out. In a glass enclosed counter were several types of chastity devices. The smiling clerk came over and asked what I was looking for!

"Hello, Sir. As you should be able to tell I am a sissy and require a chastity cage to control my excitement and hide my shame!"

"Yes, from what you are looking at I thought as much. Did you have anything specific or special in mind?"

"Not really this is all so new to me. The, um, Mistress... who suggested I come here said I need it more for the aesthetics than to prevent erections, so whatever does that best."

"Was it Tammi that sent you?"

"Yes, Sir, how did you know?"

"She called earlier to see if we carried them and said you might be in after she learned we were a 24 hour operation. She didn't say a word about sending you here in a maid uniform!"

"She just suggested that I come to get a chastity device, Sir. I apologise for the outfit but this is the only complete one I have. It was either this, just lingerie', or naked, Sir."

"The maid uniform is fine, quite appropriate for a sissy really! Having you show up in lingerie' would have been quite interesting and appropriate as well, maybe next time!

Enough of that. Is there anything that catches your eye or suits you in the display case?"

I pointed to three different ones, all flesh colored for maximum camouflage. He set them out for closer inspection, telling me a few details about how each controlled erections and whether they would hide or just cover my clit.

Most are more just to keep the sissy from becoming erect and do nothing to hide your 'shame'! Instead they hold it out and draw attention to it inside a gleaming metal cage or brightly colored plastic one while stretching your testicles out and down! They looked painful to say the least!

Carl smiled and told me to lower my panties to my knees so we could fit the one I finally selected! He laughed when he read the words embroidered on my panties after I lifted my skirt. I blushed and squirmed feeling so embarrassed, so totally humiliated and yet perversely pleased and incredibly excited!

The one I'd chosen had three separate pieces that clipped together. The main piece was hinged at the front with a one inch strip running from front to back centered between two slightly raised and rounded sides that pressed your testicles up and in, leaving the sac empty and hanging down on either side of the strip!. A clip in the back held it together once it was in place.

The clit sleeve was tight and curved back sharply! Carl made me hold up my skirt as if I was about to curtsey while he squeezed my clit inside it and snapped it closed. Two tabs that stuck out like little horns fit into slots on the main piece so your clit was stretched back between your legs. The empty sac on either side created the impression of outer lips while covering and hiding the actual cage and that unsightly, overly large clit from view.

Carl locked the first two in place. As I heard the lock snap shut I felt what little masculinity I still had melting away! It was a strange feeling and one I hadn't expected!

The third piece was an upwardly curved flat two pronged extension designed to keep a butt plug in place! Once slipped into slots in the main piece it could be locked separately in place or by use of a small chain be locked together with the other two!

Butt plugs were on the far side of the store. I wasn't allowed to pull my panties up though I did have to unroll them so the words were readable by all! Hobbled that way I had to take even shorter mincing steps to get there, waving my panties between my knees like a flag the whole way!

He smiled as he forced a finger inside me then added a second one, merely to ascertain my size I was told. He took down what seemed to be a fairly large plug and opened the package. Smearing the lube sample over it he slowly worked it inside me. The holder slipped into the slots and he clicked the second lock shut!

Wearing a chastity device made me feel very different! My clit was pressed uncomfortably against the rounded points inside it, deflating it from even its' semi hard condition! A very effective form of negative feedback training against the normal male response to arousal!

Not one person had left but a few more had wandered in, possibly alerted by those already here. All watched me avidly as Carl introduced me to what submission and being a sissy truly meant.

He pulled me over to the front counter and told me to turn my panties around to display the SISSY SLUT side to the store. From behind the counter he took a pair of leather wristlets to securely lock my hands behind my back! Then he added a collar and leash!

Pulling the leash tight he hooked it behind the counter, forcing me to bend flat over the top of it! My skirt was lifted high above my waist and tucked under my hands and arms.

"There you go sissy! You make a nice display for the store! I'm sure you don't really mind, do you?"

I didn't say a word or object to his treatment of me! Dociley I spread my legs wide when he made my position even more embarrassing and humiliating by placing a spreader bar between my ankles. The butt plug, chastity device and my bare ass were clearly displayed!

Carl understood what I wanted and needed better then I had. I would have purchased the device and walked out of the store and that would have been it if he'd let me!

Instead here I was living out a sissy dream; humiliatingly, publicly, displayed as the emasculated, lingerie wearing, fully feminised, sexually excited and incredibly aroused submissive, exhibitionist, sissy slut I was!

I kept wincing as my clit would swell enough to press against the points inside the cage then shrivel only to swell again. I knew it was dripping! I blushed as I thought about everyone seeing it, knowing what a perverted slut I had to be to become so aroused by being so humiliatingly displayed like this! That thought only excited me more!

I gasped and my body convulsed as a pair of strange hands cupped my ass cheeks, squeezed them, then ran up and down my smooth thighs! The tight leash kept me from lifting or turning my head to see whose hands they were but that didn't matter! I'd lost the ability to think rationally as the overwhelming sensations flooded my brain! My body jerked and spasmed while loud moans escaped from my lips!

"Oh my! This one really needs a release it seems! How long have you kept it like this?"

"Ten minutes so far! Twenty five or so since it was first placed in chastity but who knows how long it went before that."

"Is it for sale or rent? I'd go as much as a hundred for an hour alone in your back room or a thousand if it's for sale."

"I appreciate that and will keep you in mind but for tonight it's just on display, sorry!"

"Do that, Carl. It's been a long time since I've seen a submissive slut this responsive!"

The words registered but didn't make sense at the time. Only later when my mind was working properly would I fully comprehend them. The hands continued to explore me briefly, squeezing my hips, parting my ass cheeks more, sliding up my back under my uniform! I never wanted them to stop and whimpered in frustration when they did.

A stiff swat landed on my left cheek and another on my right, a slight pause then two more swats landed. Tears formed in my eyes and I cried out at the sudden pain! I could feel heat rising from my cheeks already but they weren't finished yet! More swats landed harshly as I struggled against the bonds holding me in place.

"Good of you to have something to try these paddles on! I wasn't sure which I'd prefer to buy. I'll take the second one, the criss-cross stripes look more interesting."

Carl rang up the sale and smirked down at me as he asked me how I was enjoying the evening. I looked up at him but didn't say a word, sure that his question was rhetorical.

A third man sent more shivers and spasms thru my body as he ran his fingers along my garter straps then idly snapped them against the back of my thighs while he talked to Carl.

More comments about my submissiveness, the words on my panties and nylons, and the semi-public display of my submission followed. along with caresses and gropings!

I was lifted into sissy bliss! I'd squirm or gasp as strange hands explored my body or spanked my ass and kept me in a state of constant arousal!

Carl refused the offers he got for me. Not always quickly but after some banter and haggling eventually he would. I thought about what my life would be like if he had agreed to any of them!

Would the conditioning hold for long? Would I remain a sissy and love being one as much as I did right now? He told me he was tempted by a few of the offers but that may have just been to tease or torment me.

I had no idea how long he kept me there like that. The store was empty when he removed the spreader bar and unhooked the leash to lead me behind the counter to kneel in front of him.

"It's time to earn your freedom bitch! If you suck my cock nicely and swallow it all I'll let you go. If not I'll put you back over the counter and leave you there for Jake."

Jake must be the guy who relieved him I thought as he undid his pants and freed his cock. He jerked the leash and my lips kissed the tip then opened and started sucking it. Just the tip at first but he pushed against the back of my head and drove my lips further down his shaft.

OMG I was sucking a mans' cock, a mans' hard cock. I could taste the precum on my tongue. I was feeling his cock spread my lips and fill my mouth! This was real, not just some vision inside my head! He was fucking my face, driving his cock further in till it was pushing it's way down my throat! OMG, OMG, OMG!