Official Choices

But... No tissues or convenient towels.

"Whoops."

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"Hey, you."

Lorelai slid onto the edge of the couch where her daddy was lying down, before she put her arms around him and rested her head on his chest. "Hey. I... Do you mind if I do this?"

He looped an arm under her, pulling her into his side and holding her so she didn't need to make an effort not to fall. "Big day, huh? Jonah went for a walk. Just us."

"I love you." She whispered, "Searching for me. Welcoming me. Giving me so much... I just... I love you. This feels right. It does feel like you're my dad, not awkward."

"I love you, too." He whispered, "My perfect, Lorelai."

She snorted, "Oh, I'm not perfect. Have I mentioned I can be a bitch? I get real catty around... That time."

"Just like your mother, then." He chuckled, "She used to bite my head off both for asking if she was okay, but was worse if I didn't. Sometimes I could do nothing right."

Lorelai flushed, "Yep. That can be me, when things are... Happening. So... You going to take me into work, tomorrow, still?"

"Yeah, if you want." He agreed, "I do need to go in early to make up for today, but you can come over whenever you get up. Back to sleep, after breakfast, if you want."

She frowned, "I was curious about that. Do you usually take a half day, or something? Because you have lunch with Hannah's family?"

"No, we usually just have lunch. Sometimes we head to the beach and hang out. Most times I go back to the office. Depends how much under the crunch I am." Mateo replied, "But, I just text the office which it is going to be. So long as I hit my targets, nobody is much fussed. We're chilled."

Lorelai smiled, listening to his steady heartbeat, and hugged him tighter. "You... Don't mind. Do you? Me staying? It isn't just something you're saying. Not something you'll take back when you realise I'm just an eighteen year old girl, and that's not fun roommate material?"

"Probably mind if you bring a guy home, without talking to me first." He shrugged, "Or throw a party. I'll probably annoy you by asking you to clean up or something like that."

She bit her lip, and regretted it when she found it still stinging from earlier. "I mean... Do you really mind if I stay here? You can say no. You don't know me, and here I am, cuddling you."

"I love you." He whispered to her, holding her a little tighter, "Honestly, I wanted to ask you to stay. I didn't, because I am terrified I'm going to do something wrong, and lose you, again. I don't want to push."

Lorelai took a ragged breath, "One more thing. Whilst I'm still feeling brave and everyone else is out. I know we almost mentioned it, but, we need to be clear. I know I shouldn't feel it... But you don't just make me feel safe, like this."

He turned his head, "We're going to talk openly about this?"

"When we're alone." She swallowed, "And... I say drop it, we drop it. Come back to it, later."

He nodded, "Sure. Lor... You look a lot like your mother. Your personality, though, that is miles above. So you are a hotter, more attractive, more brilliant, young lady, than someone I actually married. You're not the only one with internal struggles."

"God, I want you to fuck me." She whispered, feeling her pussy begging. "I know it's wrong. So wrong. I... This is just my fantasy. Making things clear. But... I want you to make love to me. Be my first, and be loving."

Mateo breathed in raggedly, "That is... Honest. Very honest. I... Am going to have dreams like that, Lorelai. The guilt is going to suck. But I suppose if we're open about it, we can get over it, easier."

He was hearing her, but he wasn't understanding her.

Talking about something just made it harder to get off your mind. It wasn't going to make it easier to move on.

She shifted her weight a little, "Dad... I invited Hannah to stay, because she's into me. Because if I was busy with her, I wouldn't be as tempted to do things with you."

"I know."

She nearly screamed in frustration.

Lorelai turned her head to look up at him with her beautiful eyes that could usually get her whatever she wanted, "Should I fuck my cousin? My first time be a first time with a girl? Or... Or can... Maybe... Once she's asleep..."

"That's a bad idea. The regret would hurt too much." Mateo said, as she watched his adam's apple bob. "It might be unconventional, but there's no issue if you and Hannah became an item. Even have a public wedding, one day. I think you should explore that."

She rolled her jaw, "I want you to kiss me. Stop lying that you don't think we should."

"I'm not lying. We shouldn't. I want to, and I've admitted that." He said quietly, "But we shouldn't. You should at least explore an idea that won't burn your world to the ground, first."

Lorelai pouted, and yanked her head back down onto his chest. "Fine. But I'm not going to be quiet about it. You're going to hear the two of us."

"Seriously? You're going to punish me for keeping my hands to myself?"

"Yes." She snapped, and then winced, "Shit. Oh, I'm so messed up. Blame mum for making me think you were gone. You feel more like a boyfriend than my dad. And that you are my dad just... Makes it stronger. I don't know what a dad is supposed to be."

"Well, he isn't supposed to fuck his daughter."

She giggled, "You don't swear much, do you? Sounds weird, when you say it."

"Oh, I can keep my pace with a sailor." Mateo suggested, "I'm just trying to keep it under control. Trying to figure out how to be your dad, again."

Lorelai whispered, "How long do we have until Hannah comes back?"

"The others are probably five or ten minutes away." Mateo said cautiously, "Why?"

She stood up quickly, "So, I want to do something I have never done, before. Because I know you will keep your hands to yourself. Okay, daddy? Not an invitation to touch."

He frowned, looking at her, "Do... What?"

She yanked her jacket and shirt over her head before she lost her nerve, dropping them to the ground. She reached behind herself as he sat up, staring, and unsnapped her bra.

It fell away, and she swallowed nervously, "No one's seen me before. What do I look like, daddy? How do I... Compare? Against other girls."

"I want to touch." He said breathlessly, and shook his head, "You're fucking gorgeous, Lorelai. Damn."

"What... What do you want to touch?" She tried to prompt him.

He looked up at her red-cheeked face, and smiled proudly, "Everything. But, I guess you want me to say how you're driving me crazy. I want to suck your tits. Bury my face between them. Hell, you're big enough that I want to try putting my cock between them, too."

She looked down at his pants, and saw he wasn't lying. The tent growing in his pants made her wetter. He had to be bigger than most guys her own age. It looked... Thick. Like it'd stretch her.

She grabbed her bra from the floor quickly, turning around, and moving her hair to the side, "Help me out? Don't want to get caught like this. Hannah's already jealous and handsy."

His hands were shaking, making her grin, as he clumsily got the clasp back in place.

She was tempted to spin around and kiss him, when they both heard the front door open. Lorelai gasped and grabbed her tops from the floor, frantically slipping them.

She was red-faced and falling into a sitting position on the couch when she heard Hannah calling out, "We're back, Uncle Teo! Cuz!"

Hannah paused as she saw the two of them, glaring at Lorelai. The woman rolled her jaw, and then walked over a dumped a pile of clothes unceremoniously into her lap. "Hope you like 'em. Need the bathroom."

She'd made her jealous, insanely jealous, and now Hannah was going off to cry, alone. It was what Lorelai would do, in her position.

It was worse than just feeling cheated on. The jealousy extended from being jealous of anyone spending time with Lorelai, to being jealous that Lorelai had been doing something she shouldn't have with her dad, whilst Hannah couldn't touch her own.

Lorelai slid the clothes beside her onto the couch and stood up slowly, "Um... Can you and Celia give us some space, for a bit?"

"We'll head down to the beach." Mateo gave a proud smile, and stood up, "Hannah knows where to find us, if the two of you decide to join us, but if you don't, that's fine, too."

Hannah's mother was also smiling from the doorway, and Lorelai couldn't help but roll her eyes at what Celia was silently suggesting she should do.

Even if it was exactly what she was planning to do.

Lorelai waited until everyone was gone and then went and knocked on the bathroom door.

Hannah's voice was cracked when it came back, "Occupied."

"Open up. Cousin Inspection." She tried some fake levity.

There was a sniffle, and then the sad voice sounded through the wooden door, closer, "I'll be fine, cuz. Go have some fun with your dad. Chase him on the beach or something."

"That'd be hard seeming I just kicked him out of the house. Your mum, too."

The door cracked open a little, "Are you stupid? Your dad is way into you. This is your -"

Lorelai forced the door all the way open, revealing the red-eyed woman, and put her arms together, under her breasts. "Hannah. You and I have got some shit to talk about."

"If I hadn't interrupted you -"

"Bedroom. Now." Lorelai growled, grabbing her wrist and dragging her into the room that Mateo had said was hers. The two sat down on the edge of the large double bed.

She couldn't help but notice that even though this had technically been a spare room, it was clear that Hannah actually did sleep over in it fairly regularly.

There was a hairbrush and hair straightener on top of the chest of drawers, and the desk had a pile of clips and ties as well. A couple cans of deodorant lying here and there.

Hannah winced, "I'm sorry I screwed up. Should have known dad would take off and leave just the two of you together."

"Shut up. It wasn't like that." Lorelai tried, and then frowned, "Actually, it was exactly like that. But nothing was about to happen. I'm still bringing his guard down. But, I was more worried you were about to get jealous. Which you did."

"I'm happy for you, cuz." Hannah whispered.

"Dad told me to fuck you."

Hannah breathed in so fast she snorted, "Say what? I mean, mum was pushing you, but -"

"I said I would, as well." Lorelai cut her off.

The redhead stared up at her, "Huh? But... Your dad..."

"Is going to take some convincing. And your dad is going to take even more convincing." Lorelai replied.

Hannah cocked her head, "Yep. You've lost me."

"I want my first time... With a guy... To be my dad." Lorelai said slowly, taking deep breaths like she was at the start line of a race, "But, more than that, I want you there. Having your first time with your dad."

The redhead gave a weak laugh, "What, you wanna stay a virgin forever?"

"You might not have been able to convince Uncle Jonah to come around to your way of thinking, by yourself." Lorelai agreed, "But that's before he had two hot-as-fuck girls all over each other in front of him. I wanna pact. You and me. We'll break our dads, together."

Hannah smiled slowly at her, "He did get nervous when I kissed you. And was just about as annoyed that I like you, as he acts when I show I like him."

The blonde nodded, "Exactly. Those two don't have a chance if you and I are putting in a coordinated effort to take 'em down."

"Cuz, I think you just ruined my panties." Hannah grinned.

"Then take them off."

The redhead started. "Eh... The guys aren't here to show off for."

"I said my first time with a guy. My first time with a girl... Right here. Right now." Lorelai tried to be firm as her stomach butterflied. "I like you, Hannah. I do like kissing you. No idea if I'm actually into girls, or if it's just you, or I'll end up telling you to stop because I don't like it. But I wanna try."

Hannah swallowed, "You told your dad you were going to fuck me."

"Yep. He also suggested I think about dating you, because you and I can actually get married." Lorelai put the idea into her head, "Dating you. Dating my dad. I... I can kinda see myself doing both. Is that... Something... You'd be okay, with?"

Hannah frowned, "Cuz... I do want to kiss you. I do want to feel your tongue all over me, down there. But I don't want to share my dad with you."

"Wasn't thing of a love... Square." Lorelai shook her head, "But maybe... Like a square bracket? Uncle Jonah loves you, who loves him back and also loves me. Same for me and my dad."

"I have literally never thought if I'd like to be shared, before." Hannah said breathlessly, "But cuz... I am creaming myself, right now. You're fucking fire."

Lorelai smiled at her, "Not so much a brat now, are you? Not when you might get what you want. So... You'd be okay sharing me with my dad?"

"Convincing the guys to go along is already going to be hard. Convincing them to share us -"

Lorelai grinned, "Is going to be easy. Half of our relentless teasing to them is going to be us making out in front of them. Sneaking little panty grabs, when we're pretending not to notice that they're watching."

"Shit. Okay." Hannah nodded.

She swallowed nervously, "So... That's a yes, then?"

"I'll share you, if you share me, and help me fuck my dad." Hannah nodded, and then reached for her panties, "Also, on the condition you do something about this mess you just made."

Lorelai bit her lip in anticipation, "God, yes. Though, got no idea what I'm doing. Might need some direction."

Hannah slid her black panties down, holding them up so that her cousin could see just how soaked they were, "This is all your fault. Going to do something about it?"

Lorelai scooted down onto the floor, on her knees in front of the woman. She rested her hands on Hannah's thighs and slowly spread them. She stared as the musty scent hit her, and she saw the engorged pussy lips showing partially through a red bush.

"I... Eh... Don't shave." Hannah said nervously, "You don't mind, do you?"

"No idea." Lorelai laughed nervously and looked up at her, "Um... What do I do? Just kinda... Try and lick it?"

Hannah leaned back, spreading her legs wider, "I've never had anyone go down on me, cuz. I lost my virginity two weeks ago when I was blackout drunk. I've got as much idea as you."

"When you masturbate, how do you do it?" Lorelai took a stab in the dark, "I kinda get a couple fingers in myself. Three, if I'm horny as fuck."

Hannah gave a quiet moan, "Love the image. I don't know. I'm sensitive as shit, right now. Just try and flick my clit or something, but with your tongue? God. Just taste me, already."

She leaned into the space between Hannah's legs, and gave a cautious and tiny lick up the slit and towards the hood. She felt her cousin's thighs tighten up, and heard a satisfied sigh.

The liquid was sort of salty, sort of tangy, and sort of musty, on Lorelai's tongue. She had tasted herself before, but it was different than that. Not bad, just... Different.

Lorelai tried again, but pushing her tongue in deeper, working it along the slit to try and get more of that taste into her mouth. Hannah gasped and grabbed at the top of her head, "Oh, yeah! That's the ticket. Fuck!"

"I love how you taste." Lorelai said, wincing at how embarrassing the words sounded in the air.

Hannah pulled gently on her head, "Uh... Can I taste it?"

"Hmm?" Lorelai was confused.

"Kiss me. Please?"

She stood up and lay down beside her onto the bed, where Hannah quickly grabbed her whole body and dragged the two of them together, hooking one leg around Lorelai's waist.

Hannah's tongue pushed into Lorelai's willing mouth, and she felt the taste swirl between them. As she was busy focusing on that, the redhead grabbed Lorelai's hand and guided it back down to the exposed pussy.

"I'm only one finger. Gently." Hannah gasped out before resuming trying to climb inside Lorelai's mouth.

Her cousin moaned loudly as Lorelai ran her finger up and down the slit, playing with her juices and making sure the pussy was good and ready. Then, she pushed her middle finger all the way in.

"Fu-fuck!" Hannah half-yelled, "Gently, I said! Shit. Sensitive, cuz."

Lorelai grinned, bending her finger around inside someone else's tightness for the first time, "Sorry, you're just... So tempting. Oh, I wanna hear you cum."

"Just did." Hannah said with a crooked smile and pushed her hips a little, before sucking Lorelai's tongue back into her mouth.

Lorelai experimented between thrusting, and curling, until she found a gentle rhythm of both that had Hannah moaning so much that kissing her just wasn't working anymore.

Hannah still had her basically in a bear hug, their tits pressed together, as she shook from the assault on her pussy. Spilling cum all over Lorelai's hand as she flowed even more than the blonde did.

Her own pussy was wet, hot, hungry and frustrated. Whilst still trying to concentrate on Hannah, she used her other hand to start working her panties off, getting them down to her knees before trying to kick them flying.

Hannah's hand found her instantly and unbidden, "This... Fuck. What you... Want, cuz? Want me... To fuck you?"

"Fuck me." Lorelai whispered urgently, "Please. Oh, please. Make me cum, Hannah."

Her cousin only teased at her entrance some more, "Mmm. Think about Teo, as you fingerfuck me, cuz. Think about him fucking you. Ooh! Oh! Fuck. Think about him, fuck, fucking you, as you... Fuck me."

"Jonah's cock, in your twat." Lorelai whispered as she more frantically pushed into Hannah, "Moaning... For his daughter."

"Shit." Hannah cursed, shivering and shuddering.

Lorelai growled a little, "Come on. Stop teasing. I'm making you cum. Fuck. I'm the virgin."

"Not anymore, cuz." Hannah said, pushing the first knuckle of her finger into Lorelai. "Not anymore."

It wasn't like Lorelai hadn't masturbated inside herself. That was her preference. All the same, having someone else do it to her, changed absolutely everything about the experience.

She moaned loudly, and thrust herself against Hannah instinctively. Trying to get more inside her, "Fuck. Oh, fuck. Make me cum. Make me cum, just for you. You, Hannah. Not daddy."

Hannah shuddered, "Fuckin'... Adorable."

"Say my name?" She asked weakly, struggling to continue jilling her cousin as the woman played with her opening.

"Lorelai..." Hannah whispered into her ear, "I love you."

With that, Hannah finally finished pushing a finger deep into her wet snatch. It felt tight, tighter than she usually did, but the confession had Lorelai flooding.

"Fuck, I love... You... Hannah." She whispered back, "I... Fucking... Love... You."

Hannah stopped moving, and then gently kissed her lips, "You mean that, don't you? You love me. Not just as family."

"I don't even know what a family is." Lorelai whispered back to her, "But I love you. My heart hurts. I do love you, Hannah. We're not just fooling around. Not just trying to get our dads. I love you, as much as I love daddy. You don't have to be jealous."

Hannah kissed her again gently, and then pushed Lorelai onto her back and snaked down the bed, "I'm going to lick your pussy now, Lor. 'Cause I want to. And I wanna hear you telling me how much you love me."

"Fuck, yes." She shivered, feeling her legs spread nervously. "You love... Me?"

Hannah looked up, "Yeah. Hell yeah. I love you, the same way, cuz. If mum and dad weren't okay with this, I'd be running away from home. I want to feed you icecream, dress you up. I wanna... I..."

Lorelai grinned and bit her lip, "Scared it's too soon to say that one? I'll say it. I want to see you in a wedding dress."

"God, fuck." A tear rolled down Hannah's cheek, "I've never fallen for anyone this fast or hard before. I wanna walk down the aisle to you."