Pam and Jack Make it Real

I yawned and said; "I'm really tired. Today has been pretty rough. I think I'll head off to bed and leave you guys to finish the movie."

I got up and stretched. As I was turning to walk towards the bedroom, I saw Pam silently mouth "Thank you."

I asked; "Heh, Jack. Are you still coming over to help work on my truck tomorrow afternoon?"

Jack replied; "Absolutely. See you around one o'clock tomorrow. Have a good sleep."

A few short steps and I entered our bedroom. I softly closed the door. It was done! They were together in the living room and I was alone.

I undressed, slipped into bed and turn off the lights. There was a soft night light on the dresser, which gave me just enough light to stare at a focal point on the ceiling. My brain was working a mile a minute. Every imaginable thought crossed my mind. My imagination formed vivid pictures of what Pam and Jack could be doing at this very moment. One half of my brain wanted to go out there and tell them to stop. The other half was paralyzed by the need to allow Pam this opportunity.

I could hear the muffled sounds of the TV. As much as I tried to focus my hearing to tune into other possible sounds, I heard nothing. Time ticked by. I began to understand how prisoners felt locked in a room that they can't leave. Your mind is screaming to get out. You need to move, but you can't. In my case, the boundaries were self-imposed but no less real.

At the same time as all these feelings and thoughts were churning through my mind, I lay there with the most painful erection of my life. It was a wonder I could think at all given the lack of blood that was obviously unavailable to my brain. I couldn't even risk touching myself without the very real probability of a spontaneous ejaculation. What was the hell happening to me? None of my thoughts or physical reactions made sense.

For the millionth time, I checked my watch on the bedside table. One hour! Sixty long and agonizing minutes and then I heard the door handle turn. The door opened slightly, and Pam peeked in.

"Are you awake honey?" She asked.

I replied; "Yes, are you ok baby?"

She answered; "Oh sure, everything is fine. I just need to put my diaphragm in. Are you ok with that?"

She moved to the dresser and pulled the top drawer open. I saw her take out her diaphragm case and the tube of spermicide.

She turned to me and asked; "Will you help me with this please?"

"Of course honey," I answered.

I pulled the covers aside and climbed out of bed. Pam looked at me and saw the very obvious state of my cock.

With a grin, she said; "Ohhh, someone is happy to see me."

I stepped towards her and pulled her into my arms. She willingly pressed her body against me and turned her face up towards me. I kissed her. She kissed back. It felt right and normal. Like coming home after being away for too long.

She broke the kiss and said; "Sorry honey, I shouldn't keep Jack waiting too long."

I reached out, took the case and tube of spermicide from her.

I laughed and with a grin said; "Lay down honey, and I'll install this for you."

She laid across the bed and pulled her negligee up exposing her hips.

With a smile, I said; "You're going to have to spread your legs to get this thing in."

She giggled and spread her legs wide while bending her knees and holding her legs up as well. I squirted spermicide into the cup of the diaphragm and then squeezed the edges together to form a trough. I reached down and spread Pam's labia with the fingers of my other hand. It was then that I discovered she was absolutely dripping wet. There have been many occasions when she had gotten wet for me, but the state of her pussy tonight had to be in the top five. I had no problem slipping the device into her vagina. Then I slipped two fingers inside her to make sure it was correctly in place. I then took the spermicide applicator and squirted some into her pussy. Bending down, I kissed her swollen lips. She pushed my head away and pulled down the hem of her negligee. She sat up, reached out and pulled my hips towards her. I felt her lips briefly kiss the head of my cock. A thin string of pre-cum stretched between her lips and my cock. It broke as the distance between us increased. Then she was standing.

"I have to go, honey. Jack will be waiting for me."

She gave me a quick peck on the lips and was gone. There was still a faint whiff of her perfume in the air. I relished her scent as I climbed once more into bed.

Pam had obviously spent the last hour making our with Jack and if the wetness of her pussy was any indication, they were enjoying themselves immensely. She had taken the next step by coming into our bedroom and putting her diaphragm in. That now made the final act inevitable. In the next half hour, Pam would open herself willingly to another man. With her arms, she would pull him into her body and Jack would repeatedly plunge his cock into my Pam. This time it was not spontaneous and unplanned. It was deliberately premeditated by all of us.

Where did that leave us? Where did it leave me? Had we irreparable harmed our marriage? Could we retain our friendship with Jack over the long haul? Why did I find this so damn sexually exciting? What twisted need did I have that was being fulfilled by accepting this new paradigm between the three of us? I considered all these questions as I waited, but in the end, there were no answers. Just time to contemplate the point on the ceiling and wonder what was going on only a few feet from where I lay.

Forty minutes later and the doorknob turned again. Pam came into the room.

"Sorry, honey. I need the spermicide."

She grabbed the applicator, put one foot up on a chair near the bed and inserted some more into her vagina. She blew me a kiss, turned and left. It took all of twenty seconds and she was gone again.

I knew what that visit meant. They had done the dead and apparently, they were up for round two. I felt butterflies in my stomach. Nothing could be undone now. Jack had filled Pam with his cock and his sperm. All of us were now fully committed to however this turned out. Yet, I still had my painful erection that had not abated since leaving the living room. How twisted and complicated we human's are. Relationships would be so much simpler if we could look down into our deep motivations and understand why we think, decide and do things. Here I was, still wondering, still imagining, still confused and still waiting for Pam. My patience was wearing thin. Would they never finish?

Almost an hour later I heard the TV shut off. I could hear muffled talking and then the sound of the front door closing. I heard Jack's car start up and then engine noise fade into the distance. Pam opened our bedroom and peeked in.

"Are you awake?"

I answered; "Yes"

She said' "I'll be in shortly. I just want to tidy up."

She left the door cracked open. I could her moving around in the living room and then the kitchen. In less than five minutes, I saw the lights go out in the hall and heard her footsteps approach our bedroom. She came in and sat beside me on the edge of the bed. She looked beautiful in the soft light from the nightlight on the dresser.

She looked down at me, reached out for my hand and asked; "Are you alright?"

I lied and said; "Of course honey, are you coming to bed?"

She responded; "Yes, just let me quickly go to the bathroom. I'll be right back"

She stood and removed her peignoir wrap, leaving on the satin nightgown. I watched her walk to our ensuite bathroom and close the door. I heard the toilet flush and then the sound of running water in the sink. The door opened. She snapped off the light switch, but not before her form was silhouetted in the doorway.

Then she was in bed with me, snuggling tightly against my left side. She wrapped her arm around me and tucked her head in against my neck. The softness of her body and her warmth was overwhelming.

"Did you miss me?" she whispered.

"Baby, you have no idea. God, I'm so glad you're in bed with me. I thought you guys would never finish."

She giggled; "I'm sorry we took so long. Jack went slowly which I really appreciated. I was really nervous. However, he didn't seem to want to quit either. I think it was pretty intense for him. It certainly was for me ... Are you really ok?"

"Yes." I hesitated, "I think I'm ok, although we should talk about everything tomorrow. Besides, I'd like to hear the details of how it went between you and Jack."

She giggled and poked me in the ribs; "You're a pervert." She said.

"Well maybe." I said, "But I do have some feelings of insecurity right now and it would really help if you filled me in on everything. OK?"

"I don't want you to feel that way. Of course, honey. Tomorrow. I won't hold anything back. I promise. You can ask me anything you need to know." she said.

"Do you want to go to sleep now?"

"Oh, Pam! Not now. I want to kiss you and make love with you. Please say you will?" I asked.

"Of course." She replied.

She tipped her head back and I kissed her. It was a long lingering kiss.

In our hunger for her to be as naked as I was, we both struggled to remove her negligee. Finally, it was gone. I moved my hand to her right breast and softly cupped it in my hand. We continued kissing. Her hand slid down on my hip. Her fingertips lightly stroked the flesh along the side of my cock, ever so close, but not touching it. My body actually felt like it was vibrating. I slid my hand down to the junction where her legs met. My fingers slipped between the folds of her sex. I could feel how swollen her flesh was. She shivered.

"Please be gentle, I'm very tender." She whispered.

Lowering my head to her breasts, I gently sucked one of her nipples into my mouth. My fingers explored lower. The heat from her opening was unbelievable. My fingertips found her hole. Her wetness felt like it was literally pouring out. I knew that it was a combination of her and of him. Even though she had cleaned up in the bathroom, there was obviously still much more in her vagina. I used my fingers to pull those natural lubricants up across her clit. She moaned.

Usually, lovemaking between Pam and I is an unhurried, loving and includes a variety of fun activities. Almost always it will include us both performing oral on the other person. Sometimes, it takes on a quality of almost Tantric sex. We've always enjoyed taking our time. Making her cum with my mouth or fingers is almost as enjoyable for me as my own orgasms. I'd like to say I made her world rock tonight, but frankly, the long wait for her, while she was with Jack, was too much for me.

I couldn't hold off any longer to reclaim Pam. My body slid over on top of her as she opened her legs as wide as possible. I felt her arms pull me into her. Our bodies are so familiar to each other that my cock easy slipped into her folds, and found her pussy hole. I sank into her until we were completely joined.

I had never, ever experienced a feeling like that before. She felt like molten lava, yet unbelievable silky and so very soft. Its impossible to describe the sensation of a vagina that is swollen from prolonged sexual intercourse with another man. Only those who have also experienced it will understand the sensations I was feeling. We squelched as we moved. I felt her juices squeezing out around my cock and running down my balls. One, two, three thrusts and I could already feel my sperm churning to ejaculation. We kissed one long continuous kiss. I stopped, savouring and soaking in the core of her femininity.

It was beyond endurance. I could no longer hold back than to stop the rising of the sun or moon. I moaned into our kiss as my cum exploded from my cock deep into her pussy, never even getting to my forth thrust. Jet after jet shot into her until I was completely empty. Even then, my cock continued to spasm as though there was more, but I was spent. Her arms wrapped around my back and pulled me as tight to her as she could.

We kissed and whispered loving endearments until I softened and my cock slipped from her warm pussy.

I rolled off panting for breath.

"I'm sorry I didn't last long enough to give you a cum, baby."

"Shezz," she said. "Don't worry, I've had more than my share tonight. Feeling you close to me was what I wanted and needed."

We snuggled and drifted off to sleep. There would be lots to talk about tomorrow. We had many things that needed to be worked out. Although in some ways the evening had been amazingly erotic for both of us, there were things we needed to resolve. We needed to try and understand what we had done, why and where this was going to lead. Many, many questions were unanswered.

Life can change in a heartbeat. What you believed will be true your whole life is sometimes completely changed. Possible for the better, but also possibly for the worst. Only time will tell which it is. Whatever it was to be, I knew only that I loved Pam, that she loved me and that we both remained committed to retaining our marriage although the boundaries of our relationship had obviously changed.