S.O.S. Summer of Secrets

12. JEN

Jen could hardly sleep the next few nights. She kept imagining Erik drawing her. Transforming her into a beautiful masterpiece. The thought made her giddy and anxious all over. And slightly guilty for not telling Jon yet. Yet? Should she tell him at all? I should. I can't. She went back and forth in her head like that constantly.

After stepping out of the shower, she took a much longer look at herself in the mirror noticing her flaws, her curves, how she looked from different angles. Which angles made her breasts look better, perkier. Which angles made her stomach look flatter, which showed off her butt. Which poses Erik would want to see. Which poses would make Erik want to see even more of her.

She got a little hot thinking about it and realized she had been staring at her naked body for nearly twenty minutes. She quickly threw on a bra and T-shirt like any other day and hit the road. She walked much faster this day. Partly because she didn't want to be late, and partly to see Erik sooner.

By the time she arrived, she was covered in sweat again. Great, I must be looking pretty attractive to him right about now. She walked in and saw him arranging materials and supplies for the day.

"Hey, Jen! You came back for week two, glad I didn't scare you off," his large, genuine smile appeared, and she was swooning all over again.

"You kidding me? I loved my first week," she looked at her feet, wondering who would bring up the figure drawing conversation first. Neither did.

The kids started to come in and soon the day was well underway. Helping the students was about the only thing that kept her from thinking about Erik. She welcomed the brief respite from her teenage crush.

Soon enough class was already over and the kids were heading home. Erik was at his desk busy filling his sketchbook.

"Whatcha drawing?" Jen asked.

"Oh, nothing," he closed the sketchbook and laughed.

"Not fair! You have to show me now!" She went over to his side of the desk and playfully tried to grab it from him. It wasn't hard for him to keep it away from her, but he gave in and let her take it.

Jen flipped through the pages and eventually found what he was trying to hide. It was a sketch of her from the shoulders up. "Erik this is beautiful!"

"No, you're beautiful. I was just trying to capture your likeness," he said humbly.

She was touched. "Did you do this during class?"

"Mostly. Some in class, a little at home last night, too."

He was thinking of me at home last night. She was speechless.

"Listen, Jen. I've been thinking, I really would love to do the figure drawing, but there's no way your husband will be ok with..."

"He said yes," she lied.

"Really?" Erik asked surprised.

"He said he trusted me, and it was for art, so he was okay with it,' she lied again.

Erik stood and placed his hands on the sides of her arms. "Sounds like you have an amazing husband."

That made her feel incredibly guilty. "I do."

He eyed her up and down before making direct eye contact. "I can't say I'd want another man seeing your body if I was married to such a gorgeous woman."

That took her breath away.

He leaned in toward her.

What is he doing?!

He gave her a soft kiss on the cheek. She stood there with her eyes closed breathing audibly now. He kissed her cheek again, this time a little closer to her lips.

Unable to stop herself, she turned her face slightly to meet his lips and return the kiss. When their lips met, she trembled. She broke the kiss almost immediately and started to head out.

"See you tomorrow," she called out without turning around. Walking the whole way home wondering what she has done and if she really should go through with posing after that.

She tried to remember a time that felt more intense but couldn't. Her body was shaking, too many emotions and thoughts and adrenaline coursing through her body. She was so turned on she couldn't stand it. Still, on the dirt road, she stepped off and stood beside a tree hidden from the main path and slid her hand inside her panties. She was as wet as she'd ever been. Her finger traced her lips and teased her clit until her whole body shook with pleasure. It was frightening how good the immediate gratification felt. She stayed there for another twenty minutes wondering what could happen if she actually went through with this fantasy. It scared her but it also made her feel alive.

13. ADAM

Adam was stirring all morning, unable to focus on much of anything with so many confusing thoughts in his head. Did she see my fetish folder of girls going to the bathroom? Did she know that when she peed with the door open? Am I crazy for thinking that? Not to mention this hiking business. She must have not been too grossed out by my fetish if she still asked me to hike with her, right?

He really didn't know what to make of any of it. Least of all the hiking. Adam had never been hiking but was excited for it. Truthfully, he was less excited about hiking as he was spending more time with Ashley alone, just the two of them. That got him really excited, a little too excited. Twice he tried to relieve the built-up pressure in his cock that morning, but each time he stopped thinking how wrong it was that she was his cousin. And that pretty much summed up his torturous morning.

He put on some mesh shorts and a T-shirt to be comfortable and went down to meet Ashley. She was waiting for him in the kitchen and had on a soft cotton tank top and short khaki shorts that fell just below her round bottom. Looking cute in a style all her own, Adam could see the outline of her bra underneath her shirt and knew this was going to be a strange trip.

"Morning, sleepyhead," Ashley laughed and grabbed her backpack. "All set?"

Adam nodded sheepishly.

"Let's go!"

They went out the back door toward the trail to the nearby forest. Ashley led and Adam followed. She seemed to be enjoying the scenery, the unimaginably tall trees, the wildflowers sprinkling color into an otherwise green canvas. Adam was equally enjoying the view, but his eyes rarely left Ashley's backside.

For the first mile or so they barely spoke. As the sun climbed higher in the sky, the day grew warmer. Ashley took out her canteen and had a sip of water. She then offered it to Adam, and he gladly drank from the same bottle. He thought that was almost like a kiss, sharing the same mouthpiece. But quickly dismissed the thought as silly and wrong.

"I heard you mention you were trying to write a book?" Adam asked trying to break the silence.

"Trying is the key word."

"You said it's about your experiences. What does that really mean?"

"I'm still working on that. They say write what you know. I know about my life. My time in Europe, my bizarre encounters. Somehow it will probably include elements of all those things, but there's still a lot I need to work out."

Adam nodded.

"What about you? What's going on in your life?" she turned the conversation to him.

"Not much," he shrugged plainly.

"Oh, I don't believe that. How's school? Got any girls you like?"

Adam blushed. "Well school sucks, I don't have any specific girls I like. I just like girls," he felt silly after saying that.

"I completely understand," she said.

"You do?" He found that hard believe.

"Of course. It wasn't that long ago that I was in high school. I remember wanting boyfriends. Badly! Not really a specific boy, just the idea of it. Someone to share secrets with. Be intimate with. To hold."

Adam nodded and started to realize they weren't that different.

"Plus, I really wanted to know what sex was like," she giggled.

Adam blushed. He could relate to that more than anything, but he kept quiet, too embarrassed to admit it. They shared another sip of water together and continued on their hike. The trails were breathtaking. The steady noise of babbling brooks in the distance, the glowing rays of sunshine piercing through the thick canopy, even the air smelled amazing.

Adam liked where the conversation was headed earlier and was afraid his silence is why she stopped talking about sex. It was nice hearing he wasn't the only one who thought about sex in a similar way. He was equally enjoying walking behind her watching her cheeks move and bounce hypnotically and spent much of the time trying to imagine exactly what her ass looked like without shorts. He had stared at it so much, he figured he could pick her ass out of a lineup of 100 butts.

She stopped abruptly. "Alright, pee break time."

The words made Adam's heart race. "Yeah, I have to go too. But where?" He looked around for someplace private.

She raised her arms out to the sides and nodded to the general area.

"What, here?" Adam asked now slightly breathing faster.

"We're in the middle of bumfuck nowhere. The world is your toilet. Who's going to see or care?" She said nonchalantly. "We'll just go on opposite sides of this tree here."

The tree was not quite as wide as a person, and he wondered how this would actually work.

"I'll pee on this side and you go on that side. It's no big deal." Without waiting for a response, she got on the opposite side of the tree, with her back facing Adam and the tree in between them.

Adam could still see the outline of her hips on both sides of the narrow tree. She lowered her shorts and squatted in one quick motion. He could just make out a tiny edge of her cheeks sticking out on both sides of the tree. Holy fuck was all he could think as he started to hear the sound of her pee hitting the ground and splashing off the leafy terrain.

Adam quickly realized he better start peeing soon before she wondered what he was doing. He nervously pulled his cock out and aimed at the tree. He couldn't go. He was too focused on what he was hearing and partially seeing to be able to relax enough to pee. Plus, the feeling of the natural air on his member was a completely foreign feeling that almost tingled.

Adam leaned to the right and saw a little more of her fleshy behind hovering a foot off the ground. This might have been the closest he'd been to seeing a naked girl in real life. And it showed. His cock was now holding itself up pointing at the tree, which did not make peeing any easier.

Mesmerized, Adam took another step to his right to see more of her. Now he could actually see the side of her face as she looked off in the distance. Her butt was too close to the tree to see her crack.

He was only a couple of feet from her now. If she turned her head, she would see him standing there with a huge hard-on. The thought frightened him and somehow made him even harder.

The sound of her trickle was starting to die down. Adam stepped back to his original spot so she wouldn't catch him sneaking a peek. He could see her beginning to stand and shaking her hips now, trying to get rid of the last drops in lieu of toilet paper. She stood and pulled her panties and shorts up. It all happened in a flash.

Adam still hadn't peed, and she was all done. Panic started to set in as Ashley walked around the tree to the side of Adam, barely giving him any privacy. "Almost done?" She asked not quite looking not at him, but not completely away either.

"Uhh, almost," he said nervously.

"No problem, just relax," she said. "Take your time and watch where you're aiming that thing...looks like you're going to poke someone's eye out," she giggled now as she noticeably looked away from him.

Did she really see me? See it? That I was hard? Adam felt a rush of embarrassment and nervousness flow through him. He was terrified she'd think he was a freak for getting hard in this situation...peeing with his cousin. Who the hell gets turned on from that? And he was mad that she saw him, and he didn't get to see her. That was the exact opposite of what he wanted.

Adam tried to put it all out of his mind, at least temporarily to finish the job at hand. He took deep breaths and tried to pee. When he eventually went, the stream smacked the tree at about his chest level due to his erect cock. It felt good to finally get some relief.

Ashley came back over, slightly behind him and looking over his shoulder while he was going. "Sometimes I wish I could aim my pee like that! I'd pee everywhere!" She giggled.

He couldn't believe she said that and wondered if she knew he wasn't aiming there on purpose.

Eventually, he finished and tucked his erect cock painfully back into his shorts. He had an awkward bulge and hoped she wouldn't notice. Reflecting on what just happened, he thought that might have been one of the sexiest things he's ever seen, and his bulge grew bigger. He had to cover it with his hands to try to play it off. "Where to now?" He asked.

She saw him covering his waist but was nice enough to not say anything to embarrass him. "This way." She led again and he followed, now able to imagine a little more of her ass after having seen a glimpse of it.

His thoughts wandered torturously as they walked. He wondered why that was the second time she peed near him in as many days. She had to have seen my porn collection. Had to. But did she really see my cock when I was peeing? The thoughts were driving him mad. With every step, his legs jostled his penis, teasing it, preventing it from ever falling completely soft, which only added to his agony. He thought it would never end.

But it did end. And in a mess. As he stepped over a log, his foot slipped on some wet leaves and fell into a puddle of mud, covering his whole backside with filth.

Ashley couldn't help but laugh, covering her mouth to not be too rude. "Are you ok?" She asked with a muffled laugh.

"I'm fine. Just dirty, that's all," he said, failing to see the humor in it.

"Oh, come on! That's funny, Adam!"

"Funny when you're dry," he replied.

"Fine!" Ashley l jumped next to him and landed butt first in the mud.

"What are you doing?" He started to lighten up and was now hiding his own laugh.

"Making us even!"

"Please, you've barely got any mud on--"

She tackled him and they rolled over until they were both covered in mud and laughing.

Ashley and Adam stood up and gave each other a grin as they shook their heads. Even covered in mud, he was getting turned on. Now her clothes were hugging her body more than ever, revealing every curve.

"Come on, let's keep going. I read there is some sort of pond or something around here. We can rinse off," Ashley said.

They trudged on, walking side by side for the first time. Adam glanced over every so often and noticed the clothes clinging to her body. He couldn't help but stare. She glanced back and laughed as she looked him up and down. Adam hoped she thought he was looking at the mud on her as well, and not staring at the curve of her breasts through her muddy, wet top.

"Do you hear that?" she asked.

"What?"

"It's water! We're getting close. Come on!" She ran up ahead around the bend. Adam raced to catch up and for the first time wasn't solely focused on her bouncing curves.

When he turned the corner, Ashley was just standing there. Then Adam noticed it, too. The most beautiful waterfall either of them had ever seen. It fell off a small cliff and into a tiny cove. Completely hidden from the world, a private paradise just for them. They looked at each other, and back at the picturesque scene.

"It's perfect," Ashley said in a softer voice than usual. "Well come on, let's get in there!" She tried to peel her shirt off, but it was difficult with the slick mud. Eventually, the shirt came off, along with her shoes and then shorts.

Adam just watched, wondering how far she'd go.

"Are you just going to watch me undress like a creep? Or are you going to join me?" She said as she turned from him, removed her bra, slid her panties off and dove in.

Adam's jaw dropped. Even though all he technically saw was a glimpse of her ass for a split second as she dove in, it was still incredible. But now he was standing there fully dressed, and she was looking back at him from the water.

"You coming or not?" she asked with only her head and shoulders sticking out of the crystal water.

Adam took off his shirt, his shoes, and then hesitantly removed his shorts, standing there in just his boxers. Adam's hands were glued to his crotch awkwardly covering the shaft that bobbed wildly in his underwear. "Turn around!"

"Are you kidding me? Adam, you've been looking at me all day, it's my turn now. You're just going to have to do it," she had a defiant smile on her face, confirming most of Adam's fears. Of course, she knew he was staring at her. Girls always know.

Adam thought about diving in and removing his boxers after, but he didn't want to seem like a coward. He lowered the waistband, slowly revealing his curly hair above his shaft and then went for it. His erection flopped out, bobbing a bit until it just stood out. A part of his stomach physically hurt from how embarrassed he was.

Ashley looked right at him for a what felt like an eternity but was probably only a few seconds. She giggled and finally stopped torturing him. "Come on in, Adam. The cold water will do you some good."

Adam dove in headfirst and swam over. Treading water right next to each other, they started to laugh again until they grew tired of the treading.

"Here, it gets a little shallower closer to the waterfall," she said as she swam a little closer. Soon their feet were both standing on solid footing under the water, and the constant bubbling was preventing any details from being seen.

Adam couldn't help but keep looking down, hoping to see through the water. She turned her back to him and walked over to the waterfall to rinse the mud out of her hair. Adam followed and did the same. She gave him a sly smile and walked through the waterfall toward the rocky wall. The water barely came up to her knees behind the waterfall. Adam looked on, unable to make out many details through the falling water. Mesmerized by her fleshy silhouette he was frozen and continued to watch.

"If you want to see me, Adam, you're going to have to come here," she said as she walked toward the back, rocky wall.

"Why do you keep assuming I'm trying to see you?" Adam asked as he finally got the courage to walk through the waterfall and face her fully nude. As he did, she sunk in the corner once again covered up by the water, and now Adam was standing there completely naked, hard, and embarrassed. "You keep doing that! It's not fair," he blurted out without even realizing what he just admitted.

"I know what you want," she said in a sultry voice. She slid closer to him, and slowly emerged from her crouched position. Water cascaded down her body, over her hard nipples as they surfaced from the watery depths.

Panic came over Adam with each step she took closer and more out of the water.

Now her belly button hovered right above the waterline, and she was only a few feet away. Her breasts were better than anything Adam ever imagined. Finally, she stood upright as her hips came into view. Side to side they swung with each step.

Adam was breathing heavier and his cock was harder than it had ever been in his entire life. He was afraid he was going to faint at this pace.

And then she was there, right in front of him.

"I know exactly...what...you...want." She took a slow, deliberate step closer with each exaggerated word until she was only inches away from him.

Adam trembled, there was so much to take in. Her glorious breasts glistening with water. Her hardened, pink nipples practically jumping out at him. His eyes trailed lower over her soft, flat belly and there it was. Beneath a neatly trimmed strip of dark hair, nestled between her womanly hips, was the first vagina he ever saw.